oh.. yummy! i'm eating chocolate now... just now i ate Lays.. tink i'm gona have a sorethroat soon. lolz... (jin & dot always can't wait for me to have a sorethroat, coz they say i sound betta wid a lower pitch voice ----> meaning they find my voice now alittle irritable. muahahha!)
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
snorez... today is mooncake festival... at 1st tot i can go out wid aaron to play wid sparklers. BUT.. he has to study for his exams. haizzz..... so i'm at hm now slackin again. wat a waste! others seem busy and even hui, who's stayin de nearest to me, wasn't feeling well. haizz....
today had mkting lecture... i purposely asked sandy to sit on the left side of de lecture class, coz usualli jh will sit on de rite, wat de hell, he again appeared sitting just 1 row behind me! wat is he doing!!? he just wana torture me isit? i just pretend i didnt see him again. i realli buay tahan him! i tink he has seen me, of coz i seem to b sitting just 1 row of him everytime. can't he just let me off by sitting somewhr else?! nxt time i'll sit at de back of de class, see how he wana sit... kns kns kns!!!!! arrghhh....... (i'm ready to bite! BEWARE...!)
watched Extreme Gourmet on tv just now.. uewww..... they were eating goat's eye balls!!! yiicckkss!!!! damn disgusting..... yucks.... daddy said they shld cook it a little longer, but doesn't tt makes de ball even tougher? den they had maggot fried rice for dinner... but this doesnt sound as bad as the goat's eye balls... eewwww....! hahha.. i've tried fried scorpions when i was in china not bad lei, crunchy, no special taste at all...
lolz.... hui said she had a nitemare, dreamt or Mr E tt nite, after i was happily yakking abt him. she said she dreamt tt he keep insisting tt she's de one who likes him. lolz... she said i ran off, leaving her alone to deal wid him. muahaha... so funny~! can't believed she even dreamt of him... so far, dun tink i have...we went to parkway lib on mon after i had my hrm lecture..haiz... have to work on my 1st assignment liao... *sianz!* den we keep yakking, though we did study la. but coz we weren't having exams, so can still relax abit. hahha....
happy mooncake festival !! =)
today had mkting lecture... i purposely asked sandy to sit on the left side of de lecture class, coz usualli jh will sit on de rite, wat de hell, he again appeared sitting just 1 row behind me! wat is he doing!!? he just wana torture me isit? i just pretend i didnt see him again. i realli buay tahan him! i tink he has seen me, of coz i seem to b sitting just 1 row of him everytime. can't he just let me off by sitting somewhr else?! nxt time i'll sit at de back of de class, see how he wana sit... kns kns kns!!!!! arrghhh....... (i'm ready to bite! BEWARE...!)
watched Extreme Gourmet on tv just now.. uewww..... they were eating goat's eye balls!!! yiicckkss!!!! damn disgusting..... yucks.... daddy said they shld cook it a little longer, but doesn't tt makes de ball even tougher? den they had maggot fried rice for dinner... but this doesnt sound as bad as the goat's eye balls... eewwww....! hahha.. i've tried fried scorpions when i was in china not bad lei, crunchy, no special taste at all...
lolz.... hui said she had a nitemare, dreamt or Mr E tt nite, after i was happily yakking abt him. she said she dreamt tt he keep insisting tt she's de one who likes him. lolz... she said i ran off, leaving her alone to deal wid him. muahaha... so funny~! can't believed she even dreamt of him... so far, dun tink i have...we went to parkway lib on mon after i had my hrm lecture..haiz... have to work on my 1st assignment liao... *sianz!* den we keep yakking, though we did study la. but coz we weren't having exams, so can still relax abit. hahha....
happy mooncake festival !! =)
Saturday, September 25, 2004
hahha.. im so boh liao.. went to read other ppl's blog, den saw tis quiz thingy frm nu's blog. here it goes..... dun luff k?!! =P
well, 1 thing for sure, i didn't noe im so damn gd at cuddling, stop luffing will u?? and also, i tink sometimes unconsciously i'll flirt wid guys.. and for tt, i scored quite high for tis section too! haha.. last 1, im not bad at sex also... woahh... *watch out guys!!* muahaha... eh, but bad at kissing.. hmm... nvm la... wid fantastic sex, guys wun care how well i kiss rite? *breaks into fits of laughter*
well, 1 thing for sure, i didn't noe im so damn gd at cuddling, stop luffing will u?? and also, i tink sometimes unconsciously i'll flirt wid guys.. and for tt, i scored quite high for tis section too! haha.. last 1, im not bad at sex also... woahh... *watch out guys!!* muahaha... eh, but bad at kissing.. hmm... nvm la... wid fantastic sex, guys wun care how well i kiss rite? *breaks into fits of laughter*
shiet! it was a waste of my time being thr, de guy who was explaining to us tok non-stop.... and also, hc yak and yak non stop.. buay tahan! so noisy, and i was suffering from a headache from all tt toking... haiyo! luckily after tt we went Sushi Tei for dinner... phew.. but den, it was nitenare for jin and i! she toked so loudly and also, laughed so loud, jin and i were so embarrassed.... but de food weas gd, so i sort of put everything behind me. when we were thr, jin and i were quite suprised to see so many guys and few gals. i was looking ard, when jin asked me wat i was looking.. hahah *guys la.. wat else?* lallala... den met up wid these 2 guys - kenny and andrew, who were both previously from sr. kenny is from dance team la.. not bad looking. hahah... but abit skinny...
tink if i were to wana work part time, havat find some1 else.. sheesh.. my hopes were dashed. so must find another part time job to pay for my diving. ok la.... i tink i'm gona join dennis.. lolz. he said i shldn't stop just at basic. i noe tt! neither do i wish... but its quite ex lei... i'm broke... lolz
yest we ate thai food, todae ate jap food... wonder wats nxt. hahah... tml we're celebrating mooncake festival... so tml's dinner shld be nice! hahaha.... =)
was talking to shir and jin last nite, had a fun time! den coz we were down at esplanade, thr were so mani couples... and i didnt noe y it made me sigh... den jin was asking me if cupids were blind, im not sure lei.. though i noe love IS blind. hahha... i was telling her perhaps our cupids' wings are damaged from too much flying abt. or else, thr aint enuff cupids ard in heaven. haizz.... and when i passby those bridal or ring shops, i'll take a look at them. so pretty to be wearin a bridal dress! lolz... we were sayin nxt time we wana b bridesmaid. den can help to hold de bride's dress... but this depends on who is gettin married, and provided we ourselves dun get married b4 others do. (do u tink tis will happen??) =(
tink if i were to wana work part time, havat find some1 else.. sheesh.. my hopes were dashed. so must find another part time job to pay for my diving. ok la.... i tink i'm gona join dennis.. lolz. he said i shldn't stop just at basic. i noe tt! neither do i wish... but its quite ex lei... i'm broke... lolz
yest we ate thai food, todae ate jap food... wonder wats nxt. hahah... tml we're celebrating mooncake festival... so tml's dinner shld be nice! hahaha.... =)
was talking to shir and jin last nite, had a fun time! den coz we were down at esplanade, thr were so mani couples... and i didnt noe y it made me sigh... den jin was asking me if cupids were blind, im not sure lei.. though i noe love IS blind. hahha... i was telling her perhaps our cupids' wings are damaged from too much flying abt. or else, thr aint enuff cupids ard in heaven. haizz.... and when i passby those bridal or ring shops, i'll take a look at them. so pretty to be wearin a bridal dress! lolz... we were sayin nxt time we wana b bridesmaid. den can help to hold de bride's dress... but this depends on who is gettin married, and provided we ourselves dun get married b4 others do. (do u tink tis will happen??) =(
weird.... yesterdae i've received a msg from hui chin, she's telling me she wants to share a job opportunity with me. de weird thing is i'm not even close to her. when asked wats the job abt, she can't ecven reply me straight to the pt. so i asked her den y did u asked me of all ur frenz? and she replied sayin coz she tot of me (sounds a little lesbo) and also, she tot i've got the potential. *potential to do wat??* weird... so i'll be going to her office for this sort of interview wid jin accompanying me. hahha... coz she told me its a part time job and the hrs are very flexible! and she also mentioned tt thr are a few ex-srjcians working thr too, and she'll egt 1 of them to explain it to me. hahha... hope thr are guys in de office wor... lolz
tokin abt guys, haven seen Mr E this wk in sch... how disappointing *have i mention this b4??* hahha...ok... time to get ready and meet her at raffles mrt. hope this won't be a waste of my time. coz she promised its gona b all worth it *sounds too gd to be true...*.
i'll come hm and update wats this job all abt... see ya! ta.... =P
tokin abt guys, haven seen Mr E this wk in sch... how disappointing *have i mention this b4??* hahha...ok... time to get ready and meet her at raffles mrt. hope this won't be a waste of my time. coz she promised its gona b all worth it *sounds too gd to be true...*.
i'll come hm and update wats this job all abt... see ya! ta.... =P
Friday, September 24, 2004
hahha, emily's been a kpo gal. i was just reading wj's blog.. i'm just curious k.... coz i was wondering wat really happened btw he and pj. tts y.. i took a peep. lolz...
well, the 2nd wk of sch certainly passed very quickly. been twice to gym this wk, and today's only friday. hahah.. and i've been to cine 3 times this wk alreadi. aiyoz... caught Les Chorites (how do u spell it??) on monday wid jin after our gym session. This movie was so nice! i tink it was worth the $6.50 i paid. its a story, based on the teeacher's pt of view when he was posted to this boy's sch, full of problems. but he did managed to earn the respect of these boys. and the music he taught them to sing was nice! hahha... *go catch it if u have not*
den on tuesdae, kaili and sandy saved me a seat by the aisle, but i didnt like to sit by de side, so i shifted in. Very much to my horror! jh was just a row behind me. alamak! BIG MISTAKE!! i nearly fainted.. shiet! sandy saw him smiling to himself... but i wasn't sure if he saw me, coz when i walked into de lecture, he just nice took of his specs... *hope he didnt see me*. its so troublesome and tiring to having to stay away from him. coz i'm just afriad tt he might sit nxt to me during lectures (and for the rest of the yr!!) my godness me....sandy had a gd time teasing me abt jh. wah lao eh.... pls dun ever mention this guy infront of me... he gives me creeps. not tt he is tt scary... but i can't help feeling tt way. well, jus take it im abnormal or rather I'M SPECIAL (as i've told andy) hahha....
jin and i are gona meet shirley out for dinner at esplanade tonite. we're going to duno thai express or simply thai... hahha. its been a while since we went thr. confirm thr many couples hor?? oh and btw, i haven see Mr E this whole week! hmm.... wonder wat hapened to him. too bad i dun have any classes tts de same as him. but 1 thing kept me happy this wk was tt hui told june tt i like him. den she said tt we looked compatible (looks, size and hobby wise). muahaha... she made me so0o0o happy! yippee!! i've told every1 tt of coz my taste will make me like some1 tt i find suitable to match me mah. i will not go for a bamboo sticko guy. andy keeps insisting i'm so deep in love wid him. maybe la... or watever. u can't believe if i tell u tis ---> actually i've noticed him from de very 1st day of class. lolz... at least i have some sort of motivation to go to sch, or else i'll fall asleep. but too bad thr aint guys like him in any of my classes. or perhaps i haven seen all of them. hahahha.... so funni! =)
well, the 2nd wk of sch certainly passed very quickly. been twice to gym this wk, and today's only friday. hahah.. and i've been to cine 3 times this wk alreadi. aiyoz... caught Les Chorites (how do u spell it??) on monday wid jin after our gym session. This movie was so nice! i tink it was worth the $6.50 i paid. its a story, based on the teeacher's pt of view when he was posted to this boy's sch, full of problems. but he did managed to earn the respect of these boys. and the music he taught them to sing was nice! hahha... *go catch it if u have not*
den on tuesdae, kaili and sandy saved me a seat by the aisle, but i didnt like to sit by de side, so i shifted in. Very much to my horror! jh was just a row behind me. alamak! BIG MISTAKE!! i nearly fainted.. shiet! sandy saw him smiling to himself... but i wasn't sure if he saw me, coz when i walked into de lecture, he just nice took of his specs... *hope he didnt see me*. its so troublesome and tiring to having to stay away from him. coz i'm just afriad tt he might sit nxt to me during lectures (and for the rest of the yr!!) my godness me....sandy had a gd time teasing me abt jh. wah lao eh.... pls dun ever mention this guy infront of me... he gives me creeps. not tt he is tt scary... but i can't help feeling tt way. well, jus take it im abnormal or rather I'M SPECIAL (as i've told andy) hahha....
jin and i are gona meet shirley out for dinner at esplanade tonite. we're going to duno thai express or simply thai... hahha. its been a while since we went thr. confirm thr many couples hor?? oh and btw, i haven see Mr E this whole week! hmm.... wonder wat hapened to him. too bad i dun have any classes tts de same as him. but 1 thing kept me happy this wk was tt hui told june tt i like him. den she said tt we looked compatible (looks, size and hobby wise). muahaha... she made me so0o0o happy! yippee!! i've told every1 tt of coz my taste will make me like some1 tt i find suitable to match me mah. i will not go for a bamboo sticko guy. andy keeps insisting i'm so deep in love wid him. maybe la... or watever. u can't believe if i tell u tis ---> actually i've noticed him from de very 1st day of class. lolz... at least i have some sort of motivation to go to sch, or else i'll fall asleep. but too bad thr aint guys like him in any of my classes. or perhaps i haven seen all of them. hahahha.... so funni! =)
Monday, September 20, 2004
haiz... i also duno wats wrong wid me. andy accidentally stepped on my tail widout realising he did it... i dun blame him, yet i can be irritated easily when he make silly jokes sometimes. aiya! duno la.. den just as my mood was swinging, i find myself being anti guys again. tink its becoz im comparing guys wid HIM again... i noe i shldn't do tt, but sometimes it just comes naturally to compare other guys to him. to me, he's a very gd fren, a sensitive guy, whom no one could ever replace HIM in my heart. this HIM, is some1 whom i known for many yrs, we had quite a few similarites. when tokin to jin, we both agreed tt he's de BEST of guys we've come across. HE is some1 whom i've come to know, but yet, i've missed to catch him. he IS a gd catch, and a very gd one. but unfortunately, he isin't The One for me. so sadly... i duno wat 2 say. i do cherish our friendship, though sometimes i kept tinking of the past. how things will change if we're realli together? frenz told me tt i've missed de opportunity to catch him, he was just within my grasp. so near...yet so far.... perhaps we're just not fated to be together, but just to remain as frenz. but being just frens, i'm really blessed and feel very lucky and fortunate in having to find him among de many ppl i've came to know. HE just simply stood out in the crowd, simply, by just being HIM.
HE is the one (so far) tt i felt differences btw us werent important. i fell hard, when he doesnt reciprocate how i felt for him yrs ago. but nvm, it was many yrs ago....it doesnt change for how i felt for him. a fren may he be, but he is one who has found a place in my heart. i thank god for letting us meet.
=)
HE is the one (so far) tt i felt differences btw us werent important. i fell hard, when he doesnt reciprocate how i felt for him yrs ago. but nvm, it was many yrs ago....it doesnt change for how i felt for him. a fren may he be, but he is one who has found a place in my heart. i thank god for letting us meet.
=)
Friday, September 17, 2004
ouch ouch! my shlders are lobster red now! so painful... hahha! i just went to wild wild wet (WWW) todae! hahha... its was quite fun, though only a few rides... but i enjoyed it, coz i had a tan..but not a very nice one, coz of de 2cm mark i hav on my left arm. it was thr coz i had to put de sticker ard my wrist coz we rented de tube.. =( so de tan on my left arm is sort of uneven... *shiet!*
anyway, we went thr too earli, it starts at 1pm, but were were thr at 1045am! haha, so hui, kaili and i sat at BK and chit chat. so when de time was up, we went in, onli to find out thr is tis bug grp of guys standing outside WWW's entrance. aiyoz.. duno isit army have free entrance fee for them or they're havin an army outing. tink have ard 50 of them! hahha...*i saw a few not bad looking ones* hahha... den i sat on de tube at de wave pool, when i nearli bumped into him. lolz... hui saw him, den she immediately told me "hey! ur type lei.. big size one" hahhaha... but he's not as big as Mr E la...
these guys are so crazy, when playing de dark hole, those few infront of us scream and shouted so loudly when they're in de tunnel... crazy! making every1 behind them luffing at their sillyness. guys these days... aiyo! lolz...
i bought a bottle of banana boat sun tan oil, but not sure if i've made a mistake of choosing de1 widout SPF. aiyoz... hope my skin will be protected against UV rays...
wonder how im gona sleep tonite... its painful and hot at de back of my shoulders... ouch!
anyway, we went thr too earli, it starts at 1pm, but were were thr at 1045am! haha, so hui, kaili and i sat at BK and chit chat. so when de time was up, we went in, onli to find out thr is tis bug grp of guys standing outside WWW's entrance. aiyoz.. duno isit army have free entrance fee for them or they're havin an army outing. tink have ard 50 of them! hahha...*i saw a few not bad looking ones* hahha... den i sat on de tube at de wave pool, when i nearli bumped into him. lolz... hui saw him, den she immediately told me "hey! ur type lei.. big size one" hahhaha... but he's not as big as Mr E la...
these guys are so crazy, when playing de dark hole, those few infront of us scream and shouted so loudly when they're in de tunnel... crazy! making every1 behind them luffing at their sillyness. guys these days... aiyo! lolz...
i bought a bottle of banana boat sun tan oil, but not sure if i've made a mistake of choosing de1 widout SPF. aiyoz... hope my skin will be protected against UV rays...
wonder how im gona sleep tonite... its painful and hot at de back of my shoulders... ouch!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
woww... de 1st few days of my yr2 was like woahh... i was late for sch on monday, coz the bus stop at clementi was crowded wid students, duno from nyp or sim. i wasited for 3 to 4 buses b4 actually boarding 1. hahha...tml's thursday and i'll b havin my AF.
i saw Mr E on tuesdae, after lamenting how cum i haven seen him ard in sch. den sandy joked tt he has quit sch.. lolz. well, just as i was tinkin abt tt, he appeared infront of me.. hahhaa! i duno.. i just feel happy when i see him. andy said im madly in love.. sounds abit crazy. but cant blame me la.. haven seen him during the 3 mths long holidae. wonder how he did for his exams... so far, i dun hav any classes wid him. Hui told me tt he and 'mini-eyes' were in de same mkting class as her.. so gd.... dun tink i can change my class, coz it clashes... tokin abt mkting class, i had a hard time avoiding jh. he still duno tt im in de same class as him. sadny kept teasin tt he's alone. wat has tt gota do wid me?! hahha... im just afraid tt he'll sit wid us when he noes tt im thr, esp when he's alone for de lecture! yikes!!.... haha... den blur kaili accidentally flung her shoe hp pouch into the garbage bag. den she went to dig it out, and it was dripping wet wid milk tea! muahaha... sandy and i were luffin so hard tt every1 else were lookin at us. it was damn disgusting man....
hmm.... not sure if its a mistake to take cbis, coz u noe computer stuff is not my cup of tea. den i duno wats de lecturer tokin also... i must thank my lucky stars... haha, coz joyce and sharon are in the same class! pheww... meaning i'll hav company nxt time. hahha, den i icq simon just now, askin him if was in tt class. so he said nxt time we could sit together.. not a bad idea, afterall, guys are betta at such subjects rite? haha, can ask him if i've got any qns nxt time. hmmm... den we went to megabites to have our lunch.. and guess wat?! i saw Mr E again. muahahha.... he was at the both outside, tink odac havin activities again. tokin abt him, i saw his friendster pic wid tis gal again! haiyoz... *wonders if he's attached*
aaron kana wack my daddy tis afternoon, till de cane broke... coz he came home late frm sch after his prelim. den he didnt even call to say he'll be back late. worse, mummy was on half day leave, went to sch to fetch him, but couldn't find him. oops... so de anger was accumulated from last time... and aaron's so suay, coz he just lost his wallet (again!) yesterday... bad luck!....
im now havin classes from mon to thurs, tink im still not havin myself adjusted to this new routine. coz when back from sch, i'm like a dead pig, i need to sleep! hhaha.. den no energy to go gym and exercise! haiyoz... (thr goes my $$...) anyway, i tink thr goes my chance of going to tioman for my advance dive.. coz just quarrelled wid mummy, it was abt my sch stuff. she keep sayin wat wait i dun study i'll fail all my yr2 subjects... how can she say tt? as though im happy to be failing...always comparing me wid others...hmnph! she even ask me switch off de tv..stop me frm watchin. how can....!?
so angry... haizz....andy asked how cum nowadays i seemed to be angry wid every1. maybe im stressed la.. sorrie.... so have mood swings more often. im determined to prove tt i can do well k. i can create miracles...thr's nth i can't achieve if i WANT to...im gona prove to her, everyone else, to myself, and also to grampa. i CAN!! i believe tt was just a minor hiccup, im not just gona fall behind coz of this hiccup...i'll recover and show them wat im capable of. den grampa wun b worried abt me.. he can at least rest in peace. shiet! tokin abt grampa im all sad again.... im STRONG.
nowadays i hav less time and energy to tink of grampa (unlike when i was working). but of coz i still see him everydae, coz of de photo i put on my dressing table.. *i miss him SO much!* okok... im fine. im learning how to cope wid my feelings...though sometimes i feel myself choked wid emotions...and i just havta swallow it back....
okies time to sleep! tml havta wake up at 6.45am *AGAIN!!*... so tt i can at least take a bus instead of mrt.. hahha...(tis morning i saw a Mr E look alike on mrt).. *wink*... hahhaa... =)
i saw Mr E on tuesdae, after lamenting how cum i haven seen him ard in sch. den sandy joked tt he has quit sch.. lolz. well, just as i was tinkin abt tt, he appeared infront of me.. hahhaa! i duno.. i just feel happy when i see him. andy said im madly in love.. sounds abit crazy. but cant blame me la.. haven seen him during the 3 mths long holidae. wonder how he did for his exams... so far, i dun hav any classes wid him. Hui told me tt he and 'mini-eyes' were in de same mkting class as her.. so gd.... dun tink i can change my class, coz it clashes... tokin abt mkting class, i had a hard time avoiding jh. he still duno tt im in de same class as him. sadny kept teasin tt he's alone. wat has tt gota do wid me?! hahha... im just afraid tt he'll sit wid us when he noes tt im thr, esp when he's alone for de lecture! yikes!!.... haha... den blur kaili accidentally flung her shoe hp pouch into the garbage bag. den she went to dig it out, and it was dripping wet wid milk tea! muahaha... sandy and i were luffin so hard tt every1 else were lookin at us. it was damn disgusting man....
hmm.... not sure if its a mistake to take cbis, coz u noe computer stuff is not my cup of tea. den i duno wats de lecturer tokin also... i must thank my lucky stars... haha, coz joyce and sharon are in the same class! pheww... meaning i'll hav company nxt time. hahha, den i icq simon just now, askin him if was in tt class. so he said nxt time we could sit together.. not a bad idea, afterall, guys are betta at such subjects rite? haha, can ask him if i've got any qns nxt time. hmmm... den we went to megabites to have our lunch.. and guess wat?! i saw Mr E again. muahahha.... he was at the both outside, tink odac havin activities again. tokin abt him, i saw his friendster pic wid tis gal again! haiyoz... *wonders if he's attached*
aaron kana wack my daddy tis afternoon, till de cane broke... coz he came home late frm sch after his prelim. den he didnt even call to say he'll be back late. worse, mummy was on half day leave, went to sch to fetch him, but couldn't find him. oops... so de anger was accumulated from last time... and aaron's so suay, coz he just lost his wallet (again!) yesterday... bad luck!....
im now havin classes from mon to thurs, tink im still not havin myself adjusted to this new routine. coz when back from sch, i'm like a dead pig, i need to sleep! hhaha.. den no energy to go gym and exercise! haiyoz... (thr goes my $$...) anyway, i tink thr goes my chance of going to tioman for my advance dive.. coz just quarrelled wid mummy, it was abt my sch stuff. she keep sayin wat wait i dun study i'll fail all my yr2 subjects... how can she say tt? as though im happy to be failing...always comparing me wid others...hmnph! she even ask me switch off de tv..stop me frm watchin. how can....!?
so angry... haizz....andy asked how cum nowadays i seemed to be angry wid every1. maybe im stressed la.. sorrie.... so have mood swings more often. im determined to prove tt i can do well k. i can create miracles...thr's nth i can't achieve if i WANT to...im gona prove to her, everyone else, to myself, and also to grampa. i CAN!! i believe tt was just a minor hiccup, im not just gona fall behind coz of this hiccup...i'll recover and show them wat im capable of. den grampa wun b worried abt me.. he can at least rest in peace. shiet! tokin abt grampa im all sad again.... im STRONG.
nowadays i hav less time and energy to tink of grampa (unlike when i was working). but of coz i still see him everydae, coz of de photo i put on my dressing table.. *i miss him SO much!* okok... im fine. im learning how to cope wid my feelings...though sometimes i feel myself choked wid emotions...and i just havta swallow it back....
okies time to sleep! tml havta wake up at 6.45am *AGAIN!!*... so tt i can at least take a bus instead of mrt.. hahha...(tis morning i saw a Mr E look alike on mrt).. *wink*... hahhaa... =)
Saturday, September 11, 2004
phew.. luckily i'm still alive to tell all of u abt it. just now i came home on a motorbike. yap, u heard me.. motorbike! coz we went out to have dinner, den agnes was riding her bike. i tell u, i got a shock when her bike fell at the car park. duno isit her skill not up to standard or i'm too heavy. coz we were goin up tis slope, so maybe she's not used to it. hahha....coz its a bike, so diff from car. while she tot she's ok wid the speed, i tot it was a little fast. maybe coz of de wind, i'm not sure. hahah... noe wat?! i was so terrified tt i grabbed onto de bar at the back of the seat. hence, my hands and legs were numbed, coz i grabbed to tight and plus the vibrations of the motor, worse! hahha...
but it was quite an experience i had. Emily's 1st time on a motorbike! yippy!! =)
but it was quite an experience i had. Emily's 1st time on a motorbike! yippy!! =)
Friday, September 10, 2004
oh ya... today's andy's last day at DBS. haha... wonder how's his application to work thr part-time. hahha... yest i joked wid him, asked him to buy either Joyce or Godiva, den shld buy it either on sunday or mon and keep it in the fridge. den he asked me y so late since todae's his last day. so i said bring it to sch on tuesdae, coz its for me. hahha! so funni....
hahha.. im meeting, jun long, miao qi, jasmine and agnes later for dinner at Bakerzin! yeah.. yummy yum yum! lolz... we're the saxaphone section. hahah... too bad a few ppl are missing. ppl like zong ren.. haiz, ever since graduation haven seen him. he seems to be MIA. wonder wats he doing now. perhaps he has even got himself a gf. den his gf must be some1 who can tie him down. haha.. coz tis guy here has eyes for chio bus... his eye is ever roaming... lolz. den deepak.. hmmm... aiya, duno wana ask him. coz his hair is still like Einstein. tink ppl will stare at his bee-hive-style hair. hahha.... we had a gd luff when he came for the christmas bbq last yr. muahaha... tink barbers will have a hard time trimming his hair. i don't tink he go for a haircut lei... (oh i'm such a bad girl, toking bad abt other ppl!) but hor.. he's a genius k! dun play play... he's gd at his studies, which left me wondering if i can get 1% of his brain, den it'll be more den enuff. hahah...
alvin (my elder bro) said tis Diana Degarmo's song - Don't Cry Out Loud, very irritating. he stupid la.. his britney Spears - Toxic, is even worse... kns...just duno how to appreciate nice songs... blehh....!
hahha.. im meeting, jun long, miao qi, jasmine and agnes later for dinner at Bakerzin! yeah.. yummy yum yum! lolz... we're the saxaphone section. hahah... too bad a few ppl are missing. ppl like zong ren.. haiz, ever since graduation haven seen him. he seems to be MIA. wonder wats he doing now. perhaps he has even got himself a gf. den his gf must be some1 who can tie him down. haha.. coz tis guy here has eyes for chio bus... his eye is ever roaming... lolz. den deepak.. hmmm... aiya, duno wana ask him. coz his hair is still like Einstein. tink ppl will stare at his bee-hive-style hair. hahha.... we had a gd luff when he came for the christmas bbq last yr. muahaha... tink barbers will have a hard time trimming his hair. i don't tink he go for a haircut lei... (oh i'm such a bad girl, toking bad abt other ppl!) but hor.. he's a genius k! dun play play... he's gd at his studies, which left me wondering if i can get 1% of his brain, den it'll be more den enuff. hahah...
alvin (my elder bro) said tis Diana Degarmo's song - Don't Cry Out Loud, very irritating. he stupid la.. his britney Spears - Toxic, is even worse... kns...just duno how to appreciate nice songs... blehh....!
hahha, tt day me and jin went for lo class, den the instructor was so girly, like sissy like tt. made me luff and luff non stop. we had difficulties coordinating our movements and made a joke out of the whole scene. looks like a ballet dance more than an aerobic exercise. hahha...
oh man! i'm gona be in trouble now... jh is in de same mkting class as me... =(
die la... how to survive like tis? i was sooo shocked, but i just couldn't tell him im in the same class as him. den he was askin if im prettier now... oh manz.. gimme a break. i duno how2 reply him, jin said i shld put "......", instead of replying anymore. wah paingz.. he very the kns... buay tahan him.
spoke to matthew last nite, so long didn't chat wid him...hahha, coz he's busy wid his army thingy at civil defence, and ever since he got himself a gf, which meant tt we have lesser chance of meeting up. hahha... so lucky him and for his gf to have found each other. (hey, did i detect a hint of jealousy?) muahaha... its been real long since we chatted like tis. duno how we broach up the subject of grampa, and boy, M was really such a sensitive and gd fren of mine, he can tell tt i was crying, though i didnt say anything. seldom ppl can detect tt.... only my very gd frenz. hahha, den he call me 'suo mui' = silly gal in cantonese. i call him 'soei zai' = bad boy in cantonese. hahha... so funny. he made me promise to take care of myself, if not he'll stuff me wid bananas.. didnt i just told him i wasn't a chimp?! (only jin loves bananas..., shld stuff her instead, hahha!).
haizz.. realli missed de gd old days...
wat to do? we just keeps getting older... =(
oh man! i'm gona be in trouble now... jh is in de same mkting class as me... =(
die la... how to survive like tis? i was sooo shocked, but i just couldn't tell him im in the same class as him. den he was askin if im prettier now... oh manz.. gimme a break. i duno how2 reply him, jin said i shld put "......", instead of replying anymore. wah paingz.. he very the kns... buay tahan him.
spoke to matthew last nite, so long didn't chat wid him...hahha, coz he's busy wid his army thingy at civil defence, and ever since he got himself a gf, which meant tt we have lesser chance of meeting up. hahha... so lucky him and for his gf to have found each other. (hey, did i detect a hint of jealousy?) muahaha... its been real long since we chatted like tis. duno how we broach up the subject of grampa, and boy, M was really such a sensitive and gd fren of mine, he can tell tt i was crying, though i didnt say anything. seldom ppl can detect tt.... only my very gd frenz. hahha, den he call me 'suo mui' = silly gal in cantonese. i call him 'soei zai' = bad boy in cantonese. hahha... so funny. he made me promise to take care of myself, if not he'll stuff me wid bananas.. didnt i just told him i wasn't a chimp?! (only jin loves bananas..., shld stuff her instead, hahha!).
haizz.. realli missed de gd old days...
wat to do? we just keeps getting older... =(
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Monday, September 06, 2004
oh gosh! im so tired. went to amore and exercise today wid jin, actyually we planned to go for the hi/lo after kickboxing, but i was dead tired... can't take it anymore. hahha... we had a fun time exercising, coz tis time we had a different instructor for kickboxing. i'm not sure whether tis class was more tough or just becoz we haven been exercising for quite some time. lolz... but im really glad we picked it up again.
i'm listening to shrek 2 soundtrack now... nice! i mean tis is de kind of soundtrack tt i'll feel perked up and happy... hahah...
read the email aunt forwarded from cousin chong. seems to me he's doing real fine at michigan. hey! dun play play! he's gettin his double degree wid masters wor... lolz. aiya, all along he's been tt ambitious and hadn't let anybody down yet. and reading his email, i had a real gd luff, coz aunt tot wat the commotion and elaborated email was abt, she tot he's gona tell us he's gettin married. actually when reading, i also tot wat kinda big decision he's gona make? like marriage?! but he's only graduating nxt yr. hahaha... den found out his so called BIG DECISION, which took him hours to think abt, was to enter into the ironmen's race. it's a triathlon.... woahh! den he just wana ask us, who is interested and has de time to cheer him till de finishing line. the race is on 26th june. hey hey!! im free... lolz! exams shld be done by then.. wonder if i can join big aunt over thr. they can fly thr ealier coz of cousin chong's graduation ceremony. i can fly thr after my exams. shiok lei! den i can scream loudly.. "AMERICA HERE I COME!!!". hahahha.. its just a wish la, provided my parents willing to spend de $$$.
and also, jin told me pamela is workin at FHM. woah woah!! den she said she saw her pic in bikini widout de flab! hmm... maybe she becum slimmer. but indeed i must agree she has the height.. so its to her advantage. unlike us... so short! hahah... but she's like a giant lei. too tall no gd la. too AA (attract attention). i prefer to be low profile. hehhe... =)
i'm listening to shrek 2 soundtrack now... nice! i mean tis is de kind of soundtrack tt i'll feel perked up and happy... hahah...
read the email aunt forwarded from cousin chong. seems to me he's doing real fine at michigan. hey! dun play play! he's gettin his double degree wid masters wor... lolz. aiya, all along he's been tt ambitious and hadn't let anybody down yet. and reading his email, i had a real gd luff, coz aunt tot wat the commotion and elaborated email was abt, she tot he's gona tell us he's gettin married. actually when reading, i also tot wat kinda big decision he's gona make? like marriage?! but he's only graduating nxt yr. hahaha... den found out his so called BIG DECISION, which took him hours to think abt, was to enter into the ironmen's race. it's a triathlon.... woahh! den he just wana ask us, who is interested and has de time to cheer him till de finishing line. the race is on 26th june. hey hey!! im free... lolz! exams shld be done by then.. wonder if i can join big aunt over thr. they can fly thr ealier coz of cousin chong's graduation ceremony. i can fly thr after my exams. shiok lei! den i can scream loudly.. "AMERICA HERE I COME!!!". hahahha.. its just a wish la, provided my parents willing to spend de $$$.
and also, jin told me pamela is workin at FHM. woah woah!! den she said she saw her pic in bikini widout de flab! hmm... maybe she becum slimmer. but indeed i must agree she has the height.. so its to her advantage. unlike us... so short! hahah... but she's like a giant lei. too tall no gd la. too AA (attract attention). i prefer to be low profile. hehhe... =)
Friday, September 03, 2004
hey... i'm still quite disappointed manz. hahha, tink i just have to live wid it. even brenda manage to pass all her subjects despite being so madly, blindly and crazy in love wid her bf during exam time. guess happy makes her efficient when studying. lolz... so lucky! i'm so envious!
was watching s'pore idol just now... tt malay guy was quite cute, but too bad when i listen to him singing, i can't make out wat he is singing! i can't hear de words and de song seems complicated like wat de judges said. hmmm.... and also, i tot tt daphne (de last contestant) was very lucky to get into de finals. actually, it was de song tt helped her. her voice was alrite, not bad. but somehow i felt tt it wasn't powerful enuff for tt kinda song. but perhaps it was just her style (abit of lazy lazy feeling). i tink de judges are looking for ppl wid de X factor and de rite kind of style. some ppl can sing.... but sometimes they chose de wrong song wid can do them little justice as it just doesn't bring out de best in them. pity tt....and i find it quite lame for contestants who argued wid de judges and say they will get a betta improvement or give a betta performance if they're given de chance to get into finals ------> lame manz! it just proves tt ur desperate. if u have de quality (looks & voice), u'll sure be given de chance mah...but sometimes like i said, competition is strong, and it all goes down to de voters and audience. but till now, tink they've made wise choices by choosing those who can SING and not just becoz of their looks. i had a hearty luff at de suave indian guy from de 1 quarter round. haha.. gd looks but his singing sucks big time. hahha...
tml i'm going down to hand in my time sheet... drag so long liao... so its time to get my butt moving, so tt they can pay me.. find tt $$ is so impt. its true $ can't buy u some of the valuable and precious things like kinship, friendship and love. but it ceertainly can buy us many other material stuff which i find it impt too! -----> like my sch fees. bloody hell, a re-exam of econ will cost me $525 while a new subject will cost $1050. superb ex manz... though my parents will b paying for it, but daddy said i've gota pay de re-sit myself! how can?!!.... thr goes my $$... fly away..fly away....hahha. and also nt sure if i wana meet jin and flora for mudcake, coz my mom said aaron asked her if she chld accompany him 2 de library to study, and since she's not free, she asked me to go. ahhh! den i sit down thr do wat? read story bks?! they say our 8 characters doesn't match, see each other and we'll quarrel within 1 min! nt tt i wana scold him, but sometimes his actions really disgust me. so rude, so dependent on de maid... so kns. hopefully he'll change for de betta when he is in sec sch. if i ever find out he smoke or wat.. he'll get it frm me. maybe i can fight im, i'll ask alvin to do tt. he really got some serious attitude problem.
aiya... wat shall i do? aahhhh.... i'm like a part time 'baby' sitter... tis aaron is really very troublesome....go lib? hmm.. his exams coming also.since im meetin jin on sat, den can give tml a miss hor? mudcake can eat anytime la.. tml i'll call aaron again.
was watching s'pore idol just now... tt malay guy was quite cute, but too bad when i listen to him singing, i can't make out wat he is singing! i can't hear de words and de song seems complicated like wat de judges said. hmmm.... and also, i tot tt daphne (de last contestant) was very lucky to get into de finals. actually, it was de song tt helped her. her voice was alrite, not bad. but somehow i felt tt it wasn't powerful enuff for tt kinda song. but perhaps it was just her style (abit of lazy lazy feeling). i tink de judges are looking for ppl wid de X factor and de rite kind of style. some ppl can sing.... but sometimes they chose de wrong song wid can do them little justice as it just doesn't bring out de best in them. pity tt....and i find it quite lame for contestants who argued wid de judges and say they will get a betta improvement or give a betta performance if they're given de chance to get into finals ------> lame manz! it just proves tt ur desperate. if u have de quality (looks & voice), u'll sure be given de chance mah...but sometimes like i said, competition is strong, and it all goes down to de voters and audience. but till now, tink they've made wise choices by choosing those who can SING and not just becoz of their looks. i had a hearty luff at de suave indian guy from de 1 quarter round. haha.. gd looks but his singing sucks big time. hahha...
tml i'm going down to hand in my time sheet... drag so long liao... so its time to get my butt moving, so tt they can pay me.. find tt $$ is so impt. its true $ can't buy u some of the valuable and precious things like kinship, friendship and love. but it ceertainly can buy us many other material stuff which i find it impt too! -----> like my sch fees. bloody hell, a re-exam of econ will cost me $525 while a new subject will cost $1050. superb ex manz... though my parents will b paying for it, but daddy said i've gota pay de re-sit myself! how can?!!.... thr goes my $$... fly away..fly away....hahha. and also nt sure if i wana meet jin and flora for mudcake, coz my mom said aaron asked her if she chld accompany him 2 de library to study, and since she's not free, she asked me to go. ahhh! den i sit down thr do wat? read story bks?! they say our 8 characters doesn't match, see each other and we'll quarrel within 1 min! nt tt i wana scold him, but sometimes his actions really disgust me. so rude, so dependent on de maid... so kns. hopefully he'll change for de betta when he is in sec sch. if i ever find out he smoke or wat.. he'll get it frm me. maybe i can fight im, i'll ask alvin to do tt. he really got some serious attitude problem.
aiya... wat shall i do? aahhhh.... i'm like a part time 'baby' sitter... tis aaron is really very troublesome....go lib? hmm.. his exams coming also.since im meetin jin on sat, den can give tml a miss hor? mudcake can eat anytime la.. tml i'll call aaron again.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
im so damn fucking angry and disappointed at myself for having to fail econs!!! bloody hell!! can't believe it.. tink my luck is running out... tis is my VERY 1ST time failing at a major exam!! haizzz.... im realli very very super duper disappointed. y did they bother to gimme such high marks for maths when im failing my econs? make no sense rite? and de irony is such tt i passed my soci, which i really tot i whld fail. i passed by 4 marks... and tis so valuable 4 marks is missing from my econs marks... which meant tt i passed soci by 4 marks and failed econs by 4 marks. 4 MARKS!!!! can i do a mark transfer from math to econs? arrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! de funny thing is tt i've got company man.... hui also failed her econs, but sandy managed to pass everything. good for her. i admit tt abit jealous, but i dun understand y they all can pass but i can't! im so frustrated... coz i did betta den them for econs during de mock and i hardly studied for it. that stupid amos.. i'm gona get him. amos is my Uk econs lecturer... how cum he just cant pass me. haiizzzz...........i really really tot i whld definately pass my econs, coz de exam seemed so... so... managable. i'm not joking... coz i found a few qns familiar. thr goes my effort...
heaven is playin such a big joke on me! and i can't afford to....i'm desperate! haizz.... so disappointed. i msg mom, dad and aunt tellin them my results. and surprisingly, mom said nevermind, try harder next time. pheww... guessed they knew how much stress i was going thru at tt time. i realli tried... though abit last min. who wants to fail? i hate failures... i do push myself. so tink i must start revision early tis time round. i'm gona score during my yr2! i'm gona prove tt a little setback doesn't hurt me. coz i'm EMILY FONG.... 9actually i'm quite used to failing, but not at major examinations)... haizz...
heaven is playin such a big joke on me! and i can't afford to....i'm desperate! haizz.... so disappointed. i msg mom, dad and aunt tellin them my results. and surprisingly, mom said nevermind, try harder next time. pheww... guessed they knew how much stress i was going thru at tt time. i realli tried... though abit last min. who wants to fail? i hate failures... i do push myself. so tink i must start revision early tis time round. i'm gona score during my yr2! i'm gona prove tt a little setback doesn't hurt me. coz i'm EMILY FONG.... 9actually i'm quite used to failing, but not at major examinations)... haizz...
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