Yupz.. I have started on my new job, in a new environment, with new colleagues. Haizz.. my 1st wk at work sucks big time! My heart seemed to be beating very fast... and I need to wear a digital watch to work to remind me that i have to do different things at different time.

9, 10, 11, 12, 1pm have to collect the faxes and distribute it. This already took me about 20minutes (minimum). But this is not just my portfolio!

At 945, 12.45 and 3.45pm I have to pack the things ready for the courier man to send it to another office.

And sometimes I can walk out to the main door to collect reports sent by the courierman. Idiotic. That explains why I'm so tired by the time i reach hm.

Faintz... I have to keep reminding myself of the times I have to do these things.. and its making me bonkas. My chair doesn't have the chanced to be warmed up by my butt.. coz I keep walking ard and running ard doing all kinda stupid stuff.

I miss my ex-colleagues... haiz. Not tt my present colleague aint nice.. but sometimes i feel left out coz they maybe so busy until they're skipping lunch, or lunching in. So.. on wednesday I was having lunch alone. so pathetic huh?

I pray i'll be able to move out of this horrible place asap.

I've to report early to work tml coz my mentor will be on half day to attend a course. So... al the best to me huh? I hope I won't mess things up. Haiz...