haizz... tink i haven been in a very gd temper these few days. haizz

on wed, a guy who sat infront of us turned ard and stared hard at sharon and joyce and said 'can u pls pay attention and listen to de lecture?!' woahh... so darn fierce sia!!though he didnt stare at me, somehow i still think he included me wid them, coz we're always together for cbis class. but de prob is we weren't tokin so loud, just once a while askin each other wat de lec wrote or said. and im must say, i'm NOT de 1 who always tok lor... den after class i went down to help them sign attendence when i came back, sharon told me de guy said 2 them 'no offense, but it has been weeks that u all have been tokin' wah lao.. damn fucking shitty arsehole!! pls lor....!! eveb if we did, he could rephrase it in a nicer way rite? y must he tell us in de middle of de lecture, and worse still, he was loud!!! kns kns... damnit fucker!!

haizz... i just quarrelled wid gramma. i mean, i was unhappy wid aaron actually. i mean since he had alreadi recovered frm his fever, den he can eat rice rite? y did gramma tell him he may not like de dishes cooked, so asked him wat he wana eat? i mean y all of de trouble when he has alreadi recovered?! den now she pushed all de blame onto me, sayin ask me 2 buy a pkt of mee also so diff, nxt time if she's de1 who wana eat de mee ........
i mean come on lor, even daddy ask aaron to eat de rice, so y must she tell him out of concern tt he may not like de dishes cooked for lunch!?!? aaron hasn't even seen wat de maid cooked. gramma always complain abt de maid and aaron. i always felt tt she doesn't act de same way as wat she has said! no logic at all!!! she always complain aaron being so rude and naughty, and yet when i or my parents were scolding or wacking him, she'll say we're so noisy, always make so much noise! no link lor... we scold him, she say we're noisy, we hit him, she'll ask us not to hit his head, not to hit his body, just hit hands or butt... wah lao!! den y don't she b de1 hitting or scolding aaron instead?? wat i meant was tt since she was de1 complaining everything, so we act according to her wishes, and when we did, she'll say something else. meaning = niu tou bu dui mah zui!!! understand?? and i explained to her y i was so pissed, but she kept insisting it was my fault, fine den... she's de1 who said everything, she's de1 who complain. everything comes frm her lor....i wanted to explain y ppl are doin this... its actualli coz she's de eldest in de family now, since grampa is gone... tts y OUT OF RESPECT, we don't argue back... but wat i tink is tt she's taking it for granted and always thinkin tt she's rite!!! i dun deny tt sometimes im in de wrong.. but den she also has to shoulder some of de blame also rite??! esp when aaron is realli so incorrigible... if we dun teach him a lesson, he say we're in favour of him. when we teach him a lesson, she say we're noisy and she'll interfer. i mean... don't u tink tt its so difficult trying to please her?? haizz... i realli duno at2 do. even daddy also sometimes is sandwiched inbetween. coz afterall she's his mom, how can be so rude and yell back? but den, thr's always a limit to one's patience lor...

haizzzz.... haizz....i wonder wat grampa thinks....

YIIII HAA!!!

lolz... guess wat i bought todae? ouuhh.... i myself too, was surprised! haha.. i bought a bikini la... its blue wid pokadots, and red outline. lolz... quite nice actualli.... hahaha!! was at 1st so embarrassed. den until hui kept pursuading me. den i guessed thr was no harm trying. lolz... im s0o0o happy!!! yeahh...

neway, i saw jh on tues during mkting class. he saw me right in de eye, but den he seemed to not recognise me. weird lei.... or maybe he's pretending not to noe i was in de same class as him, as i was pretending too! hahaha....w0o hoo..!

lalallaa....tink hor, must cut down abit on my eating habits... and also exercise more hor? if not like so fat wearing tt... hhmm.... tummy so buldging also. hahahahhaa!!

well well... today's a day to celebrate for 3 ppl. it's william's, yiling's and gramma's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! william msg back sayin this is his happiest birthday..wonder wat tt means. but i didnt msg back.

neway, yest is quite a day for me. i was left in such a foul mood. coz i quarrelled wid andy. he la... so kns. i felt so offended over what he said, but he argued tt that wasn't wat he meant. he said i was beoing oversensitive. so fine, i post the same qns to sweeyee and jin, and told them wat he said. they were also offended. but anyway, he said its a misunderstanding. but i was tinkin this all happened coz of him wat. so shldn't he apologise?? sayin 'sorrie' won't hurt lor... but sometimes i tink guys are such thin-skinned creatures tt having to apologise is like wanting their lives. i was so fuming mad at him.. so he asked how isit den i'll not get upset. so i guess he'll havta b more tactful in de future. lolz... his shlder was hurting more this morning. and i felt quite guilty over wat i said yesterdae. i said served him rite for having a dislocated shlder. but he doesn't seem to have a temper. but still, he's de1 at fault... hmnph! but i tink sometimes i'm just too soft. i duno... he doesn't seem to realise when he is stepping on my tail. hahha...but my anger whld be quickly forgotten if de person apologise. but den....

lallala... im so darn full frm de bowl of porridge. later we're gona cut de cake, and in de nite, we're going to a cantonese restaurant near chinatown for dinner. =) nadya and talma are here alreadi... ciao!!

happi 20th birthday junyi!!

hmm... seems like andy really got his forecut a cut... he told me he came out of the lecture wid blood oozing at de wound. so bad.... he was asking if disfigure den nxt time how to find himself a bride? den must buy liaoz... den duno ask me wat. so weird. haha.. but he's a guy mah, so i guess tts not so bad. as for me, a pimple on my face will alreadi leave me screaming into the mirror. a scar on my face will make me cry i tink. lolz... hope he get well soon la. as for the dislocated shlder... abit jialat. duno if he still can write. if can't duno wat to do...luckily we're not having exams now. hmm...i was asking him how he fell, nxt time must show me. hahahhaa...coz de steps in our LT aren't so steep. so i really have no idea how he got a cut like this. poor thing....
andy da ge! must get well soon hor... ^-^ lolz... i wonder how he'll react if i go press his shlder now. hahhahaa... so mean!!!

lalallaa... i just came back frm playing tennis. de floor was so damn wet and i was rolling the floor when i discovered a dead dragon fly! eeekkks!! so disgusting! den coz de floor was wet, i scared wait later i fall again. dun wana tis 2 happen again. hhaha... if not i can go partner wid andy liaoz... one arm dislocated, another 1 wid a sprained ankle. lolz... but the weather is quite nice these few days (i'm tokin abt de temperature). rainy days are gd for sleepin in bed *don't u agree wid me?? =P ) yawnzz.... im getting lazier... o_O *since when emily is not lazy?!* muahahaha...

i was telling mummy abt andy, though i didn't divulge his name. coz i found it very amusing. den suddenly she shot me a qns, asking if i have any suitors. euuuww... gimme a break. i'm onli 20 tis yr. hav plenty of time & opportunities la. hehhehe...coz i DO have suitors. but sadly, non of them are my type. so.... wat for force myself to like someone just to get into a relationship? hahah... den i told her, hav la. i've got jin for myself. she's be my wife. den mummy was like 'cheyy!' and she started luffing. btw, jin, my mum tot ur attached leh, den i said who?? me isit? lolz... so funny. BGR = so troublesome. =(

aiyoz... andy just msg me sayin he fell infront of his class and he has cut his head and got a dislocated shoulder... sounds very bad, he say he can't write for months lei. how how? i wanted to call him and ask, but den duno isit he bluffing me, so i didnt. if its real, den very jialat lei... poor thing...

todae is friday, dun hav class, so slept till 2.30pm. so tired... this sat is junyi's bdae, den sundae is william's and my gramma's! hehhe.. so many ppl having bdaes... so on sundae we're goin to hav porridge for lunch, den at nite goin restuarant. yummmy!!

this wk... hmm... hav another assignment. mkting hav essay to do. den cbis mr chan told us we're gona hav a ssignment soon and also a test!! eeekss... jialat. i haven been able to make a head or tail frm his lecture and now he is goin to give us a test! shiet manz.... must buck up!!

yest me sandy and kaili went chinatown to search for agencies... but so many of them told us they're fully booked. aiyoz... so kaili ask her aunt, who's stayin at KL to help us look for cheap available hotels... den we can make our own arrangements vis coach to KL and genting. mummy said its been a long time since i've been to genting. last trip thr was when i was very young. den gd la... can enjoy again. hahha... but hopefully it wun be tt expensive.. coz i wana join them to taiwan nxt yr. but its so ex.. more ex den goin to HK lei~~!! haizz... den mummy told aaron she may bring him to egypt! *faintz..* egypt has been my 1st destination.. i'm just so fascinated by it! all those mummies and pyramids.. euuw... so awesome!! can't believe... i wana go thr!~!

so bored... sometimes i feel myself slackin away... but very sianz lei.. duno wana do wat. feel so lost! hmm... i wana fly... fly away to a far far island.... =(

haiya! im so lazy.... hahahha

im still doubtful over S's relationship wid her new found bf. i mean, its not tt i'm jealous.. i'm just envious. but den again, they hav onli knew each other for less than 3wks!!! yess!!... and they're considering themselves in a relationship. and K had even brought S to his home for lunch to meet his parents also. weird lei... i realli dun understand. or perhaps is tis wat u call de power of LOVE?? hmmm.... i was askin her wats de rush, she said she herself also not sure. hahha... hope everything turns out fine for both of them.

can sth like tis happen on me? hmm... not sure either. its weird... yet...it sounds abit like a fairytale doesn't it?? ha....

okies, i went to visit de doc on wed after sandy and kaili persuaded me. coz de wound was gettin bad. its painful and dry, i can even talk or eat properli, coz i had difficulties opening my mouth. so i decided to pay de doc a visit. and thankfully... de cream he prescribed was gd. and de wound healed in no time. it was so much betta den in de last few wks. my nitemare will soon be gone! and i can start to talk again... as usual. hahha.. and not shy away and keep quiet coz i hate it when ppl start to stare at my mouth when i speak!! HORRIBLLEEE!!!!!!!!!! arghh

haaha... yeah yeah.. yippee... tml i'm goin to watch MAMMA MIA wid mummy and aunt alice they all. quite excited.... hahha. and den... maybe goin to sentosa on sunday... yeaahhh!!

den again, we're just planning to go m'sia during de 5 days holi... whr to??! KL? malacca? penang? haiyoz... spend $$ again.. no $$ ah!!

Happy 20th birthday Liling!!! lolz....

well, i caught 2 movies in just 2 days, 1 per day. hahha.... yest i went tampines to watch Wimbledon.. cool man!! hahha... i was again motivated to continue playing teninis again. but anyway, aunt alice and i are on bet, coz she wana make sure i live up to my promise to play tennis this coming wkend.. haha... have stopped quite sometimes already. the show was quite exciting coz even in de back rows ppl were yelling for the ball to be hit over de net.. cool!

den todae after sch, i met aaron to watch jackie chan's new show... wooahh!! powerful manz! i tink this is de 1st jackie chan's show tt has shown him as a failure cop 1st, befor surviving de ordeal and be promoted. haha.. de plot was alrite, and acting was all fine. a few crappy and funny scenes and also sad scenes...

lalallaa.... my wound is still healing.. haizz... still visible!! snorezz...jialat sia... tink so long alreadi, its still here, hope tt it'll quickly heal. hahaha...

hahaha, its been sometime since i written anything here. so tired!! and quite sick... i'm well now, except for de ulcer on my gum *PAINFUL!!!* lolz.... tt serves me rite for eating too much chocolate. hahaha.... den ok, let me update u guys wats been happening all this wk.

well, mondae was as boring as ever, thr hrm lecture is really getting on my nerves... i can't relate to what he is teaching!! i keep frowning at him, and my addignment essay is due, haven finish yet. lolz... nxt mondae den i hand in la, heck care.. betta late den nv rite? muahaha. den went to city hall wid sandy to accompany her to de minolta shop. coz her cam hav prob, den i also went to pharmacy to get my scar cream... haizz... =(

ok, den i was a little fereish on mondae nite after taking a nap in de noon... den my throat was so dry and itchy tt i kept coughing... and also, half of de time my nose whld be blocked, either tt, it'll be watery.. *sniff sniff* so i gave de excuse im tired and sick, so i skipped sch on tuesdae.. muahaha... but i was really sick okie?...drank so much liquid at hm, coz gramma cook some sweet chi thingy to smoothen my throat, daddy also has de same prob as me, and he still dare to wallop nearli de whole pkt of deep fried crunchy stuff wid peanuts... tsk tsk tsk...

haha... den wed i had my cbis, this is much betta den hrm, but still, this subject is too dry...all computer stuff.. abit boring mah....also attended econs... haha... and i realised tt thr are more gals den guys.. hahhaa, den hui told amanda i like Mr E, den she told hui his character not very gd la.. *watever... i didnt say i wana marry him rite??*

den todae is thursday!!! hurray!!! yippeee!!!!!!!!!! coz its LONG WEEKEND!! lolz... sandy, kaili & i went BK this afternoon after class to hav our lunch and we did our AF tutorial thr.. not bad, i learnt quite alot of things coz hav sandy to teach me... but i tink she nearli went bonkas over wid my persistant arguing and qns to bombard her. muahaha.. den hui didnt come wid us, tt gal, hmph! afterall she was de 1 to suggest go and study. but anyway, BK at holland V was too noisy, coz nxt door was doing some renovation... arghh...

but nevertheless, im still in gd spirits todae!! hahaha... who can resist long weekends? can slack and enjoy abit, though havta keep up my 'hardworkingness' hahah...den must also read up more, coz i didnt atten mkting, so lagged behind so much!! study study study...

tml is aaron's last paper, wish him all de best la... hope he'll do well... den he can enjoy.. sooo0o0o0o gdd.... *ahh!! den he'll be such a pest at hm.. oh man...hahaha...*