Friday, June 04, 2004

heyhey..im so bored now. lolz.. so i tot of droppin by2 write a new blog la..

i got a shock de other day when jiahao told me he's cuming 2 study at SIM. my 1st reaction was like 'are u serious?! joking r u??' hahah... i told sweeyee n jiarong abt it, n they were luffin their heads off. coz i was askin him if he has frenz cuming over as well, so having company isin't a prob.he said yes, and told me his camp mates will b thr 2.den he continued saying tt few of them are vry handsome, can intro2 me. so its natural 4me 2 say im nt interested...esp having anything2 do wid him. so he tot i was very focused on my studies. so i asked how cum its nt poosible4 me2 be a lesbian instead? at 1st he told me im confusing him, making him worried n he maynt b able2 sleep in de nite.. oh manz... gimme a break! (puipui!!) den i continued tokin abt lesbians..den he was askin me if i dun like guys.. wat a joke..coz he said it'll b a wasted if im realli a les..cum on la..if i realli were 1, i whldn't even hab gone out wid him on a date rite? but tink tt was a bad move...hehhe

jr was askin me, y dun i just give him a chance, coz he seem 2b so persistant. over my dead body manz!! awww...gimme a break, tts de last thing i ever need...i told andy tt i feel very uncomfortable in jh's presence.. nt sure y also.perhaps due2 de fact tt he bared his feelings 2me b4..so i tend 2 wana avoid him. i myself is just as confused...but i realli dun believe tt he still feels tt way.coz its been a yr or so..unless he's so infatuated la..but i doubt so. he's just flirting away. yuckss..tinking abt him makes me wana puke...im serious!! i reali do feel tt way.. my hair stands just de mentioning of him. n he asked if i hab some1 in mind alreadi...

jr n sy said they dun mind 2b my supposedly gfs. haha.. im sure mani others like jin,dot n ll also dun mind la...andy said i shld tell him im attached. dun1 la.. later he ask tis n ask tt...den i'll hab a hard time again rite? whr2 find a guy2 pose as my bf? hahha... i realli pray hard tt we dun end up being in de same class. coz i just found out tt i'll b taking FA in yr2, and coincidentally, he's taking tt in his yr1. my eyes nearli popped out,i nearli screamed, and i was absoutely dumbfounded..... lolz. im nt exageratting k.. i realli do feel tis way.

jr told me i just just tell him i dun feel anything.but since tt time, he haven said anything abt being interested,though its still very obvious. i just take things as it comes la.if he still carries any hope, i shall not b merciful..hahha...if nt i'll just take it tt nth happens...to pretend is my forte.. muahaha...

jin im waiting 4u 2b back so we can catch harry porter 2gether u noe.. u faster get ur ass back here! hope u have a fun time in korea.. btw, im goin on a dive trip nxt wk. this time2 tioman. shiok man! im realli looking 4ward 2it. den nt sure if its end june or earli july we're goin redang.. hehhe..

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