im so damn fucking angry and disappointed at myself for having to fail econs!!! bloody hell!! can't believe it.. tink my luck is running out... tis is my VERY 1ST time failing at a major exam!! haizzz.... im realli very very super duper disappointed. y did they bother to gimme such high marks for maths when im failing my econs? make no sense rite? and de irony is such tt i passed my soci, which i really tot i whld fail. i passed by 4 marks... and tis so valuable 4 marks is missing from my econs marks... which meant tt i passed soci by 4 marks and failed econs by 4 marks. 4 MARKS!!!! can i do a mark transfer from math to econs? arrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! de funny thing is tt i've got company man.... hui also failed her econs, but sandy managed to pass everything. good for her. i admit tt abit jealous, but i dun understand y they all can pass but i can't! im so frustrated... coz i did betta den them for econs during de mock and i hardly studied for it. that stupid amos.. i'm gona get him. amos is my Uk econs lecturer... how cum he just cant pass me. haiizzzz...........i really really tot i whld definately pass my econs, coz de exam seemed so... so... managable. i'm not joking... coz i found a few qns familiar. thr goes my effort...

heaven is playin such a big joke on me! and i can't afford to....i'm desperate! haizz.... so disappointed. i msg mom, dad and aunt tellin them my results. and surprisingly, mom said nevermind, try harder next time. pheww... guessed they knew how much stress i was going thru at tt time. i realli tried... though abit last min. who wants to fail? i hate failures... i do push myself. so tink i must start revision early tis time round. i'm gona score during my yr2! i'm gona prove tt a little setback doesn't hurt me. coz i'm EMILY FONG.... 9actually i'm quite used to failing, but not at major examinations)... haizz...