ohh... wow... i didn't realise i'm no longer working anymore. So bored having to stay at home all day long, coz it is so hot and humid! I woke up at 1.25pm this afternoon, thinkin wat i shld do later on. My lunch was so pathetic... rice wid dark soya sauce, wid a bowl of soup and 2 hotdogs. so simple, yet like so bland...
i have to survive on my chewin gum, coz i kept felt like eating potato chips, luckily, thr are non at home for me to munch on... so at least for now i wun put on weight. hahaha! I added jerrad in friendster, and i tink he got a shock of his life! lolz... made me luff to myself. i tink he couldn't believe his eyes... he was asking, if I'm de emily from TNS. obviously i am ya... made me wonder if its a gd or bad news... hahahah! tryin to find my long lost ex-TNS classmates, but somehow, its quite difficult. A few like desmond, mark, wan ting, michelle... so mani! haha.. quite interested to see how mark has become of today. he used to sit infront of me. like to irritate and tease me, and i whld pinch him on his arm for tt. but i tink he seems to like it... or else y he still keep saying me? hahahahha.....i sound so sadistic!! Really had so much fond memories when we were in primary sch. missed those days man! now in sch (SIM) i don't even get to have such close friends, or even a class of my own. so it'll be quite difficult to befriend ppl. though im always wid sandy and huihui, but i still have a class (cbis) which they didn't choose... jialat, den must find some1 i noe, so can attend de class together, or else i'll be alone! oh gosh!!
so bored lei... except watchin tv can kill time...anyone wana go sentosa?? i tink its high time i get a tan... I'm so fair tt on the picture jason (de tour assistant) took for me, my face colour look so close to white!! tian ah!!! btw, did i mentioned jason? haha... he's de assistant tour guide, tall, abit tan and not bad looking. lolz...i whld say tt HK guys are cute, and when we came back S'pore, de standard seems to drop... haha!! S'pore guys are... well..... ok.. lolz....but i tink s'pore guys are more sincere, real, and down to earth... maybe only some of them, not ALL!!
and, wj is an aries!! yes.. he is one. which left me wondering if tt test i did last time was true. nvm abt it... guess such things takes time. i don't like to be rushed...haizz...
tink we'll be expecting our results on wednesday i guess. coz thr hasn't been any word tt we can collect it tml... hold ur breath guys!! pray hard!! =) (i noe grampa whld be thr crossing his fingers and using his newly found magical powers to help me pass all my subjects!)
Monday, August 30, 2004
Friday, August 27, 2004
hahha... i tink i have never slept for so long at one shot. i fell asleep around 1.30am yesterday and i woke up at 5pm this evening!! oh my godness... den check my hp and saw wen jun msg me, asking me if we can meet for coffee some day. haizz... i tink im very bad regarding such bgr matters. or perhaps im just thinking too much. but it was rather obvious tt they're interested tts y they bother to ask for a date. but im realli confused. i duno wat 2 do... i told him see 1st, not sure abt tt. den he replied asking if he's tt scary... haiz. i didnt realli wana show tt de problems lies wid me. so i joked abt sayin yes, he's scary. hahaha... duno la!!
i just came back fomr HK yesterday. and mind u, the things thr ain't cheap! de cheapest t=shirt i can find tt suits my style is at least $18 S$ (which is very rare to find). i bought a few tops, den 2 pair of shoes, 2 pair of slippers, 1 khaki coloured bottoms, 2 bags. well, the HK gals are mostly so pretty wid nice skin. and they all are skinny coz of the healthy diet. den as for the HK guys, most of them are considered cute.. lolz. but i shld say tt cute guys ain't my cup of tea. muahahaha....but regardless of gender, the sales ppl are mostly very nice and patient, unlike the S'pore sales ppl. HK sales ppl will tok 2 u, help u in any way or another. Jin n i stayed at Royal Pacific hotel, which is situated very near the teenagers street. The in-style now is to wear baggy jeans. Unlike S'poreans, HK ppl seldom wear blue jeans. they wear either brown, khaki or other coloured bottoms. and i was down at th 5CM shop when the sales gal, being ever so helpful, taught me how i can either tuck in my jeans into de shoe, or just wrapped it round the ankle when folding it. but..... de jeans ain't cheap.. hahah...but at least cheaper den my Levis jeans.
so tired... yawnzz... and also, i met up wid 10th grand auntie. She's nt realli tt senile as we tot she would be, but rather, she's more hard of hearing. gave her de $ gramma ask me, but she refused. hope she'll live healthily.
when coming back to de airport, we sat in de business class!!! coz de lady back at de HK airport told us de economy class is full, so she put us both thr. shiok man!! we drank de champagne, and the liquor content is so much tt both of us were nearli drunk. i kept drinking water 2 flush down the alcohol. hahha... and de food was not bad, as compared 2 de economy class... we ate until we're so bloated. the chocolate tart was fabulous!! yummy!!
back at de S'pore airport, i cant find de Davidoff perfume tt i wanted 2 smell how it was like. so in de end i bought de DIOR limited edition perfume. Not wanting to see me leaving de airport so dejected, de lady at de perfume store gave me de Davidoff tester perfume for free!!! betta den nothing rite? though only left wid half a bottle.... also gd la! muahahah....
so much so for our HK trip... nxt time we'll noe where to go n shop for teenagers stuff. consider ourselves lucky coz thr are few times we accidentally chanced upon shops in HK simialr to S'pore's heeren lookalike. and they sell many teenagers stuff. and coz Jin wanted 2 buy her converse shoe, we went back to de Ladies Mkt and much to our disappointment and horror!! we walked the same street ard 2 to 3 times looking for the shoe shop! aiy0o0o! how my feet aches... den we quickly took a taxi back to de shoe shop near our hotel, but it was closed for de day as well. so she has to buy from S'pore la.
alrites, im tired, lazy to type anymore. see ya!! =)
i just came back fomr HK yesterday. and mind u, the things thr ain't cheap! de cheapest t=shirt i can find tt suits my style is at least $18 S$ (which is very rare to find). i bought a few tops, den 2 pair of shoes, 2 pair of slippers, 1 khaki coloured bottoms, 2 bags. well, the HK gals are mostly so pretty wid nice skin. and they all are skinny coz of the healthy diet. den as for the HK guys, most of them are considered cute.. lolz. but i shld say tt cute guys ain't my cup of tea. muahahaha....but regardless of gender, the sales ppl are mostly very nice and patient, unlike the S'pore sales ppl. HK sales ppl will tok 2 u, help u in any way or another. Jin n i stayed at Royal Pacific hotel, which is situated very near the teenagers street. The in-style now is to wear baggy jeans. Unlike S'poreans, HK ppl seldom wear blue jeans. they wear either brown, khaki or other coloured bottoms. and i was down at th 5CM shop when the sales gal, being ever so helpful, taught me how i can either tuck in my jeans into de shoe, or just wrapped it round the ankle when folding it. but..... de jeans ain't cheap.. hahah...but at least cheaper den my Levis jeans.
so tired... yawnzz... and also, i met up wid 10th grand auntie. She's nt realli tt senile as we tot she would be, but rather, she's more hard of hearing. gave her de $ gramma ask me, but she refused. hope she'll live healthily.
when coming back to de airport, we sat in de business class!!! coz de lady back at de HK airport told us de economy class is full, so she put us both thr. shiok man!! we drank de champagne, and the liquor content is so much tt both of us were nearli drunk. i kept drinking water 2 flush down the alcohol. hahha... and de food was not bad, as compared 2 de economy class... we ate until we're so bloated. the chocolate tart was fabulous!! yummy!!
back at de S'pore airport, i cant find de Davidoff perfume tt i wanted 2 smell how it was like. so in de end i bought de DIOR limited edition perfume. Not wanting to see me leaving de airport so dejected, de lady at de perfume store gave me de Davidoff tester perfume for free!!! betta den nothing rite? though only left wid half a bottle.... also gd la! muahahah....
so much so for our HK trip... nxt time we'll noe where to go n shop for teenagers stuff. consider ourselves lucky coz thr are few times we accidentally chanced upon shops in HK simialr to S'pore's heeren lookalike. and they sell many teenagers stuff. and coz Jin wanted 2 buy her converse shoe, we went back to de Ladies Mkt and much to our disappointment and horror!! we walked the same street ard 2 to 3 times looking for the shoe shop! aiy0o0o! how my feet aches... den we quickly took a taxi back to de shoe shop near our hotel, but it was closed for de day as well. so she has to buy from S'pore la.
alrites, im tired, lazy to type anymore. see ya!! =)
Sunday, August 22, 2004
oh gosh! its already 2am now... im so tired. Came back from the chinese musical performance at esplanade. It was quite good. the story was abt this monk, his life and contributions. His life was somehow complicated as he had 2 wives.. hahha. den thr was a scene abt his mom's death...it was so touching. i cried after watching n listening, coz i tot of grampa... haizz.
yeahhh! im going HK later.. in just 6 hrs time, i'll be on the plane. HONG KONG here we come!!! im gona buy lotsa stuff back. shoes, shirts, jeans, earrings, watches... yes yes yes!! hahah... im gona take lotsa photos and show it 2 everyone... im so excited, but yet feeling a little irritated by all the fussing. every1 is askin me tons of qns which i find it bothersome. I noe they're concern, but cant they just treat me like my elder bro. when he's going overseas they sometimes dun even noe when he's coming back or leaving.. so COOL hor? hahah...
i'm also goin 2 visit my gramma's sista... so gramma asked daddy to buy some bah kua, so i can give to them. i shall cal them again when i'm thr. duno if 10th granaunt is hard of haering or really senile, coz mom called them in de afternoon and she picked up the phone. mom ask tis, she ans tt. everything is wrong...haha.
yawnzz... so sleepy. usualli when im travelling i'll feel excited n can't sleep. today im feeling otherwise... maybe im REALLY sleepy. Tml's flight is 8am in the morning! i'll havta get up at ard 5.15 am to prepare and leave the hse at ard 6am... aiy0o0oz... coz jin's mom (auntie Lily) dunohow2 drive to my hse... =(
time 2 'train' her... hahha... coz thr'll be more trips coming up. muahahaa
okies, i'll betta go get a quick shower b4 i hop into bed. see ya!
yeahhh! im going HK later.. in just 6 hrs time, i'll be on the plane. HONG KONG here we come!!! im gona buy lotsa stuff back. shoes, shirts, jeans, earrings, watches... yes yes yes!! hahah... im gona take lotsa photos and show it 2 everyone... im so excited, but yet feeling a little irritated by all the fussing. every1 is askin me tons of qns which i find it bothersome. I noe they're concern, but cant they just treat me like my elder bro. when he's going overseas they sometimes dun even noe when he's coming back or leaving.. so COOL hor? hahah...
i'm also goin 2 visit my gramma's sista... so gramma asked daddy to buy some bah kua, so i can give to them. i shall cal them again when i'm thr. duno if 10th granaunt is hard of haering or really senile, coz mom called them in de afternoon and she picked up the phone. mom ask tis, she ans tt. everything is wrong...haha.
yawnzz... so sleepy. usualli when im travelling i'll feel excited n can't sleep. today im feeling otherwise... maybe im REALLY sleepy. Tml's flight is 8am in the morning! i'll havta get up at ard 5.15 am to prepare and leave the hse at ard 6am... aiy0o0oz... coz jin's mom (auntie Lily) dunohow2 drive to my hse... =(
time 2 'train' her... hahha... coz thr'll be more trips coming up. muahahaa
okies, i'll betta go get a quick shower b4 i hop into bed. see ya!
Monday, August 09, 2004
its 2.25am now... my eyes are red and abit swollen from crying... i'm in one of those moods again... im so very very sad. andy say its becoz i refused to drop the stone tts at de bottom of my heart. i can't..... how to?? sighz.... mummy and small aunt said grampa had no reason to return coz he left very peacefully. like no1 torture him etc... but i tot tt i scolded him b4... but andy said its becoz i cared for him. yes... i realli cared alot for him, but regretted wat i did den. i refused to listen to ma, when she told me grampa's days are actualli numbered, so just let him eat wat he want. but i was too stubborn and thick-headed. refused to let him eat such oily food. duno becoz im stubborn tt i realli tot he wouldn't leave us... its wasn't possible. i didnt harboured such tots back den.. no words could ever describe my feelings.
i was on the mrt de other day, heard tis kid called out to his grampa in cantonese. just like the way i use to call my own grampa back den.... i stood thr staring at the old man sitting infront of me... i was shocked and dumbfounded. wat i heard was familiar, yet so strange. guess because i haven realli heard this for quite some time already. i feel as though some1 had used a needle and prick my nerves.....
and todae, when we were at de restuarant, i feel tt sth was missing... actualli coz grampa isn't thr. coz cousin audrey booked a room wid a karaoke set... we used to booked such rms for our mother's day; father's day or other celebrations. it all feels weird.... and strange... yet so familiar...but grampa is missing from the picture..........small aunt said at least he ate alot when we were at de restuarant b4 everything happened. i recount on tt day at de restuarant. den remembered y he ate so much.... coz i as de1 sitting nxt to him. i was the 1 who kept taking food for him and put onto his plate... helping him to make bits of meat abit smaller...haizz........
today is national day.... haizz... now all celebrations seemed abit weird. doesn't make much sense to me...singing the birthdae song to nadya, i remembered thr was once i went onto stage in the restuarant to sing a birthday song - tink it was to my grampa. coz daddy offered to gimme $10 for it. i took up the challenge, but was left speechless when the english birthday song proceeded to a cantonese version. den daddy had to run to my rescue, out of the embarrasment i had. haizz.....
how isit i can help myself??
i long to run to somewhere, somewhere far... somewhere i can hide. somewhere can find peace and tranquility.............somewhere with only the clouds, sky, grass, flowers and sun.
sounds like heaven eh? sigh.....
i was on the mrt de other day, heard tis kid called out to his grampa in cantonese. just like the way i use to call my own grampa back den.... i stood thr staring at the old man sitting infront of me... i was shocked and dumbfounded. wat i heard was familiar, yet so strange. guess because i haven realli heard this for quite some time already. i feel as though some1 had used a needle and prick my nerves.....
and todae, when we were at de restuarant, i feel tt sth was missing... actualli coz grampa isn't thr. coz cousin audrey booked a room wid a karaoke set... we used to booked such rms for our mother's day; father's day or other celebrations. it all feels weird.... and strange... yet so familiar...but grampa is missing from the picture..........small aunt said at least he ate alot when we were at de restuarant b4 everything happened. i recount on tt day at de restuarant. den remembered y he ate so much.... coz i as de1 sitting nxt to him. i was the 1 who kept taking food for him and put onto his plate... helping him to make bits of meat abit smaller...haizz........
today is national day.... haizz... now all celebrations seemed abit weird. doesn't make much sense to me...singing the birthdae song to nadya, i remembered thr was once i went onto stage in the restuarant to sing a birthday song - tink it was to my grampa. coz daddy offered to gimme $10 for it. i took up the challenge, but was left speechless when the english birthday song proceeded to a cantonese version. den daddy had to run to my rescue, out of the embarrasment i had. haizz.....
how isit i can help myself??
i long to run to somewhere, somewhere far... somewhere i can hide. somewhere can find peace and tranquility.............somewhere with only the clouds, sky, grass, flowers and sun.
sounds like heaven eh? sigh.....
Sunday, August 01, 2004
ahhh... just woke up coz i fell asleep while outting the face mask on my face. lolz... hahha, i woke up at 1+ this afternoon and ard 2+ yesterdae. well, i must admit i realli love weekends.. coz i feel less stressful. oh n0o0o0.... tml's mondae! sianz... needa go back work. but luckily, my last day with them whld b on the 20th August. I'm realli looking for ward to that, and also to the long weekend this coming wkend. hopefully this long wkend (national day) whld b enjoyable. I'm going for pilates class tml wid jin... hahah... and im also startin on this new diet plan charlene printed out for me. we;ll both start tml. ROFLOL... den we'll hear each other's tummy growling loudly.
Jin and i are planning to go HK rite after my last day at work, just in time to catch the last week of HK's shopping festival. hope tt we'll manage to find a betta price (one that includes airfare and hotel accomodation), hence can have extra $$ to buy more clothes and presents for dot and my other frenz. i kept tellin jin if onli we have a video camera. den i'll act as though im a tour guide, bringing every1 ard HK. so since i'll b on a diet tis wk, meaning i'll save $$ la.. except for dinners outside.
yawnz... y m i forever feeling sleepy? hahha... sounds like andy is toking. he said once 'since when ur not tired?' lolz... sounds correct, im not tired if i whld b able to sleep for 12 hrs or more. but sometimes even if i sleep so much, still not enuff! sth is wrong wid me...
eh, im abit hungry now... tml duno how? cant eat as usual.... sure is a tough challenge. u ask me exercise more still i can manage, u ask me eat less... abit jialat wor. coz needa work, den exercise at de same time.. later i no strength fainted how? (like de woman fainted when we attened 1st day at kickboxing class) hahahha... maybe it'll burn my fats, den like tt i'll b slimmer. but i feel tt after taking on kickboxing, my arms like nt so flabby... or maybe its my imagination??
k... i go n watch tv 1st... den after tt time for bed! see ya.... =)
Jin and i are planning to go HK rite after my last day at work, just in time to catch the last week of HK's shopping festival. hope tt we'll manage to find a betta price (one that includes airfare and hotel accomodation), hence can have extra $$ to buy more clothes and presents for dot and my other frenz. i kept tellin jin if onli we have a video camera. den i'll act as though im a tour guide, bringing every1 ard HK. so since i'll b on a diet tis wk, meaning i'll save $$ la.. except for dinners outside.
yawnz... y m i forever feeling sleepy? hahha... sounds like andy is toking. he said once 'since when ur not tired?' lolz... sounds correct, im not tired if i whld b able to sleep for 12 hrs or more. but sometimes even if i sleep so much, still not enuff! sth is wrong wid me...
eh, im abit hungry now... tml duno how? cant eat as usual.... sure is a tough challenge. u ask me exercise more still i can manage, u ask me eat less... abit jialat wor. coz needa work, den exercise at de same time.. later i no strength fainted how? (like de woman fainted when we attened 1st day at kickboxing class) hahahha... maybe it'll burn my fats, den like tt i'll b slimmer. but i feel tt after taking on kickboxing, my arms like nt so flabby... or maybe its my imagination??
k... i go n watch tv 1st... den after tt time for bed! see ya.... =)
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