oh btw... perhaps sandy and kaili have been sick of hearing me saying this "AM I GETTING FATTER??!" hahha... but de truth is... i do seem to be heavier, or at least i tot my weight shld stay, despite de fact tt my weight always fluctuate. but den again, does tt mean being heavier = getting fatter= looks fatter? oh nooo0o0o!! seriously, i haven been eating alot, like how i use to in de past, but den.... im heavier?! wat kinda theory is this?!!! arghhh....

i'm just eating normal, sometimes i even skipped my lunch (not purposely, but sometimes either i dun feel like eating, or thr isint time to eat!) haizz... or isit coz im stressed, so my hormones are imbalance? hahahhaaa.... u noe i went to kfc on mondae, duhhzz... i can't even finish my 2 piece meal!! i finished my whipped potato and half a pkt of small fries and was into my 1st chicken. half way thru biting and chewing... im so bloated and full!! euuww... sounds disgusting yeh? lolz... real funni... my stomach is so weird. when i was in sec sch, i could finish a mac up sized meal, but now... half way into de burger i'm so darn bloated alreadi... perhaps i was realli growing at tt period. hahhaha....! HOMONES IMBALANCE...! hehhe...

oops...! i didnt noe it has been this long since i last blogged. hahhaa...well, just being busy coz had a few tests this wk, and also, mock exams is just round de corner. it'll be just ard 2 to 3 wks after Chinese new yr. snorez... so tired! aahhh.... still hav lotsa things not done yet!

I'm so confused wid my AF... duno wat to do, no matter how long i read or stare at de book, i still encounter probs whenever i do my assignments! sick manz!!! haizz...as for cbis, duno how de hell to apply wat was taught to de ans... haha, i was sort of using general knowledge when asnwering for my test on wed. de test on tues was worse, i forgot how2 label my diagram, so since i saw ppl copying from de notes, i pulled out and started to see how 2 label de diagram. who noes?!! de lecturer appeared out of no where, and was beside me. haha! was a shock! she said "aiya, dun worrie, just put ur notes on the table, at least ur forcing urself to write, its ok." wah piangz... i didnt realli copy la... but wrote in my own language. haha... as for mon's hrm test, oh oh...! i didnt attend. hahhaa... couldn't finish reading all de materials la! so mani... 5 topics covered and de damn bloody hell lecturer told us a test 1 wk ago. how2 prepare when i hav 2 other tests in de same wk? siao!!

lalalala.... todae is thurs.. can rest liao... pheeww... catch a breather. den this wkend wun be free either, coz havta help bake the cashew nuts and fry the cracker. oh me godness... still havta go NTUC to help buy those drinks and sweets! arghh... tough time! i still hav so much things haven study yet! cool cool... tis is onli mock... no sweat!! no sweat!! lolz...

relaxxx la!!! dun pressurize me. after quarreling wid mummy de other day, she actually stopped her naggings!! ww0o0o0o!! peace man! perhaps she really tot how stress and presurrized i was. it's true! tink of last yr, i didnt give a damn when it was mock. but now.. im freaking out!!! no time no time... (minus time set aside for entertainment e.g tv, movies, shopping, CNY, chit-chatting, do nth) hahaha... perhaps she noe i'm trying... hmm.... i dun wan anything to happen this yr. not when im tryin to study for my exams. choyy!!! touch wood...

hey girls! just ta-han this for say... another 5 mths, den we'll be able to enjoy k? Hong Kong? Taiwan? or Diving? hehehe... ^-^

oh ya! i forgot to tell u all... i went to mediacorp on monday lei!!!

hahahahaa... coz i happened to stay in sch to study, den saw ruiyi, she asked me, saying she has extra tickets to watch them record 'top fun' this chi variety show, wid mark lee and chen jianbin as the hosts. they're so funni, yet lame at de same time! muahahaa

den fish leong was also thr! free singing of 2 songs for us! hurrayyy!! den i also saw michelle xie yunyi! aiyoz.... so slim! w0o0o0o... and huang biren is damn tall lor... even when wearing sports shoes, she's still taller den michelle. hanor...

I'M SO TIRED!! for 3 executive days i've been in sch till 6pm. wah piangz...tis wk had been quite busy, attending lectures and consultation classes. tian ahhh...!

hmm... he msg me suddenli to clarify things wid me. i'm glad he did. coz previously our relationship had been quite messy and confusing. well... im feeling relieved. coz i noe thr's just sth wrong if he did realli felt de way he shldn't be feeling. hhahaa... but den, he's quite a nice guy la. so... still available for gals out thr..

i duno, hui said its quite sad. perhaps she's comparing me with dorris. well, maybe thr's always an exception to such relationships la. i noe he's nice, but we're just not meant to be, so nvm lor. hahha... not tt i've gave anything in this 'relationship'. so im not upset la.. yawnz...

lallalala... tml goin relc to pay sch fees. mummy was so shocked to noe my exam fees is 2 thousand plus. hahaha... okies! i'm determined to pass all my subjects. pls dun blame me la, failing econs last yr was an accident. i promised not to repeat de mistake. *failing doesn't make my life any easier also lor* duhzz...

happy 13th brithday aaron!
though i dislike this stupid boy having irritating me on many occasions, i still love him as a little bro!

hope he'll grow up to become a handsome and also, well behave guy.

noe wat? i was still checking on his homework, den he was yelling saying he'll noe wat to do, ask me stop bothering him. den i realised tt true enuff, he's alreadi in sec sch, i shld stop acting as though he's still in pri sch. ok! no strings attached! i'm not gona b kpo auntie and nag... ha!

=) happy 21st birthdae to hui!

wat a lazy afternoon... yawnz. i just woke up frm my afternoon nap. ha! fell asleep (or rather i just told myself to sleep) when reading my cbis notes. sianz. another test coming soon on 26th. arghh!! tis is 1 of the subjects i dislike, noe y? coz i just can't relate it. everything is in computing terms and its not tt easy as though they're gona ask u "wats a mouse?". duhzz....

snorez... i'll havta work doubly hard this yr. coz last yr, grampa's death came unexpectedly just a few wks before my exams. last minute cramming + his death wasn't easy for me to cope. so this yr, i'll just havta start revising earli, just in case u noe, well... just in case. (i'm keeping my fingers cross...)

tink i'll start making notes for cbis 1st (coz its de subject i tink is de toughest) den followed by AF (another tough subject for a simple brain like mine), den i can slowly revise my mkting and hrm. not tt i tink these 2 subjects are easy, but they're easier to relate to our daily lives in terms of its content, its more realistic, rather den tt dead cbis. arghh...

mock exams is coming in say...6 wks time. coz its startin at de end of feb... den in btw we have final revisions wid local lecturers and workshops. den the real terror begins ard end of may to starting of july. =(

(i absolutely hate exams...!)

ohh... yawnz.

fell sick on wednesday. my bodyached as though someone split it into 2... even had difficulty turning over when i was sleeping. haizz... went to see a doc, and the medicine made me groggy and dizzy. so fell into deep sleep for almost the whole day. so wat a perfect excuse to skip my cbis class again.. *oops...pls ignore tis * hahha!

hmm... todae is friday, wat have i done? err... read abit of mkting, was determined to do part of my assignment, but switched on the radio and thr i go, singing along. no work done... oops...! read abit of hrm but none went into my brain. tot tt wat i read frm de article kareem gave was absolutely rubbish! muahaha... okok, shall continue working on my assignment later.

tml is hui's bdae party in advance. lets wish her happy 21st birthdae!!! woww... tt sounds old doesn't it? hahah... mine whld b 11 mths later. lalalala...aaron's bdae is also de same as hui. he says he wan to have a bbq. wats de matter? he's onli 13th tis yr, and he wans to invite his frenz over. wats de big deal? cheyy!! i didnt buy him anything though.

he was tellin me in de face, "u betta buy me a billabong or OP pencil box..."
i replied "i have no $$ la... broke alreadi!"
he said "how can u have no $$ when u can buy ur frenz a bdae present?!"
and i argued "tts de reason i'm broke! after buyin her present i'm left wid less than $60 for de whole of january!"

faintz... he just doesnt understand. onli 13 wat?! wats de big deal... maybe i can psycho my mom to buy him tt instead. anyway, he got a new sony erricsson hp. tts more than anything else... dont u agree?? ha...

hmmm....i'm not thinkin of him anymore. coz yest i turned on the radio, and this gal wrote in and her story is similar to mine. so i guess we're just very gd frenz. which is also a gd news ya?? hmm....

i'm HUNGRY laa!!!!!!!!! but i have no appetite... -_-
after being sick, i've been eatin very little. as little as like 3 bread in a day... *faintz...* wat a perfect excuse to b on diet. ha... u see how long can tis go... u can predict. no longer than 1 wk! muahahaha...

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