ahem ahem! haiz... having a bad throat and cough this new yr. guess i must have eaten too much of those heaty goodies. hahha...

well, this new yr have been a boring one. actually doesnt make a difference, just like any other normal day. most of my relatives didnt come coz they tot we're not celebrating. not true lei! we still welcome ppl, but den we didnt make tis new yr a much of a 'hoo ha' thingy. not really suppose to go hse visiting, but still i went, coz my mom's frenz didnt mind, so ask my mom to bring me along. so boh bian la, she drag me along. of coz i whld hav stayed at hm, even though thr's nth much to do at hm too. sianz...

tis is the 1st new yr widout grampa... feeling a little weird during reunion dinner, coz he is not thr. den we havta go to my ah ma's hse during de 1st day, so gramma is at hm alone wid de maid. usualli she'll be sitting nxt to de door wid my grampa, half alssep, half waiting for other relatives to come by. but tis yr is different... she's alone. haizz... i'm feeling a little sad. den my aunt brought her vcr to my hm coz we found a tape tt we took when going china for holiday. grampa is also in tt tape. so when i came hm, daddy ask me to put the tape, he wana watch, coz gramma is asleep. i put de the inside, but den it got stucked!! i panick like hell, so told daddy to take it out himself. he asked my bro to bring it to the shop to fix it. tis is the onli thingy we have since my bro's lappy break down, den all of grampa's pics also vanished within tt very minute. so pray hard tt tis tape whld b ok...

after new yr is mock exams... jialat la! haven even finish revising. i'm determine to make amendments for last yr. no way whld i staudy last min again... for i pray tt nth will happen tis yr. i'm also feeling guilty for failing my econs last yr. grampa always emphasize de need to study hard and make a mark for myself. this is my driving force, HE IS MY DRIVING FORCE... i'll do my best. i promise...