Friday, June 16, 2006

Time really flies.. doesn't it? The day before yesterday was my last day of exams.. To think of it, actually this yr's exam is more manageble than the other yrs... Haiz.. except tt i screwed up my Msm paper. SHEESH...! And if i had practised and paid more attention on my matrix, i chld have done my Mm rite.As for the theory subjects.. i've really done what I chld do.. perhaps I shld have added a few more pts here and thr, but it just didn't occured to me when I was sitting in the exam hall... =X

I'm so relieved that this nitemare is over... not that I may have another nitemare when the results are out, but somehow I think i'll be safe.. in the sense that i'll be able to pass my subjects. However, u can't be too sure abt it too! Just like what my younger bro keep saying to me. He is quite rite abt this, but also, he can't wait to see me fail, so he can laugh over my failure. U can see how evil and sinister my bros can be.. my elder bro even changed his password and deny me access to his lappy. So mean!! But den this morning he changed his mind and changed the password back to the old one. Hmmm... tts more like it..I think he can't stand me nagging and giving him a black face. Lolz...

Suddenly after the exams, I feel so carefree, and I have less nitemares and can sleep better in the nite. I don't know if I gace myself too much pressure this time round, but I really hope to do well. Ya, partly coz I really want to wear my graduation hat during the convocation, and partly wishing my gramma can take the photo with me. Many things happen over these few yrs, and they happen to quickly.. Sometimes I though I'll go crazy when I'm studying for my exams. I can just suddenly breakdown and to reminisce abt the old times. I really missed grampa, ah ma and my aunt. Actually more for my grampa... we really spent quality time together as a family. haizz...

Okies.. I really have not thought abt getitng myself a job. I'm really enjoying the freedom I've got rite now. Frankly speaking, I don't quite like being stucked in the office and when its time for lunch, i'll go outside and eat, then when time is up, i'll have to return to the office and slog my day infront of the computer. Thats not quite exactly what I want. I told Daddy whld really wish if I chld open my own shop and sell the things i want. Like baking and cooking nice pastries, pasta, and delicious desserts... And my dad and mom didn't quite disagree with me.They didn't chide me for being unrealistic...but then, having the capital and the capability is another thing. haiyoz...

Anyway, I'm looking forward to spending my holidays in Taiwan with J, too bad D can't join us, or else we'll have a great time thr! hmmm...

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