faintz... i finally found sometime to blog. hey! work is very tiring u know... esp when i havta wait for my bro to come hm b4 i can use his lappy.. but no more now. haaha

hmmm...i wonder if i've eaten too much sotongs tt i've becoming more and more like one. haizz... i'm quite frustrated at myself during work. take yest for example. My supervisor told me to continue printing some stuff coz we've to deliver it personally over to someone at the battery rd branch later in the evening. And at the same time, i was given another assignment to create a powerpoint for this lady.. and was told this work is urgent. Ok.. happily, i started my work on the lappy... BUT!! also happily forgotten abt the printing!! arghhh... only after my supervisor came back 1 and half hrs later den i realised i totally forgotten abt it!! tian ahh....!! =(

supervisor: so hows the printing going on?
me: stare blankly at her.. *blink blink*
me" huh? wat printing?
supervisor: don't tell me ur only at the 2nd file
me: oh shit!! i forgot abt it!!
supervisor: huh!!? emily!! how can u do this?
me: sorry sorry!! *practically started being whiny*
supervisor: emily how can u do this to me?? aiyoz...
me: sorry sorry! i really forgotten abt it! sorry.. i didn't do this on purpose
supervisor: aiyoz.. wat if its amanda who asked u to print? den u'll be asking for a sack instead
me: 'tuo pok' lor
supervisor: aiyoz.. i wana cut ur pay le la
me: cannot!!!! my pay alreadi so little... if cut somemore den i'll havta survive on maggi alreadi! pls pls pls...
supervisor: i wana 'pls' and beg u instead.. pls don't do this the next time... pls pls.. i beg u la
me: sorry la... sorry!
supervisor: luckily the person at battery rd bracnh didnt call to bug me.. or else i duno wat to tell her also
me: den say its ur temp's fault lor


haiz... nearly strangled myself. how blur can i be? wah lao... so pissed with myself! how incorrigible! sianz. suppose to end work at 5.30pm on fridays... but! i stayed till 8pm tring to finish printing the papers... damnit man! and i'm still not done wid it. havta go back early on monday to finish it. the most frustrating thing is tt my lappy sucks big time.. and so does the printer. stupid lor.. always waste my time doing stupid things. e.g. the printer doesn't collate even when i've pressed the button on the lappy. so in the end wat did i do? separate a stack of 8 sets of 51 pages long paper. irritating!! arghhh....

and i stayed till 9.15pm on thurs.. also to find myself standing nxt to the printer. tian ahhh... can't they buy a better printer? sheesh! i spend 12hrs at work... can u imagine tt? and 12 hrs later.. i find myself back in the office again. wah!

i still haven't find myself a perm job lei... i'm i too slack? but everytime after work i feel so tired already! as for wkends.. sometimes i'm out.. sometimes i just don't feel like doing anything but to rest, watch tv and read gd storybk.

haiz.. tokin abt work. i was so angry wid this pretty gal in my office. i tot i nearly screamed at her! how gd and efficient can someone be when ur asking another temp for help? meaning... she herself is a temp.. and she's askin me for help! ok... u all can reason and judge this urself. Since she asked for my help.. it only explains tt she's very busy rite? so if she's real busy... den why isit she can leave the office so much earlier den me? it only goes to explain tt she can cope with it herself... so why ask for my help? i think sometimes i'm being too helpful already. correct or not ah? haizz... but i felt quite bad yest when trying to reject her. but after thinking over it... it was worth the reject. coz i stayed till 8pm! while she left at 7pm i think... eesh...


and.. this is the best part... when another lady was asking both of us abt our progress and how we feel. she rasied the issue of a pay increase. I agreed. But after serious thinking... i tot it was quite unfair. Wat did she mean she wants a pay increase? i felt it wasn't fair!

1stly: i came in much earlier den her
2ndly: i'm a graduate... and mind u.. 2nd upper class honours
3rdly: i was from business...
4thly: she's only a diploma holder
5thly: she was from hospitality!!

so...uhuh.. its for the others to judge la!

6thly: how deserving is she when she's always aksin another temp for help? shit lor...
7thly: even though i'm more blur at work.. i try to work as fast as possible. and until i can't handle so many things all at a time (hers.. and my supervisor's) den i'll throw things back to her. afterall.. its HER work... NOT mine.

god... pls grant me a gd perm job with reasonable pay and gd future prospects pls!! tian ah!