yawnz...morning! woke up at 10+am just now, finished eating my milo balls and reading the newspaper. hmmm... i've been thinking alot since yesterday... i just can't figure out y. i mean, wat really happened to him? does ppl gain weight once they are attached or wat? so the need to feel and look beautiful isin't impt anymore?? i got a shock of my life when i saw him yesterday...even jin say she saw me jump. frankly speaking, i was, indeed shocked to see him like that. afterall, he was once my... (ahem!).... prince charming. coz he was so considerate, understanding, and caring... i still tink he's like that, but den... judging frm the physical appearance, i can't comprehend what is going on.

yaa yaa, teachers also teach us not to judge a book by its cover and not to judge a person from their outer appearance, and i've learnt an impt lesson from yesterday's birthdae bbq party. frenz who were huge and looked like teddy bears who accompany to sleep, now looked like hunks from baywatch... and those who were once pretty and handsome, now looked like they were surrendering hands down, defeated by the temptation of good food. haizz.... hmm, i wonder if im the latter.. hahahha!! some things are worth thinking abt. i was telling 1 of my guy frenz to bring me into camp with him so tt i can also slim down abit. lolz

i've been in a daze like mode since yesterday when i woke up... i'm still in my own world now. i seemed to be thinking of something, yet i have no idea what is that 'something' i am thinking. weird... yes, i'm a weirdo. emily the strange... ha!