hmmm... they say grampa's soul will cum back on de 7th day... which is later in de nite. but de nun calculated tt his soul will onli cum back much later. so which1 is de correct 1? i told grampa tt if he realli cum back, indicte 2us by dropiing a few grains of rice on de table, so i'll noe he came back2 see us. mummy told me2 sleep earli... i kept asking y. cant i just peep at him? he wun noe it rite? unless he cum upstairs... hope he dun tink tt he has cum2 de wrong hse, den nv cum in. coz we've just rented a 7seat car 4 tml's praying session 2 CCK. hope he dun get de wrong idea tt we buy a car immediateli after his death... i told him alreadi... so hope he can hear me. but im gona b at hm, nt gona participate in tml's praying session, coz no1 will b at hm2 look after gramma. me again... haiya. but i promised grampa tt i'll look after her. no nvm la.. its part of my promise n duty. so i'll pray 2him at hm. tink its quite de same... he'll noe tt im fillial even if i nv attend tml's praying session. i'll b hm 2 look after gramma, n also aaron.. hope he dun get me shouting, coz i've promised 2 curb my anger. if i shout at him, gramma will scold me4 making so much noise. den her blood pressure will rise again. dun wish tis 2 happen...

mummy's mum, who is my de other gramma (ah ma), has been admitted 2 de hospital... i realli pray hard tt nth will happen 2 her. coz heard frm my uncle's wife tt ah ma is acting de way how my grampa act b4 he pass away.. i realli realli hope tt she'll b ok. if nt... i realli duno how2 manage. dun wish anything2 happen anymore at tis pt of time. 1 is enuff...... tink i can visit her at de hospital tml.. but i tink my mum cant, coz she's still wearing de black piece of mourning cloth on her sleeve. but ive alreadi got mine taken out, as thr are no extras left. so de more impt aults like daddy, mummy and aunts will wear them. so after tonite, which is de 1st 7 days.. i can visit ah ma i guess...

heard frm daddy tt when we're still mourning, ppl whom we scold will b very 'suay'. so im hoping i dun scold any1... but doubt any1 will provoke me at tis pt of time. onli aaron.. whu else.... duhzz... calm down n b patient... haizz..