cough cough... hasn't been in gd health recently. had fever for the past 4/5 days. believe it or not, it was the worst experience i had.

MON: had body aches, but still bearable, but keep dozing off to sleep, i only thought i've became lazy coz long hrs of sleep + nap were not enuff for me... went over to aunt's hse in the nite, watched 'Species' with her. took panadol before sleeping.

TUES: woke up with tremedous terrible body aches, feeling a little dizzy. in the nite started having fever...feeling cold and hot another moment. TERRIBLE!! the panadol didn't work for me.. haizz

WED: finally went to see the doc. this is the 2nd day i was having fever... body feeling its gona break into parts... headache and dizzy... no strength to walk abt.

THUR: still having fever... sleep almost the whole day. these few days surviving on bread. but aunt bought me sliced fish noodles. tried to eat as much as i could, coz lacked nutrition over the past few days.

FRI: fever still didnt subside, start to panick... went to see the doc again. he gave me new medicine, and extra strong dosage of antibiotic pills. at 1st he suggested it maybe dengue fever, but my arms and legs didnt have rashes. den he suggested i maybe having lung infection!! scared the hell out of me... quickly msg jin and told her, but stupid hp no batt, so couldn't see her reply until i had the strength to charge it. went hm after seeing the doc. mom had the aircon man to come and instore a new aircon! hurray!! but the stupid aircon man made a mess in my rm, leaving dirt over my study table and the dressing table. no choice, had to clean it myself. threw away many stuff, was half coughing and half feeing like vomitting when i cleaned my rm. nv felt any worser....gramma cooked some porridge for me, but i didnt have the appetite, so forced myself to eat few spoonfuls of it. and ate my medicine. slept for almost the whole day also...

SAT: tts todae... feeling so much betta! haizz... tot i've wasted so much time sleeping over the past few days. though i did touched my AF, but den coz i was sick, the concentration wasn't thr. and my head was spinning most of the time.. =( haizz... time to pull up my socks!! still coughing.. and have many medicine to complete, coz i still have flu and cough and swollen tonsils.. sianzz...

tts abt it.. tis is the summary of wat happened for the past few days...sobZz
neway, weighed myself just now, i've lost ard 2kg over the past few days. don't tink its the water i've lost, coz i've been 'drowning' myself wid lotsa water. but haven been eatin very little, coz i don't have the appetite, just feeling bitterness in my mouth. tts y i end up brushing my teeth and tongue every now and den. haizz

ha, forgot to mention we went kbox on thurs... hmm... we spent more time commenting on the mtvs... hahha, hey! guang liang's 'tong hua' was so touching that i cried while singing it... lolz. it was so emotional...

hmm... den went out wid jin and dot on fri. hehhe, jin and i caught 'howl's moving castle in the early afternoon. ohhh.... it was so romantic! abt this gal named Sophie, who has this horrible spell cast upon her. she became an old gramma that very second. so in order to have her spell broken, she went in serach of Howl, who was a wizard she 1st met when she went to this island whr everyone has magic. and a series of things happen as Sophie help Howl to break his spell of being bounded to a powerful witch the King has engaged, and also meanwhile trying to break her own spell too. lolz... they fell in love... sss0o0o romantic. it's abt self-sacrificial and the power of love. ww0o0o!!!

and in the late afternoon, together wid dot, we caught 'Boogeyman'. aiyoz... wat a lame show... i mean the sound effects were ok, but the plot was terrible.. oh.. suck like hell! abt this guy who had nitemares abt the boogeyman who took his dad away since he was 8. aiyoz.. and frm den on, he was afraid of closets. the funny part abt this western culture is tt their closets looked like another tiny room in the bedroom. so weird...! so this guy who is always trying to run away from reality was forced to confront this 'Boogeyman' when his mother died, so he had to go back to his old haunted house. blahh blahh blah... and the story goes on until he finally 'killed' the Boogeyman, which i though looked like a cartoon version of the 'swarm thing'. hahhaha...

hmm.. den we went to 'Din Tai Fung' for dinner. we each ordered a bowl of handmade noodles, and we also ordered 6 xiao long bao and 1 big bowl of soup. man... we were so full!! luckily jin didn't order another 6 xiao long bao, or else we're gona eat till we puke. she still wanted to order red bean bao for dessert... crazy... lolz. i'd rather have red bean soup. lolz... lalalala

ha.. mock is finally over, but the real exam is just round the corner.. *oh no...!*

well, just came hm from dinner at Sakura at Toa Payoh, went thr to celebrate my elder bro's bdae. haha.. he's 23 liaoz.. so old. he brough his gf thr too... hehhe. okies, todae i took a gd look at her. her size is abt mine, hmm.. though she's a little shorter. lolz... but she has pretty big eyes.. not bad la. hope she wasn't scared off by me. haha, coz i was alreadi famished when i reach the restaurant, so after putting my bag on the chair and greet her, i went off to take some food. muahaha... i was too hungry to wait any longer. the 30mins bus ride to Toa Payoh left me hungry and tired... yawnzz

lalalla... de other day was tokin to jin abt wat luck we will have if we stumble upon our crush's blog, and alas!! i did! at the very same nite which we broach this topic... hahahha!! i got to noe his blog thru a fren... coz it was 1 of his links thr. so i took a gd look at it... and thr i got a nice surprise... hahahha... *shld noe wat i'm tokin abt.. =)

hmmm... will be goin over to stay at my aunt's place after this wkend. coz needa find peace and space to study.... love her place! hahaha...

tml we're gona visit grampa at the cemetry... wonder if he misses us too! i realli do... haizz. its been almost a yr (just add another mth or so) well, it hasn't been easy trying not to tink too much abt grampa. i tink i spent ard half a yr drying at nite since his death. the first few mths wasn't easy... but now, i'm feeling so much betta.

yawnz... im lazy to blog, having mock exams now. i'm feeling lazy as time goes by. i'll be having my last paper, cbis, next tues. even now, i can't stand staying home to study.

went out yesterday after my AF paper. Justin asked Xiao Ying to let him drive her car, and she did, not realising tt he is only used to driving auto-geared cars. And the last time he had driven was 2 yrs back! thr were 5 gals and shaf in the car.. can u imagine how we were feeling? I was laughing away, while shaf, hui and xy were talking relentlessly to him. Poor Justin can't concentrate, but then, our lives are in his hands, it's not funny k. I was a little terrified, esp when he said he even thought of over taking a taxi, when he was in a state of not driving properly. We were 'crawling' thr...

they went to watch 'Hitch' while me and hui went shopping around. I had dinner at BK, coz they ate when they were in sch earlier on. After their movie, we went cafe cartel. June said 'i feel as though we're going on a SDU date.' hahah... so funny! know y she said tt? its becoz there were 8 of us, 4 guys and 4 gals. And just nice, we were sitting face to face. lolz... XY with Simon, June with shaf, Me with Justin and hui with FG. hahaha... wat a funny sight. It was kinda awkward for me, coz i just had dinner, so i sat thr, not knowing wat to do, so ended up playing with hui's hp. But it was fun going out with them, coz they're a noisy bunch...but somehow, i tink i still feel a little awkward as i'm still not tt close with them. I feel tt i can't talk the way i usually whld talk with my close frenz. The feeling is diff. Jin said its becoz of him, tts y i feel awkward. Perhaps so i guess... haha

yawnzz... today i spent the whole day doing nth. Listening to Aaron's Britney Spears - Prerogative cd. Many of the songs were from her previous cd, most were ok, but i didnt like a few. But i still ended up writing some notes on the paper. I just didn't feel like studying!! Not today.. perhaps tomorrow... hahah. I'm still procrastinating??? haizz... final exams is just 2 months away... Its already March now! Unbelievable.... i'm dying.. I'm dead. I hate exams! How chld any invented this way of torturing us? It's soo... it's like a chore to me. I dislike having exams...It just doesn't make any sense to me, coz afterall, wat i'm learning now aint sth tt will come in handy when i work. I won't be asked to draw Economics curves, neither whld i be asked about Marx's or Weber's theory! Only some, like Accounting or Hrm may come in handy when i work in such specific areas in the future.

haizz.... someone pls save me...