so much so for this stupid computer, i typed so much in here yesterday and non of it was saved. stupid...

haizz... think life is short... another of my relative passed away. come to think of it, its kinda coincidental, coz apart from my grampa, he's de 3rd relative to pass away, sometime similar to the other of my relatives. hmmm... heard he had a tumour in his brain, and TB. i got to know from my mom tt TB is usually spread through saliva... so chances of his family getting infected is also high... hmm....

haizz... very frustrated and anxious abt exams, i'm only left with 1 mth, or rather 1 mth - 1 day. coz my 1st paper will be on 12th may. arrgghh...!! got back my cbis and af mock scripts yesterday. well... it was a flop! failed both of them.i needed 4 more marks to pass my cbis, and my af was terrible! haizz... i was so disappointed, coz joyce passed her cbis. i'm not being competitive, but then she studied it last min lor... while i started preparing for it a little earlier than her. bloody hell... perhaps being a little IT savy whld had helped alot in this subject. she scored 46, which was 12marks above the passing mark. (note: the passing mark is 34) sianzz.....i'm so jealous, envious and disappointed...

oh btw, did i mention i passed my mkting? but its also disappointing, coz i did 4 essays, scored the same marks as sandy who did 3 essays. HA! so roughly can tell who did more studying rite? actually i went out of point for the last qns.. or rather, i didnt know how to do tt qns, so i anyhow write. hhhaa...anyway, mkting couldn't have been any disappointing than af! i've never been so...so.so........ well, nevermind. its just terrible! hahha, i showed my bro my script., and his reaction was like 'wat?! i wonder if u do any studying'.. he told me to look at his paper on the sofa, which was labelled 'A-' at the top. duhzz... its only an assignment, a tutorial lor, i also did very well for my assignments. bloody hell...

not enuff time, but so much things to do.... howhowhow?!!!!!

i wana bang my head against the wall.
seems tt i'm gona fail all my subjects for prelims ( excluding mkting)

yuck... i suck at studying...
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