yawnz... i'm still unemployed. slacking at hm everyday... but its a gd thing i'm not working... coz i can enjoy staying at hm.

i have all the time in the world now...
so much time tt my mind started roaming...
tinking of grampa quite frequently
and the sight of my sickly ah ma made me quite sad
y isit tt when we have to grow old?
y isit tt we have to die?
y isit tt after we die, we cannot communicate with the live ones?
where is the exact place they'll go after the die?
will they forget us?
if only there is immortality...
but tt would mean tt there'll be overpopulation everywhere..
and poblems like starvation, homeless and not having enough nutrition,
plus the problems created by natural diasasters.
daddy said natural diasasters are created by god to kill a portion of the population,
coz the fraction of those dying each day in the world aint enough..

hmmm.... okies, maybe i can psycho mummy to let me accompany her to go to taiwan. perhaps i'm realli fussy abt wat kind of jobs i get, but tts not my point of working... its not just for the sake of earning $...wat has gotten into me?? weird... i myself can't comprehend. *sighz*

time to go to the library to borrow some books to help me pass time more quickly.. afterall, its FOC! (free-of-charge).
=)