Sunday, June 27, 2004

Congratulations, Emily!
Your IQ score is 113

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

Get to the heart of the matter. See what happens when one woman has to figure out where her true love lies.
hi...seems tt its been quite some time since i've written anything here.today's a sunday, im slacking at hm, enjoying the wkend. well, im now busy with my work, currently working for Directions M&C pte ltd. my work is abt calling up the media or press abt the publication of coffee bean, mamma mia or my dining rm. and also receiving requests from various top singapore stylist for clothes such as CK, celine and stuff like tt. besides tt, i've got2 flipped thru tons of magazines n cut them out, so tt i can do reports. hmm... I've been thr for abt 1wk already. the 1st wk was superb stressed, perhaps im still new, tryin 2 get settled down n 2 familarise myself with their way of doing things. sometimes my memory is quite bad, so cant remember stuff.. sometimes will kana scolding. lolz...

i'll be working thr till 20th August, till Cecilia returns frm her maternity leave. till den, i'll habta tink of wat i shld occupymyself with till sch reopens on the 13th September. hahaha.... im actually quite comfortable working thr, minus the stress and pressure they give me. but wat do they expect?! im a temp who is doing a perm job leh.. and only paying me $6/hr.. how unfair rite? shld pay me Cecilia's mthly wage. lolz...besides tt, Tina's (the boss) hse is great! with a nice swimming pool..6 maids, nicely decorated living rms.. hehhe! and Charlene has been helping me lots. tink maybe at 1st she abit buay tahan me..but now as i slowly begin to learn their way of doing things, im much betta la..

hmmm.... i longed for a holiday. i wish i can travel somewhr away frm singapore for a period of time. maybe china, taiwan or even malaysia. Mom said tt Siew Moi has been posted to Taipei, so haha, hinting nxt time we can go thr n stay wid her, so de accomodation expenses are saved!

btw, i'll b taking computer based info system in yr2, but seems 2 me tt no1 i noe is taking tis subject! jialat...meaning i've gota start 2 open my mouth n 2 make new frens... i dread to do such stuffs, sometimes i tink its a little troublesome, though i dun mind making more frens...results will be out late august, so hopefully, i'll pass all subjects and move on smoothly to yr2. den another 1.5 yrs, i'll graduate wid a Bachelor of Science in Business degree.. hahahah!! den duno after tt how.. duno work 1st or continue gettin a masters. tt i'll decide later, depending on my results. NO PRESSURE k! lolz..

later got2 visit ah ma, its been like 1 or 2 wks ever since i visit her. so must go... see if she's feeling betta after she's discharged frm de hospital. Mom said she feel like going for SPA...heheh! maybe i can tag along, afterall, the package she bought for me last yr, i haven even been thr once leh. so must try rite? dun waste $$... later thr's an expiry date. muahahaha...

Friday, June 04, 2004

heyhey..im so bored now. lolz.. so i tot of droppin by2 write a new blog la..

i got a shock de other day when jiahao told me he's cuming 2 study at SIM. my 1st reaction was like 'are u serious?! joking r u??' hahah... i told sweeyee n jiarong abt it, n they were luffin their heads off. coz i was askin him if he has frenz cuming over as well, so having company isin't a prob.he said yes, and told me his camp mates will b thr 2.den he continued saying tt few of them are vry handsome, can intro2 me. so its natural 4me 2 say im nt interested...esp having anything2 do wid him. so he tot i was very focused on my studies. so i asked how cum its nt poosible4 me2 be a lesbian instead? at 1st he told me im confusing him, making him worried n he maynt b able2 sleep in de nite.. oh manz... gimme a break! (puipui!!) den i continued tokin abt lesbians..den he was askin me if i dun like guys.. wat a joke..coz he said it'll b a wasted if im realli a les..cum on la..if i realli were 1, i whldn't even hab gone out wid him on a date rite? but tink tt was a bad move...hehhe

jr was askin me, y dun i just give him a chance, coz he seem 2b so persistant. over my dead body manz!! awww...gimme a break, tts de last thing i ever need...i told andy tt i feel very uncomfortable in jh's presence.. nt sure y also.perhaps due2 de fact tt he bared his feelings 2me b4..so i tend 2 wana avoid him. i myself is just as confused...but i realli dun believe tt he still feels tt way.coz its been a yr or so..unless he's so infatuated la..but i doubt so. he's just flirting away. yuckss..tinking abt him makes me wana puke...im serious!! i reali do feel tt way.. my hair stands just de mentioning of him. n he asked if i hab some1 in mind alreadi...

jr n sy said they dun mind 2b my supposedly gfs. haha.. im sure mani others like jin,dot n ll also dun mind la...andy said i shld tell him im attached. dun1 la.. later he ask tis n ask tt...den i'll hab a hard time again rite? whr2 find a guy2 pose as my bf? hahha... i realli pray hard tt we dun end up being in de same class. coz i just found out tt i'll b taking FA in yr2, and coincidentally, he's taking tt in his yr1. my eyes nearli popped out,i nearli screamed, and i was absoutely dumbfounded..... lolz. im nt exageratting k.. i realli do feel tis way.

jr told me i just just tell him i dun feel anything.but since tt time, he haven said anything abt being interested,though its still very obvious. i just take things as it comes la.if he still carries any hope, i shall not b merciful..hahha...if nt i'll just take it tt nth happens...to pretend is my forte.. muahaha...

jin im waiting 4u 2b back so we can catch harry porter 2gether u noe.. u faster get ur ass back here! hope u have a fun time in korea.. btw, im goin on a dive trip nxt wk. this time2 tioman. shiok man! im realli looking 4ward 2it. den nt sure if its end june or earli july we're goin redang.. hehhe..

Thursday, June 03, 2004

im feelin much betta nowadays, duno whether if its becoz exams r over, so de heavy load is off my shlders 4de time being. dot just broke up wid zac... she seems ok 2me when i met her4 a swim tt day. coz i tot i needed exercise, and its also gd4 her 2exercise n take her mind off tt.hope she'll cope well wid tt la.. but all along she wasn't tt gd at managing such stuff, so hope she'll b fine tis time. try2 put all de unhappy things behind u, i tink tts de best thing u can do. i mean, i tink i had a worse ordeal as compared2 her, but nevertheless, both matters cause us pain.. if i can see it thru, den i see tt she can also rite?

i still misses grampa alot..but i guess i hab other things2 tink abt rather den puttin my soul n mind on it. i mean.... grampa is realli gone, tt's a fact which i cant change. if i chld & hab de powers, i whld stop tt frm happening of coz.. but i guess its always betta 2tink otherwise.. he maybe betta over at de other side.. 49 days of his death is over.. as according2 de buddhist readings, every1 will recarnate within de 49 days, or on de 49th day. grampa is a gd man, so i realli tink tt he'll find peace, comfort & joy, b it wherever he is, i wish him all de best. i told him i'll miss him, we'll all miss him. im nt sure if he can hear me, but i guess he will feel de same way........sometimes in de middle of de nite, just b4 i go 2bed,i may just tink of him suddenli, and de pain comes back...esp when i tot of tt fateful day.no1 will ever 4get.......

gramma is fine i guess... but still sometimes making a molehill out of nth...but we're all tryin2 give way 2her.

de nxt person im worried abt is ah mah...i went2 visit her on wednesday,got a shock...i dun wish2 say tt...but de way she's behaving, looks like how grampa looked b4 he passed away. so at de thought of tt,i cried....i tink mom noes wat i was tinking,but she was solemn. i noe every1 has2 go thru wat we call de 'life cycle'. but it is de pain tt i feel terrible abt.its true tt we'll b fine after tt,but it is during tt very moment when time passes very slowli...and we wish tt time can turn back....i dun deny tt im afraid tt ah mah will nt last thru. im guilty coz im nt close2 her..coz after 20yrs, i still cant speak a proper sentence of teo chew..like grampa, she has slimmed down alot...and its realli ALOT. de way she looked at me... im afraid.i maybe strong as some of my frenz see me..but im nt sure if i can take such things..esp 2at a go..

though i haven been thru a relationship heart ache, but sometimes i tink tt wat im goin thru seems 2b more n worse den those whu experience breakups... sometimes i tink if onli ppl can tink of other things, de other type of pain tt ppl experience den they'll feel less pain... but guess it depends on every individual.....haizz...if onli...