is christmas tt merry?? hmm.. i don't noe. thr's sth going on in my mind but i cant explain it.

saw snr in sch todae. my heart stop pounding and my blood turned cold and freeze. hahha. dun get me wrong, not tt i was surprised to see him, but i was shocked. a rude shock u can imagine. we were tokin outside megabites when i accidentalli turn my head and found him standing 1M away, staring at me. *faintzz* freaky man!! i felt as though my heart found its way to my mouth for a moment. i didnt noe wat to do, but to blurt out a 'err...hi!' lolz. it was terrible. and also at de busstop, he was thr! sandy was asking me if he changed his specs, well, i guess so. but its non-of-my-biz. hahahhaa... scary lei.... he gives me creeps and jitters down my back.

neway, todae is christmas eve's eve. we all went swensens for ice cream and logcake. i tot i onli promised to treat them de logcake, yet i can't explain wat happen to de $$i got back. hhaha, but nvm la. was fun indeed!guys were tokin like young sch boys and de gals were yakking away like siao char bohs. muahahaa... onli me and ruiyi concentrated on the 'earthquake'. lolz....

after tt we went ktv at cuppage, while justin and shaf went to play pool. actualli wana join them, coz i noe aaron wasn't inteerested in singing, and i had no plans to sing either. but den i was told he can't go in, coz underage. so we joined de rest instead. i onli sang a few songs. though didnt realli had de chance to sing, but on the other hand, i also have no mood to sing. abit sianz la.hahha...

i can't understand myself. how come when ppl are noisy i'll be quiet. den when ppl are like dead fishes, i'll be like a mad woman wid so much energy tt i duno whr i can let it out. hahhaha... i duno wats wrong wid myself. i'm confused, its complicated. do i realli like him? or isit tt he's too nice so i'm moved and trying to reciprocate? haizz....i duno........ i duno....