Sunday, December 17, 2006

These are the presents they gave me... but i didn't have the time to take picutres of all the presents...


We went to Newton for dinner after the celebration. Haaha.. they were all yelling at me coz I was still working in the office. So i had to return last sunday to complete my work and to clear my stuff. We ordered stingrays, sotongs, prawn mee, soup, chicken wings... yummy!!







They gave me this polaroid camera!! I lurv this camera man! Can view the photos instantly and the pictures it takes are quite complimenting. heehe.. which means tt everyone will look nice in it. Cool huh?






A scarf, a box and a lipstick. Haaha.. M told me tt i can makeup myself sometimes. Funny.. do i look too plain? hmm... okies, i'm a plain jane. haaha... tts normal mah. I want to be just a normal ME.






Da Jie made this box specially for me.. haaha, she's quite a hands-on person. She knows how to make many stuff. But this box looks like a ciagrette box rite? I use it as a card holder to store my polaroid pictures.






They all gave me a nickname "Winne the Pooh". Faintz... This is my birthday card. They even used a pooh wrapper. aiyoz... Everything revolves ard the theme "pooh and friends". haaha






























I still have a set of cuff-links and a necklace with complements from SCB. A star necklace from dear Eleen... a sounevoir from this intern... and also, lotsa lurv from all my OL colleagues. hurray!! =)



















My last day in SCB was a memorable one. Haaha... it was my last day.. and they also celebrated my birthday for me.

My desk... haaha. Superb untidy isin't? Can't help it la.. I just cleared it the day before.. and by the next day, its messy again!











Haaha... They celebrated my farewell in Fish & Co.. The funny thing is I didn't know why so many ppl turned out for the lunch. Some didn't even know who I am. snorez... but I got a free lunch! heehe...









This is my big boss... Haaha.. didn't know how come she know tt I was trying to take a picture of her. And she happily posed for it. heehe...











Haaha!! Can't imagine Eleen ordered this fish! It looks like a dish from the 10 course wedding dinner menu! lolz... and she had a hard time polishing this fish. It looks huge doesn't it? But doesn't seemt o have much meat on it though..









This is my birthday cake.. Its chocolate! I lurv it.. but they made me use my mouth to pick out the candle holder, which they pushed into the cake. I was so afraid tt Da Jie (who was holding the cake) may smash it in my face!









The tongue movement... haaha. Don't think otherwise pls...












he's the youngest male colleague at work...
=)












haaha... i look like a kiddo ard them













The roses... lolz













My self taken portrait.. haaha, coz i was kinda frustrated with them for taking ugly pictures of me. So i took a picture by myself.








She's my best fren in SCB. She calls herself my "Da Ai" which means big lurv. muaahaha.. she lurvs to hit my butt. She lurvs to disturb me. Haiz.. I miss her disturbance. =X
Yupz.. I have started on my new job, in a new environment, with new colleagues. Haizz.. my 1st wk at work sucks big time! My heart seemed to be beating very fast... and I need to wear a digital watch to work to remind me that i have to do different things at different time.

9, 10, 11, 12, 1pm have to collect the faxes and distribute it. This already took me about 20minutes (minimum). But this is not just my portfolio!

At 945, 12.45 and 3.45pm I have to pack the things ready for the courier man to send it to another office.

And sometimes I can walk out to the main door to collect reports sent by the courierman. Idiotic. That explains why I'm so tired by the time i reach hm.

Faintz... I have to keep reminding myself of the times I have to do these things.. and its making me bonkas. My chair doesn't have the chanced to be warmed up by my butt.. coz I keep walking ard and running ard doing all kinda stupid stuff.

I miss my ex-colleagues... haiz. Not tt my present colleague aint nice.. but sometimes i feel left out coz they maybe so busy until they're skipping lunch, or lunching in. So.. on wednesday I was having lunch alone. so pathetic huh?

I pray i'll be able to move out of this horrible place asap.

I've to report early to work tml coz my mentor will be on half day to attend a course. So... al the best to me huh? I hope I won't mess things up. Haiz...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

This coming week is my last week wid SCB... went for dinner with my colleagues. Discussed with them.. they're all sad that i'm leaving. But since they can;t promise me anything, so i shld move on rite? I'll be back when the time is ripe. haaha

more photos from D&D...





Haaha.. she look darn sultry huh? Lolz... Funny pose! I'll miss her laughter... coz its quite horrendous. =X



















She's the nicest lady in the office. i do work for her very willingly.. heehe. So sad to leave her.. and feel so paiseh. My departure actually caused her to be so stressed up. Sorry dear M... haiz. I will miss u asking me 'how're u today? everything ok?' haaha...













Act cute act cute time...












Did they enter the wrong hall? Hahaa.. nope! They're all here vieing for the best dressed table. lolz... wayang man!











Woww!! This lady here really know how to flaunt her assets huh!? haahaha...












Yikes! Even the gladiators are here for the yearly event.. haaha.. they look happy posing with their colourful 'swords'.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

hiya! Went to company's D&D last nite and had so much fun! The MC was funny and I choked on my dessert when he was making a joke. haaha...

here are the photos.. i posed as a jap gal in kimono. It's my 1st time dressing up.. and gosh! Others also dressed up wildly for the annual event held at S'pore suntec convention hall. lolz...



















Angles from heaven... haaha












Pretty babes... (coz i'm not talking abt myself... you've got eyes to see for yourself rite? lolz...)



















My colleagues... oh god! I see gold chest hair and red horns!... muaahhaha!!














eh, wat are u2 trying to do? lolz =)
those mostaches tickled!!










ok... there are more pictures uploaded when i've received them. A pity my cam was still under repair, or i would have gone round the hall asking strangers to pose for my cam. It was darn hilarious, you should have seen it! And those who vie for the best dressed tables were parading and performing on stage. FUNNY!! The theme for the D&D was "Colours".. hence tt explained our dressing. Ppl dressing up as Dowager Ci xi, Shanghai nite, Korean costumes, Mexican costumes... even retro funky coloured wigs and masks!

I went home with 2 door gifts coz 2 of the trainees who were suppose to sit with us went to sit with another table instead. heehe... And there were lotsa food left coz instead of havin 10 ppl to fill the table, we only had 5! faintz...

happy happy...

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Hiya everybody... miss me? haaha... updates updates...

well, Im using my own laptop now. YoOOo0o0o...! My mom ask my elder bro to buy 1 so tt i can use, and also share wid de rest of de family. Not bad la... coz the laptop is in my rm now. HAAHAHAHA!! Huge screen.. but thick.. hmm. what do u expect? 2cm thin? wait long long long....

hmm... got an offer from another place. haiz... im tinking if i shld switch. Everday tink until headache... kns! there are pros and cons of switching la. But i'm hesitatant coz i like my colleagues, my boss... though thr are a few i hate la. but overall everybody is nice. Love them to bits... haiz. Why why why? gimme sth i wan lei...!! tian ah....

This friday going company's dinner & dance.. haahaha. Funny... tot i can wear sth nice.. who knows, da jie, said we'll be dressing up. Haaha.. so end up i'll wear Hanbok to D&D on friday. funny... guess it'll be diff from the D&D in the television shows.

celebrated Dot's and Jin's 22nd birthday,.. haaha, time flies. Funny... Jin brought a cam widout batt! it died halfway.. so we ended up using hps to take photos. snorezz

Met our sec sch mate in Kopi club... haaha... told jin not to look over already. and instead, she end up STARING at the other table. so of coz, she being so prominent... our sec sch classmate saw us la! snorez... quite surprise.. he's doing well in designing. not bad! So proud of him, he was selected to go to Greece. Not bad huh.. as compared to his sec sch days...

Ok.. it's gona be yr end again.. very soon, it'll be christmas, den chi new yr. Oh and b4 all these, it'll be my birthday la.. of coz. Lolz...

Time flies flies flies.... we're all growing old.

=(

Sunday, November 12, 2006

aiyoz... so many ppl celebrating birthday this month. 2 in my family, 2 of my best friends and 2 at work. faintz... and i've been stuffing cake into my mouth everywk in the month of November! haahaha...

Last wk was Gramma's birthday.. we went Pariss International at Marina Sq for lunch. I didn;t eat alot, but felt so bloated after that. Everyone else too were bloated.. so we cut the cake and had sweet soup (Tian Tang) for dinner. Funny huh? I had 4 shishamo.. it was quite nice, but the eggs in it was horrible.. i was scooping away the eggs and made a horrible mess on my plate. haaha.. My eldest aunt bought 90 small eggs (wat do u call them in english??). It was superb high in cholestrol! My cousin had 10... aiyoz..

Yest was daddy's birthday.. as usual, he and my mom went for their candle light dinner. They went to this China Meridien hotel... Daddy said the ambience was quite good. And while he was having his candle light dinner, my elder bro brought chilli crabs, deer meat, yummy tofu from the zicha stall. Wat a sumptous dinner.. haaha, coz he tot daddy was going to celebrate at hm. The crab was huge... it had a whole lot of high cholestrol eggs too!

haaha.. i'm going to my company's D&D.. D&D stands for Dinner and Dance la. No idea what to wear.. 1 colleague was suggesting we wear old sch uniforms. Oh manz... unlike last yr's D&D, its going to be held at Suntec convention hall this yr. Faintz.. last yr was at Westin i think. haaha... I don't relive my JC graduation nite nitemare again. I looked like a MammaSan... lolz. Wat a joke!

Needa join the gym soon... not going to gain more weight anymore.

Went to east coast park with S and M. They're my pri sch frenz.. haaha, so fun! Looking at S's poked nipples.. I was trying so hard not to stare... LOLz... anyway, the sun was so hot till M got a burnt shoulder.. and my arms were a little darker. But everything was so fun... maybe i shld make it a routine to blade every wkend. Came hm and slept like a log...

This coming thurs is D and H's birthday.. think i'll buy them a cake to celebrate in office. And Jin and Dot will be celebrating theirs early on sat.

birthday, birthday and MORE birthdays... lolz. It is the cakes tt are freaking me out. I lurv cakes.. but its too much this time round. Today is only 12 Nov.. and i already had 3 cakes!

maybe we can think of something new.. instead of cutting cakes, maybe we can cut a bun or.. ice cream cake! hmmm...

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Oh god... i really miss studying life MINUS the exam part. haiz... everybody seemed so distant nowadays. I only hang out with my 2 best frenz and reserve most of my fridays with my colleagues. Life at work is superb boring... but thank god, I have wonderful and fun colleagues. Phew...

The gd news is that they're extending my stay till early January... hence I still have ard 2mths. Till den... i'll still carry on look for jobs. Well, i really hate to leave... but i guess thr really isnt a place for me. haiz.. perhaps i'll ask them during late December (only if i'm still out of job) haaha...

tired... i even 'ta bao' work hm.. actualli i can manage my work load la, but i just though of finishing it quickly, just to set aside extra time if they want to change stuff last min. yap... i always wonder how is my work performance... I wonder how they'll rate me. Gd? bad? average? or its way below average? haiz...

I just received this project (and tts y im bringing work hm to do)... and its the 1st time I'm managing a project all by myself. It doesn't only involve my line manager.. but also another manager from another dept... tts y im so stressed. I hope i can do a gd job and leave a gd impression. =(

Stupid bitch ask me to help her feed A3 size paper at the printer.. stupid. why can't she walk over and do it herself? I'm not oblidged to help her lor... so i told her directly in the face that...

bitch: can u help me pls...?
me: help u wat?
bitch: sorry... can u help me to feed the A3 size paper?
me: at the colour printer?
bitch: ya...
me: starting to frown (i really very bu shuang!)
me: i think there isn't anybody printing at this time u know?
bitch: oh...
bitch: oh its ok.. thanx thanx

bloody hell... it was ard 6pm when she ask if i can help her feed the bloody paper. Mind u.. our working hrs are till 5.30pm every fridays. So u can actually imagine there aint many souls in the office already... and its FRIDAY! hello... seldom ppl will stay till off working hrs to print their stuff. I HATE HER!! i am seriously irritated by her... irritated by her EVERYTHING!

Saturday, October 21, 2006

haahaha... im so desperate tt i even took my office lappy back home to use. haaha.. funny.

yest went to my colleague's (da jie) hse for steamboat dinner.. alot of left overs. While eating, one of my colleague keep saying funny things and made me luff till i nearly cried and had face cramps. haaha...and they story they made up regarding me and this other guy (Mr G) who is single in the office is spreading! =( I hope such things won't go round the whole office.. very paiseh one lei. They keep wanting to matchmake me and him 2gether.. so awkward. And the gals are also saying why another guy (Mr N) who is married, has so much things to say to me.. FAINTZ!!? Wah piangz.. why always link me up to these rumours.. haiyoz. I jump into the yellow river also cannot wash away these rumours. jialat man!

After dinner we stayed back to play majong... i tot we were going to play till morning. ha.. but we stopped at 2plus. everybody was feeling so sleepy... haaha. Kev drove us back home..cool!

i'll be on leave till nxt thurs.. so meanwhile i'll see what i can do at hm. I'm going to be out of job soon. Last day at SCB will be on 10Nov. haizz... i'll miss every1.. sianz.. havta readapt to new environment, new colleagues, new lunch khakis...everything new!

I'll be going to my aunt's hse for dinner later... long time didnt see her already. She's my aunt from my mom's side. Probably haven't seen her for more than half a yr already... =(


going out with the gals tml... hurray! are we going for a movie or singing? haaha... known them for so long.. almost a decade.. still haven't gone singing with them. can't imagine wat jin will do... lolz

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Oh ya man…I’m in the office now… feeling rather bored. Haaha.. today is Thursday!! HURRAAYYY!!!… and tml is Friday and TA DAA! The week end is here again…I try not to pay too much attention to that “pretty gal” in the office.. rather, I have start calling her ‘the bitch at work’ instead. Lolz.. she’s sick today.. but still coming in to work. Wahh! So darn hardworking eh? Who cares?!

Anyway… I was burning from embarrassment yest at lunch. Haizz.. I duno why they start bombarding me with weird questions like “how do u find the latest news abt North Korea? In what way do u think it will help their economy?” Huh…?! Since when I have to take International Business out of classroom and to apply it in office? Faintz… another guy asked “so.. who, in your opinion, is gd looking in the office?” WHATT?!! I nearly died and flew to heaven. Haiyoz.. don’t ask me such questions la.. so paiseh lei!! Esp when the rest were quiet and looking at me.. half expecting me to answer his question. Errmm… I kept fidgeting. What to do? “How abt who u think is suitable and fits ur expectation and u can bring home to show ur parents?” WHAT!!? Faintz faintz

And my fren was warning me abt flings in the office.. pls lor, I don’t flirt! Just look at my face… I’m the blurest person u can find in the office. I think he has to observe his behaviour… not me lor. Esp when he’s already married. Snorez…
I am happy the way I am now… I won’t do anything stupid to wreck and create havoc in my life. This is crazy… so CRAZY! It just doesn’t make sense.. duhz. Another gal was asking.. “how come he always come and disturb u ah?” errmmm… What shld be the politically right ans? I answered “becoz I am blur and gd to bully” haaha…

Sunday, October 01, 2006

haaha... alrites man! i admit i'm one blur sotong la. Pls don't remind me and do more damage that i alread had. lolz...

went out wid jin and dot.. had so much fun with them! lolz... me n dot were trying to scare jin at the shopping centre Icon. Lolx.. cox we had to climb down the stairs, so it was a perfect spot.. haaha, and jin screamed wid her superb high pitch "eiihh!" muaahhaa..left me n dot luffing ike mad. !st time we had a cheap dinner together.. haaha,not bad. We shld spend less on food manz... to help me save some $. I bought a dress and a red top... haaha, nowadays u can find many dresses at bugis village at quite a reasonable price. My dress costs $22.90.. affordable huh?

anyway... Hui was telling me abt this deal she sawsomewhr... backpack tripto europe for 21 days.. it costs US$1400+ excluding the air ticket.. hmmm. I was just tokin to my mom de other day.. and funny.. she readily agreed that i shld expose myself to such 'experience'. Lolz.. she's ready to sponser me.. but of coz.. i havta pay her back. Nth is free leh.. haaha

Well.. i haven found myself a perm job. haizz.. quite sad. I wonder if thr's something wrong wid my resume.. isit badly written? hmmm.... sianz. I'll be taking a few days leave on the wk of hari raya. haaha.. I'm not celebrating hari raya la... but i'm taking a few days to recharge myself.. and find some time to send my resume to more companies. I always feel so tired during the wkend.

why can't i just retire and do sth i like... i wan money!!! $$$$$

Saturday, September 23, 2006

faintz... i finally found sometime to blog. hey! work is very tiring u know... esp when i havta wait for my bro to come hm b4 i can use his lappy.. but no more now. haaha

hmmm...i wonder if i've eaten too much sotongs tt i've becoming more and more like one. haizz... i'm quite frustrated at myself during work. take yest for example. My supervisor told me to continue printing some stuff coz we've to deliver it personally over to someone at the battery rd branch later in the evening. And at the same time, i was given another assignment to create a powerpoint for this lady.. and was told this work is urgent. Ok.. happily, i started my work on the lappy... BUT!! also happily forgotten abt the printing!! arghhh... only after my supervisor came back 1 and half hrs later den i realised i totally forgotten abt it!! tian ahh....!! =(

supervisor: so hows the printing going on?
me: stare blankly at her.. *blink blink*
me" huh? wat printing?
supervisor: don't tell me ur only at the 2nd file
me: oh shit!! i forgot abt it!!
supervisor: huh!!? emily!! how can u do this?
me: sorry sorry!! *practically started being whiny*
supervisor: emily how can u do this to me?? aiyoz...
me: sorry sorry! i really forgotten abt it! sorry.. i didn't do this on purpose
supervisor: aiyoz.. wat if its amanda who asked u to print? den u'll be asking for a sack instead
me: 'tuo pok' lor
supervisor: aiyoz.. i wana cut ur pay le la
me: cannot!!!! my pay alreadi so little... if cut somemore den i'll havta survive on maggi alreadi! pls pls pls...
supervisor: i wana 'pls' and beg u instead.. pls don't do this the next time... pls pls.. i beg u la
me: sorry la... sorry!
supervisor: luckily the person at battery rd bracnh didnt call to bug me.. or else i duno wat to tell her also
me: den say its ur temp's fault lor


haiz... nearly strangled myself. how blur can i be? wah lao... so pissed with myself! how incorrigible! sianz. suppose to end work at 5.30pm on fridays... but! i stayed till 8pm tring to finish printing the papers... damnit man! and i'm still not done wid it. havta go back early on monday to finish it. the most frustrating thing is tt my lappy sucks big time.. and so does the printer. stupid lor.. always waste my time doing stupid things. e.g. the printer doesn't collate even when i've pressed the button on the lappy. so in the end wat did i do? separate a stack of 8 sets of 51 pages long paper. irritating!! arghhh....

and i stayed till 9.15pm on thurs.. also to find myself standing nxt to the printer. tian ahhh... can't they buy a better printer? sheesh! i spend 12hrs at work... can u imagine tt? and 12 hrs later.. i find myself back in the office again. wah!

i still haven't find myself a perm job lei... i'm i too slack? but everytime after work i feel so tired already! as for wkends.. sometimes i'm out.. sometimes i just don't feel like doing anything but to rest, watch tv and read gd storybk.

haiz.. tokin abt work. i was so angry wid this pretty gal in my office. i tot i nearly screamed at her! how gd and efficient can someone be when ur asking another temp for help? meaning... she herself is a temp.. and she's askin me for help! ok... u all can reason and judge this urself. Since she asked for my help.. it only explains tt she's very busy rite? so if she's real busy... den why isit she can leave the office so much earlier den me? it only goes to explain tt she can cope with it herself... so why ask for my help? i think sometimes i'm being too helpful already. correct or not ah? haizz... but i felt quite bad yest when trying to reject her. but after thinking over it... it was worth the reject. coz i stayed till 8pm! while she left at 7pm i think... eesh...


and.. this is the best part... when another lady was asking both of us abt our progress and how we feel. she rasied the issue of a pay increase. I agreed. But after serious thinking... i tot it was quite unfair. Wat did she mean she wants a pay increase? i felt it wasn't fair!

1stly: i came in much earlier den her
2ndly: i'm a graduate... and mind u.. 2nd upper class honours
3rdly: i was from business...
4thly: she's only a diploma holder
5thly: she was from hospitality!!

so...uhuh.. its for the others to judge la!

6thly: how deserving is she when she's always aksin another temp for help? shit lor...
7thly: even though i'm more blur at work.. i try to work as fast as possible. and until i can't handle so many things all at a time (hers.. and my supervisor's) den i'll throw things back to her. afterall.. its HER work... NOT mine.

god... pls grant me a gd perm job with reasonable pay and gd future prospects pls!! tian ah!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

hi!!... 1st wk at work was smooth for me... work was ok.. but BORING! ppl thr was friendly.. but yet i find tt they seemed restricted, not fun lei... =(

hmm.. spoke to one of my supervisors abt me looking for a perm position.. she said she'll help me check their intranet. so hopefully thr'll be gd news...

i'll be 'sitless' tml.. no work station for me. damn sad... haiz. Y do they always ask me to do powerpoint? haiz... i hate powerpoint! ask me do something else mah.. so boring.

BORING BORING BORING!!

i've asked one of them hows my performance so far... coz as u guys noe, my computer skills such so much! asking me to amend sth may take a long time. BUT! she said im quite fast, its gd... heehe. i'm pleased to hear tt too! hopefully my performance will keep up to their standards... den i'll be safe!

haiz... its monday again tml. sianz.. no la, i'm not suffering from monday blues. but thr's really no motivation for me wor. sad huh??

went for massage today... so shiok man! i even fell asleep... lolz. My mom was supposed to go wid my aunt, but she was down wid flu, so i accompany my mom instead. heehe

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

hi ppl! finally found some time to blog.. heehe.. 1st of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! lolz... yeah i'm proud to be a s'pore citizen and also to be a singaporean. why not? just becoz we speak singlish doesn't mean tt we're tt bad u noe? we are a peaceful country.. making frenz with ppl from different race and religion. So tts a gd thing rite? racial harmony... haaha! unlike other countries with serious political riots... wars or even natural disasters. We shld consider ourselves to be lucky!

Okies... nxt up.. i'll be starting work tml. Nope.. it's not a perm or contract job. Its a TEMPORARY job.. meaning i'll be getting paid per hourly. =(.. sadded. haizz... so meanwhile, i'll still keep a lookout for other jobs. hopefully i'll be able to extend my work there. Oh.. i have not mention.. i'll be working at Standard Chatered Bank at Plaza by the park.. so ppl, feel free toask me out for lunch if ur nearby k? Hopefully the ppl at my work place will be easy to work with and to communicate with... *pray pray pray*

hey.. recently i have this urge to go on a holiday again. I keep wanting to go somewhr cooling so i get the chance to wear the windbreaker i bought when i was in China. haaha... hmmm.. i guess it'll be months before i can get to travel again. haiz... sianz la!! work work and nothing but work. haaha...

Friday, July 28, 2006

hmmm.. i finally found time to search the webby to decipher my dreams... u know, i always have this dream tt my teeth are dropping. And whenever i wake up i'll reach to touch if my teeth are still in tact.. how weird rite?

Teeth represent the fidelity to self, the degree to which we support our decisions, respect our inner choices and remain true to what we love. Having your teeth harmed or removed reflects a compromise or decision which involved a deep and highly personal cost. False, loose or crumbling teeth reflect stresses, problems and difficulties at work. For a woman, to dream of a tooth loss and severe gum bleeding denotes that she is involved into an abusive relationship. Seeing healthy white teeth in the dream indicates that you have much personal freedom.

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Falling out; means that you may have an upsetting experience with someone or something. Or, simply put, unpleasant news.
To have your teeth cleaned or brushing your teeth; you have to fight for what is yours.
Admiring; good news is coming.
Toothless; Powerlessness over progressing.

Toothless
To dream that you are toothless, signifies your inability to reach your goals and advance toward your interests. Gloom and ill health will be part of your setbacks


teeth dreams
"My Teeth Are Falling"
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.

In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives
A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

and once, i dreamt of my 2nd aunt and grampa... me and my younger bro were somewhr near a place tt seemed to be like a cemetry..

Cemetery
To dream that you are in a cemetery, signifies sadness and unresolved grief.
ha..! i manage to get my bro to lend me his lappy.. phew. luckily my dad was standing on my side.. coz he at 1st refused to lend me his laptop, but my dad say my bro is very 'niao'.. haaha

hmm... im still waiting for the agencies to call me... today received another call from recruit express, regarding the job i applied at their website... forgot wat position is tt.. lolz

suppose to catch a movie wid jin todae, but places like cine and PS are fully booked... too bad. My bro and his gf will be watching pirates at bugis.. but the show will be quite late.

tml going sentosa wid shir and her frenz... supposedly we're all from the same sec sch. haaha... how funny. they planned to have dinner at pariss international... but i told her its too ex! dinner thr during the wkend will cost $50++!! I'm broke manz... realli i am! Yesterday went shopping wid hui and june... bought 4 tops for my work and interview.. hmmm... while shopping half way, saw jus and sm at G2000. haaha... how coincidental!

i wana save $$.. hmmm
=(

Saturday, July 22, 2006

darn... now i even resorted to using the lib's computer to do my usual online blogging... coz my bro's comp is down, and he simply just refused to lend me his lappy. stupid... i was so damn pissed with him the other day when i was rushing to send my resume to answer for an advert on the newspaper. i was sooooo bloody angry tt i nearly strangled him with my hands...!

hmm... seems to me tt everyone is busy with their own lifes now... seldom i hear anyone organising any activities nowadays. Gosh.. i miss the gd old days when we had so much fun back den! heehe... am i the only one who's slacking now? hmmm...

i'm quite embarrassed with my new hairstyle.. really, i think the lady had cropped too much of it. hmm.. i look like some lunatic escaped from the MPH... yikes! oh ya.. i got it straightened so tt my hair won't looked like some weed or grass...haaha. but tt costed me a bomb too! haiz.. i'm income-less.

oh... blogging in the lib is so diff.. coz i feel so much uneasy typing, i always turn ard to check to make sure thr is no one standing behind me to read wat i've typed... lolz.

Monday, July 17, 2006

woww... wat a tiring wk manz.

Woke up at 5.54am on sat to go jogging at bedok stadium, but was told it was closed for a private event. So i ended up jogging ard the park. haaha... so hardworking rite? I thought i chld sleep for the whole of sat noon, but ended up in Marina sq to meet jin, and later flora... we went to the baybeats at esplanade. The music played by Plain sunset was quite nice... yet i was disgusted by the crowd.. There were many pespiring and sticky ppl ard.. and while pushing thru the crowd, some guy's shlder rubbed against my cheek! yucks.. arghh, it was damn disgusting!! Later in the nite met up with sy and Hm at the prata shop near my hse to have supper together. Wat a super duper tiring day...

I spent my sundae with Jr and gang at Macritchie reservoir... heehe. It was my 1st time there. I didnt run la.. but we walked. It was ard 10.3km.. haaha. By the time we reached the end, i was exhasted, even started stoning already. muaaahha... it was quite a gd exercise though...

okies... i shall jog whenever i can... wahh seh, so healthy. lolz

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

haaha... watched an exciting soccer match btw France and Italy on Sunday nite... aiyoz... france nearly won if only number 20 jersey didn't kick a high goal and it rebounced out. Sheesh... and funni, duno if Zidane wanted a cool ending for his career... he head butt this guy from Italy.. and got himself a red card. Lolz.. real cool huh?

Supposed to go jogging for everyday for this wk, but was having cramps yesterday... i'll go jogging starting frm tml k? yeah... i need lotsa encouragement and support! lolz... Go go AGAH!!

Finished watchin my vcds... hey Jus... i really can finish the 24discs in 2 days u know... haaha. But coz i was too busy over the wkends, so i started only on Sunday nite when waiting for the soccer match to start. Full House is a nice show... shld go rent and watch.

See! At 1st i thought this actor is quite ugly... but after watching the show, i thought he is actually quite cute. lolz... His name is Rain/ Bi.. he's a Korean singer and dancer.











































And actress Song Hye Kyo is sss0o0o0o pretty and cute in the show - Full House. Aiyoz... even i'm drooling over her pretty face. haahha...so i can understand why guys are also doing so.



Even with specs.. she can also look so pretty. faintz... muaahhaha
















































Aiyo aiyo... so so pretty!!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Oh manz...! Italy managed to kick in 2 goals in the last 2 minutes of the extra time! arghh... Even though i support the Germans, but den I havta admit tt the Italians deserve to win. I duno... somehow i think players like Klose, Ballack, Lahm or Schneider are quite gd players. But den the Germans seemed to be lazy... they always wait for their fellow players to pass them the ball and to wait for the ball to roll at their feet. Seldom I see them running forward to their teammates to help them!!

I nearly got a heart attack watching them play last nite... wah piangz... duno wat they doing. Germany had so many chances of scoring, yet they seemed to had too much energy. They either kicked their ball too high up, or they kick their ball to far away from their teammates. Hadn't they learnt their lesson when kicking against Argentina!?? They're making their mistakes again!

Okies, so now with Italy in the finals, who do u think will be their opponent? France or Portugal? Hmmm... France has old and experience horses like Zidane, Henry, Viera and Ribery.. but den Portugal also has their powerful team including Figo, Ronaldo and the superb goal keeper - Ricardo! I think i'll root for France. heehhe...

With my favourite team Brazil out of the picture... everything seems to unpredictable now. haaha... My gramma woke up half way to peep at me in the living room, I told her thr's live soccer match. haaha... she somehow understood wat I was saying and didn't nag at me to sleep. Daddy came down during the extra 30mins. Funny... I tot guys in my famiy aint interested in soccer. I think I must have influenced him?? lolz...

Tonite will be another exciting match... GO FRANCE GOAL!!!! =)

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Day 6 - Our last day in Taipei...




This is the Hong Shao Niu Rou Mian (roasted beef noodles) near Bo Ai street. We had to dig thru our wallets and coins just to pay for this meal, coz we were both broke. We didn't know the Taiwan bank wasn't opened on Sat. Lolz.. This bowl of noodles costs NT$140 = S$7!! Expensive huh?! But i think it was quite worth the money, coz the beef is quite tender and its a very big bowl.





But pity this restaurant doesn't seem to have a name lei... i can't seem to find it. But it has a long queue of locals waiting to fill their stomachs with their delicious noodles.














Hey! Since when we visited America?? Lolz... if not how come thr is this statue of liberty?













Lotsa ppl queuing for the donuts. Yummz...

































Jin's cousin's taiwanese friend bought us dinner at this chinese local restaurant. Heard from them tt S'pore's Stefanie Sun always frequent this restaurant whenever she is in town to promote her songs. =)






This was what they ordered. The noodles are the best! The soup is just superb... though it tasted like the normal prawn soup noodles in S'pore. But the best part is tt the soup is refillable. So we can drink to our heart's content!






































After dinner we went to have dessert!! lolz... This is the famous dessert stall at Yong Kang Street. Many ppl order this mango ice kacang with mango sorbet on top. Don't drool pls... heehe.


































Nite view of the city at Yangmingshan.












This is the presidential office.














This is the green tea the local like to drink.. it doesn't taste as sweet as the green teas we have here. At Taiwan, I've drank many of their green teas, red teas, and also bubble teas. muahhaha...














Taipei 101,... looking cool!