Haiyoz...! i'm left with less than 12 days to prepare for my exams!! HEELLPPP!!!

I get sick and tired whenever i have to pick up my esap notes to read thru them. Its just so sickening!! I mean, thr's so much to memorise, and i'm confused abt the format. I mean, i have frenz who already explained the format clearly to me, but i'm still confused. Sometimes i don't even know what the heck i'm confused abt. I think its becoz of the amt I've gota memorise. It just seemed so IMPOSSIBLE!! ya.. thr's this misson impossible 3 now going on in cinemas, and here i'mtlaking abt anoher misson impossible. Lolz... Well, what i'm suppose to do is to know all the weird and funny terms and memorise well for the essay rite? But I'm afraid of knowing only a few terms, and tt's not going to help me pull thru section A! coz section consists of qns from the whole subject... wah piangz.. =(

Oh by the way, esap stands for Elements of Social and Applied Psychology. Ya.. I'm becoming a psycho soon. Maybe i can soon understand what is everybody else thinking... ha! Mindreading... yeah. I also have frenz telling me that the marking for it isin't tt strict coz many of them scored quite well the previous yr. Hell of a heck... tt doesn't mean i'll do the same rite?

pray pray pray... and stillpraying. Hopefully this nitemare will end as quickly as possible. Daddy was telling me today, he offered to sponser for my Taiwan trip, as long as I did well for this final yr. Oh manz... and what if I didn't do as well as I ought to? "You can return me the $ lor..." Faintz.. I'd rather spend my own hard earned $ without guilt, rather than getting him to sponser me, only to spend it with fear and guilt that may eventually turn into disappointment! And instead of ging on a shopping spree i might end up flying home with all my money still in my pockets. But of coz.. who knows, if i really did well, I might go on another trip! hey... what a great idea! muaahahaaahaha....!! yah, I really hope so...

Everytime my cousin see me she'll ask "so are ur exams over?' arghh....! NO IT ISIN"T!!! How many times must i repeat myself, it'll only be over on June 14th. ya its quite unbelievable to see how hardworking all of us are now, when the exams only last for ard 2 wks! Ans to be exact, the examination is only held for 3 days only!! (I'm talking abt myself of coz...) 1st 2 papers all in a day, and the last 2 papers are only 1 days apart. How bad can their time management be? Shucks..! they shld go read up more abt tt...

Okies... back to my e..sa..p again. euwww... mental torment!! =(