tadaaa!! i saw porky in sch on monday.. just outside the life. lolz.. he cut his hair.. muaahhaha
Anyway, hmm, caught The Brothers' Grimm on saturday with jin. I must say it was an interesting movie... we got the lovers' seat (coz only single seats were left...) and we sat nxt to this couple, and i tot the guy was a little noisy.. luckily this couple didn't do anything hankie pankie. Hahahaha... the lovers' seat was quite comfortable, but still not big enough for the 2 of us, and i was figgiting throughout the movie... after movie, we went to the this errr, wat do u call it? a showcase of the products of ppl who designed shirts and other stuff themselves. One of the items on display was the arrangement of flowers and wedding related items like flowers on the car, flowers on the door and wedding cutlery etc etc. It was so beautiful... jin told me to remember wat i saw, so nxt time for my wedding i'll have a rough idea of wat to do... hahaha. We walked past many of those wedding boutiques (coz we were at tanjong pagar area) and we were approached by this auntie standing outside 1 of those studios, and she asked if wana take a look at the new designs and wat not. My 1st reaction was 'Do i look like i'm getting married soon??' faintzz... i tink tt auntie didn't open her eyes big and wide enough.. haahaha. But boy! some of those wedding gowns on display are so nice... I like those simple yet look quite grand.. hehhe.
We went to the new retro cafe located just facing the main road now.. its very cosy and it is airconditioned...but its a little stuffy though. hahha, the fish and chips thr is quite nice... and at an affordable price, other cafes usually sell quite expensive. Jin say maybe she'll hold her bdae mini celebration thr.. I was also thinking likewise.. but its not very big, how to accomodate all my frenz? faintz...
hmmm...I crash todae's Mm lecture, but couldn't get in coz the admin lady was sitting outside giving notes. Haiz.. so mafan, made me missed the 1st half of the lecture. I still have a whole stack of notes waiting for me to collect. Suppose to go jb tml, but it postponed to nxt wk, coz J's passport needa be changed. but nvm la, more ppl, more fun rite? hehhe... So tml i'll slack at hm.. tink i betta do some work to read the notes, coz i'm really slacking too much. Betta catch up abit...
Since i'm free tml, mom ask me to go pray ah ma, afterall, tml's the 49th day. actually i'm feeling quite remorseful and ashamed of myself, coz i feel that i'm not as sad now, as compared to last yr when grampa passed away. I do admit i'm closer to my grampa, coz we've been living under the same roof ever since i was born... as for ah ma, i only visit her once a wk, and as i grew older, once a wk became once a fortnight. Haizz... i really regret this. I really miss the things i would do for her when i'm at her place. sometimes we'll buy food that she could swallow, like char kuey teow or chwee kuey.. den i'll try to feed her. Sometimes when we have to leave, i bid her goodbye, she'll grab my hand very tight, refusing to let go. only when i say i'm hungry, going home for dinner, den she'll let go, and ask me to come again...
i cried when i was at kty with hui, J and ry... J sang this song and as i read the lyrics, it really made me think of my grampa and ah ma.. especially grampa, how he left us, leaving gramma alone in this world. She has no one whom she can complain to everyday, and no one whom she can chide everyday. Though now she tries so change her 'target', i think the feeling whld be different. I think my gramparents married at a very young age... so their love lasted for almost 70 yrs. thats a very long time. As for my ah ma, i noe my ah gong passed away a very long time ago, i've not seen him before (except for the 1st time i went to this grave). I must say my ah ma is also a very strong woman, when her husband pass away, she was probably in her late thirties. So alone, she had to raise and feed 3 children, with 1 at china. though my mom and aunt are more dependent and help to work to relieve her workload, my uncle was still very young at that time... they had to make more sacrifices...
The song she sang at the ktv was abt this story of an old grampa and old gramma, the old gramma passed away during war time (or was it the old grampa??),leaving the other one to fend for himself/herself. Their undying love lasted until the other party finally leave the world many yrs later... how touching... haizz...
I'm afraid of my gramma leaving me.. after wat had happened, it not possible not to think of it. I do try and wish to spend more time with her, but yet sometimes i just don't wish to go home. The feeling is contradicting... coz i find that something just feels lacking.. something is missing. Not that any of the furniture is missing.. but grampa is, grampa is missing. He's no longer around. I know it has already been a yr, but it just seems so...so....unbelievable. It seemed like just yesterday i last spoke to him... perhaps its because of the cpiture i put near the mirror. So i get to see him everyday...I'm ashamed of myself, coz i didn't put the photo we took with ah ma. I'm not even sure if there is a photo i took with her, just the 2 of us.
Some memories are best forgotten, yet some memories are meant to be cherished. Some of these memories can't be easily forgotten... no matter how long time has passed. I tried to learn how not to cry, but i failed. I really tried... but if i don;'t cry, i'll feel so terribly miserable inside. Inside feels rotten, burning... it feels like it is trapped inside, wanting and waiting to be let out, to be set free. My heart feels tight, pounding and beating very hard and fast... i feel stifled, there is a lack of oxygen... I'm suffocating.
pls set me free... of the pain that is accumulating everyday.....every single day..
Thursday, September 22, 2005
laaalalalalallala....
i've been out very often recently these days... i think i'm still in a holiday mood. oh gosh...!! oh no!! haahaha... when is it i'll get settled down (i mean to have the mood to study, and not to get married).
hmm, let me recap whr and wat i've done these days...
well, went out with the double Js and fg on fri to play pool, and to get lanterns for Mooncake Festival on Sunday... and me, being quite thickskinned, invited myself over to J's house to sample her mom's curry. lolz... and not bad la, its quite nice, though i still like my mom's curry better (sorrie sorrie =X). of coz i have to support my mom rite? haahaha... anyway, yapz, and her mom, being to nice, ask j's bro to pour me a cup of (i duno wat u call tt in english), but thise thingy is used to cook the curry... anyway, it smelled like some perfumed water, very nice... and tasted like ginger water, coz its towards the ending of swallowing it, it somewat tasted a little ... hot? err... no idea, i just swallowed the whole cup (literally...)
hmm.. and i went to sch for msm class on sat morning. den went out wid the gals... we went orchard to shop... and had lunch at Yoshinoya (after much consideration and hesitation). we yakked and gossiped... and H, being very excited and ji dong (as usual), talked with some food in her mouth. And trying very hard not to spit out her food, she unwittingly 'spitted' some salixva on my right arm (coz she was sitting on my right). and oh man! i kept quiet when there was only A drop of her saliva, but as she got more ji dong... more saliva dropletz flew on my arm!~ and i tried to calm her down... muaaahahha.. anyway, we went ard, and i got a pretty nice small sunflower for W. coz after meeting the gals, I went off to NUS with ah swee to catch W shake his bum. lolz... it was quite nice.. except for 2 of the performance, i nearli fell asleep, coz i was so tired after 3 hrs of class and another 5 hrs of walking. but nevertheless, the hiphop part of exhilarating! very nice!!
and on sundae, i went out with the flutist (Jr, ah swee and LL). we had dinner at Marina... yummy! nice, but they 3 childed me for being so greedy and took too mani chicken! hey! seriously, i tot u gals were still hungry, tts y i took so much! haaahaha, luckily L came later and helped us to finish the chicken. heehehe... i like the prawns... yummy!! and gorging ourselves, we went to the field opposite to light our lanterns. NICE! and romantic (minusing the mosquitoes and flies which were busy brushing my legs). and den, we walked this path, and it led us right to the river! we sat thr, and lit candles and with our lanterns, we took many pictures. hehhehe... oh manz, i really missed the times we had in jc... especially the time we spent in the band rm! laughing, and practising for our performances, concerts and during practice. and i especially missed ** sitting nxt to me. muaahaha... anyway, L's leaving for Japan this coming Oct for... 1 WHOLE YR!! oh god.. i'll miss her lei! and she's not coming back for new yr... boo hoo! the 4 of us are gona be separated again... =(
yawnz, and for yesterdae, H, K, S and ah swee and I went JB to shop ard. haahaha.. we had fun! but my limbs really ached man... and i had to bore the 4 of them with my contant laughing madness, my whining and complaining. haahaha, sorrie gals, but my soles are really sore, so i can't walk alot. they had to give in to me, and to sit down somewhr to take a break. we went to City Square, and also to Plaza Pelangi... actually i must say, the shopping thr is quite bad. i mean, perhaps their sense of fashion is differrent from mine. Anyway, i bought a of jeans... for only S$34! cheap rite? yeah... its a bargain... i whld lurv to purchase a few more, but the gal said the other pair which i lurv, doesnt come in my size. how sad... and i bought home 3 Dunkin Donuts! I like the one that had sugar power outside, and it oozes with chocolate inside! its really very nice... and i regretted only buying 1 of that flavour. the other 2 i bought was ok... not as nice as the 1 i had. (slurp slurp...)
i came home, like a dead pig, i was sss0o0o sleepy! i nearly wanted to skip my MM class today, but i thought, its not gd la, afterall, sch term had just started! and wat a way to start a whole new sch term... i must be more hardworking.. coz its my final yr... betta work harder and score well. i pormise... to earn more $ in the future is my motivation to work harder for my final yr now. i wana earn more $, so tt i can buy more nice stuff, and also, to let my parents live more comfortably (not tt they're not comfortable now, but, they maybe able to retire earlier) afterall, my younger is only in sec1 now... so if i were to porvide them monthly amt of stable income, they will be relieved to know their precious jem (ahem! tts me...) has grown up, and is able to take care of herself.
$ $ $, is a rich WOMAN"S world... i'm a woman... muaahahahaa
i've been out very often recently these days... i think i'm still in a holiday mood. oh gosh...!! oh no!! haahaha... when is it i'll get settled down (i mean to have the mood to study, and not to get married).
hmm, let me recap whr and wat i've done these days...
well, went out with the double Js and fg on fri to play pool, and to get lanterns for Mooncake Festival on Sunday... and me, being quite thickskinned, invited myself over to J's house to sample her mom's curry. lolz... and not bad la, its quite nice, though i still like my mom's curry better (sorrie sorrie =X). of coz i have to support my mom rite? haahaha... anyway, yapz, and her mom, being to nice, ask j's bro to pour me a cup of (i duno wat u call tt in english), but thise thingy is used to cook the curry... anyway, it smelled like some perfumed water, very nice... and tasted like ginger water, coz its towards the ending of swallowing it, it somewat tasted a little ... hot? err... no idea, i just swallowed the whole cup (literally...)
hmm.. and i went to sch for msm class on sat morning. den went out wid the gals... we went orchard to shop... and had lunch at Yoshinoya (after much consideration and hesitation). we yakked and gossiped... and H, being very excited and ji dong (as usual), talked with some food in her mouth. And trying very hard not to spit out her food, she unwittingly 'spitted' some salixva on my right arm (coz she was sitting on my right). and oh man! i kept quiet when there was only A drop of her saliva, but as she got more ji dong... more saliva dropletz flew on my arm!~ and i tried to calm her down... muaaahahha.. anyway, we went ard, and i got a pretty nice small sunflower for W. coz after meeting the gals, I went off to NUS with ah swee to catch W shake his bum. lolz... it was quite nice.. except for 2 of the performance, i nearli fell asleep, coz i was so tired after 3 hrs of class and another 5 hrs of walking. but nevertheless, the hiphop part of exhilarating! very nice!!
and on sundae, i went out with the flutist (Jr, ah swee and LL). we had dinner at Marina... yummy! nice, but they 3 childed me for being so greedy and took too mani chicken! hey! seriously, i tot u gals were still hungry, tts y i took so much! haaahaha, luckily L came later and helped us to finish the chicken. heehehe... i like the prawns... yummy!! and gorging ourselves, we went to the field opposite to light our lanterns. NICE! and romantic (minusing the mosquitoes and flies which were busy brushing my legs). and den, we walked this path, and it led us right to the river! we sat thr, and lit candles and with our lanterns, we took many pictures. hehhehe... oh manz, i really missed the times we had in jc... especially the time we spent in the band rm! laughing, and practising for our performances, concerts and during practice. and i especially missed ** sitting nxt to me. muaahaha... anyway, L's leaving for Japan this coming Oct for... 1 WHOLE YR!! oh god.. i'll miss her lei! and she's not coming back for new yr... boo hoo! the 4 of us are gona be separated again... =(
yawnz, and for yesterdae, H, K, S and ah swee and I went JB to shop ard. haahaha.. we had fun! but my limbs really ached man... and i had to bore the 4 of them with my contant laughing madness, my whining and complaining. haahaha, sorrie gals, but my soles are really sore, so i can't walk alot. they had to give in to me, and to sit down somewhr to take a break. we went to City Square, and also to Plaza Pelangi... actually i must say, the shopping thr is quite bad. i mean, perhaps their sense of fashion is differrent from mine. Anyway, i bought a of jeans... for only S$34! cheap rite? yeah... its a bargain... i whld lurv to purchase a few more, but the gal said the other pair which i lurv, doesnt come in my size. how sad... and i bought home 3 Dunkin Donuts! I like the one that had sugar power outside, and it oozes with chocolate inside! its really very nice... and i regretted only buying 1 of that flavour. the other 2 i bought was ok... not as nice as the 1 i had. (slurp slurp...)
i came home, like a dead pig, i was sss0o0o sleepy! i nearly wanted to skip my MM class today, but i thought, its not gd la, afterall, sch term had just started! and wat a way to start a whole new sch term... i must be more hardworking.. coz its my final yr... betta work harder and score well. i pormise... to earn more $ in the future is my motivation to work harder for my final yr now. i wana earn more $, so tt i can buy more nice stuff, and also, to let my parents live more comfortably (not tt they're not comfortable now, but, they maybe able to retire earlier) afterall, my younger is only in sec1 now... so if i were to porvide them monthly amt of stable income, they will be relieved to know their precious jem (ahem! tts me...) has grown up, and is able to take care of herself.
$ $ $, is a rich WOMAN"S world... i'm a woman... muaahahahaa
Thursday, September 15, 2005
This wk is the 1st wk of sch... and everything is going on well...
i'm only having classes on mon, wed and sat... haaha... i feel very slack.. coz i'm only attending sch only 3 days per wk, unlike last yr. Mon was my 1st day... and suddenly SIM seemed very crowded to me, hahha, probably coz they had a bigger intake this yr. Didn't see mickey or porky in sch though... lolz.
i'm feeling much betta recently... probably coz sch has started, and thr is less time for me to daydream. but i still misses my grampa and ah ma... haiz. i keep thinking of how i wana celebrate my birthdae, but den again, i'm sad at the thought that both of them couldn't see me graduate and wear my hat (duno wat u call tt) and robe. i pray that my gramma will be in gd health, to see me graduate... gramma received a phonecall frm grampa's bro, and he was sayin he was admitted into hospital earlier due to some sickness. i was also in the living rm at tt time reading newspapers, and i tot gramma sounded weird, as though she's about to cry. den after puttin down the phone, she was lamenting how old ppl are so prone to sickness... and death.
me: 4th granduncle called to say who admitted into hospital?
gramma: he was admitted into hospital sometime earlier
me: oh i see...
gramma: ya, we're old already la, so prone to sickness and diseases
me: --silence--
gramma: and u'll never predict wat will happen in thr near future, your 8th granduncle is also always in and out of the hospital, just like ur grampa before he dead, treating the hospital like a chalet.
me: --more silence--
and i think i heard her saying dun delay in doing things that are urgent, coz they may just die... =(
yawnz, perhaps some great scientist shld invent immortality pills...hmm... or is tt a bad idea?
i'm only having classes on mon, wed and sat... haaha... i feel very slack.. coz i'm only attending sch only 3 days per wk, unlike last yr. Mon was my 1st day... and suddenly SIM seemed very crowded to me, hahha, probably coz they had a bigger intake this yr. Didn't see mickey or porky in sch though... lolz.
i'm feeling much betta recently... probably coz sch has started, and thr is less time for me to daydream. but i still misses my grampa and ah ma... haiz. i keep thinking of how i wana celebrate my birthdae, but den again, i'm sad at the thought that both of them couldn't see me graduate and wear my hat (duno wat u call tt) and robe. i pray that my gramma will be in gd health, to see me graduate... gramma received a phonecall frm grampa's bro, and he was sayin he was admitted into hospital earlier due to some sickness. i was also in the living rm at tt time reading newspapers, and i tot gramma sounded weird, as though she's about to cry. den after puttin down the phone, she was lamenting how old ppl are so prone to sickness... and death.
me: 4th granduncle called to say who admitted into hospital?
gramma: he was admitted into hospital sometime earlier
me: oh i see...
gramma: ya, we're old already la, so prone to sickness and diseases
me: --silence--
gramma: and u'll never predict wat will happen in thr near future, your 8th granduncle is also always in and out of the hospital, just like ur grampa before he dead, treating the hospital like a chalet.
me: --more silence--
and i think i heard her saying dun delay in doing things that are urgent, coz they may just die... =(
yawnz, perhaps some great scientist shld invent immortality pills...hmm... or is tt a bad idea?
Saturday, September 10, 2005
i'm really enjoying the last wk of my holidays... going out very often, and sleeping more.
went out with my SIM frenz on wed.. or isit thurs?, we went Sentosa. coolz, it was realli fun! i was taught how to play the volleyball in the correct way. we played in pairs, and my partner was damn powerful in his hits! smacking and hitting the ball. Then we played captain's ball, i didnt know it ended up in rugby style coz they were all snatching and pulling each other. hahha... so fun! lastly, we played football... and i'm really very sorrie fg, didnt mean to kick the snad into ur eyes. hahha! But u got back at me when u were trying to get the ball away frm K. haahaha... it was fun.. realli! i didnt realise i actually elbowed some1, and he was complaining all the way, and the unlucky guy got nailed down by my gf coz she accidentalli hooked his feet, and 'poomed!' he landed on all fours on the saad... lolz.. wat a funny sight.
Most of us were tanned, and a few got sunburnt... haaha... i'm so much tanned than last time. though i lurved to be darker, but the tan i have isin't nice, coz of the singlet mark. hmmm....
went to suntec with my mom and aaron on fridae.. they were many ppl at the travel Natas fair. and yeahhh!! i'll be spending christmas in Korea... I'm dreaming of a white.... CHIRSTMAS! yipeee!!! so happy, looking forward to this yr end! but i'll be away from my frenz... coz usually we'll spend christmas together, and having a nice sumptous dinner.
sch term is starting this coming mondae... i miss working at OCBC... wonder how are the recruits at tekong. hahaa!
went out with my SIM frenz on wed.. or isit thurs?, we went Sentosa. coolz, it was realli fun! i was taught how to play the volleyball in the correct way. we played in pairs, and my partner was damn powerful in his hits! smacking and hitting the ball. Then we played captain's ball, i didnt know it ended up in rugby style coz they were all snatching and pulling each other. hahha... so fun! lastly, we played football... and i'm really very sorrie fg, didnt mean to kick the snad into ur eyes. hahha! But u got back at me when u were trying to get the ball away frm K. haahaha... it was fun.. realli! i didnt realise i actually elbowed some1, and he was complaining all the way, and the unlucky guy got nailed down by my gf coz she accidentalli hooked his feet, and 'poomed!' he landed on all fours on the saad... lolz.. wat a funny sight.
Most of us were tanned, and a few got sunburnt... haaha... i'm so much tanned than last time. though i lurved to be darker, but the tan i have isin't nice, coz of the singlet mark. hmmm....
went to suntec with my mom and aaron on fridae.. they were many ppl at the travel Natas fair. and yeahhh!! i'll be spending christmas in Korea... I'm dreaming of a white.... CHIRSTMAS! yipeee!!! so happy, looking forward to this yr end! but i'll be away from my frenz... coz usually we'll spend christmas together, and having a nice sumptous dinner.
sch term is starting this coming mondae... i miss working at OCBC... wonder how are the recruits at tekong. hahaa!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
i don't have the time to think abt other things now... i'm making use of my time before sch starts.. i'm enjoying every single min of it.
I went to bedok jetty to fish on tues nite, and the 4 of us were waiting aimlessly for some stupid fish to eat the bait. but our efforts were fruitless until 7am. when they were many pro uncles who fished 5 to 6 tamans at a go! coolz rite? so in the end we realised the bait we used were wrong. no wonder... so i went to buy the $2 bait... it had mani hooks on it. hahha, it was so exciting and fun! now i finally understand why daddy lurvs fishing so much. i tink its the thrill and the sense of achievement that he likes. i truely agrees....!
so we caught quite alot of fishes... but i tink we chld have caught more if it weren't for the entangling fish hooks. lolz. it was fun guys! thanx... we shld realli try it again.
after fishing, i reached home ard 9.45am in the morning... only to sleep from 10.30 to 12.30pm. and off i went to meet up with the OCBC elite team. Gosh! how i miss them, onli we've onli been apart for a few days onli. hehhe...missed the times when we slacked and worked in the office. the jokes we shared and the gossips we talked behind some1's back. hehhe... and also the number of prawns we ate at marina! boo hoo...! lolz... the number of prawns i stealed frm yh. the OCBC elite team consists of our team leader - candy (aka tweety bird), her assistant - mike (aka mickey), and the members - anson (aka bugs bunny), bryan (aka the gentle giant), yong hsin (aka stitch), victor (aka porky), lynn (aka indu puo - indian lady) and me (aka betty boo!). and of coz ailmer, but he's not realli frm our team though... but we still click very well... =)
1st, me, stitch, mickey and bunny met up and had lunch at sun plaza (can't rem wats de building called). and den tweety and her bf came.. and we played pool. so fun! though i had probs aiming and i seem to like to hit the white ball into the hole as well. haaha. i tink the guys are pro. a lesson to be learnt... free lesson and tips from de guys. And we went arcade to play... mickey and bunny played a stupid game, tt made me luff rite from de beginning to it ended. i was truely amused and it made me realised mickey had very bad rhythmic sense... lolz. and we also played photohunt. and bunny pressed the 'guy' button and all pictures tt came out were guys' photo... and they accused me of being superb alert when i see guys photo. i didnt k.... dun be mistaken... anyway, the guys in the photo weren't handsome either. =P
After tt, we went to suntec's marche for dinner. i realli lurved the food. i guess its my 1st time having enjoy the food thr... yummy! especially the chicken wrap with cheese... delicious! the 7 of us ate like pigs.... and also, i was only joking and pointing to the caramael banana with waffle, and mickey realli ordered it! haaha... but any, it turned out to be so nice! i onli managed to steal 2 bites from it. hehhe... after tt, we went to MS to take a look how it became after the renovation. its my 2nd time thr.... still very confused. and guess who i saw thr? i saw Derrick ( the squirrel look alike in the Superstar compeition). hahha.. he didnt look very tall in reality.
we played arcade again at MS... hahha, and the 4 guys played a game, where they took machine guns, trying to pose and look cool. how funni they looked...
fun hor...? anyway, stitch and giant are goin into NS later this late morning. all the best guys! they'll be real MEN when they are out. we shall meet up again soon... i'll miss all of u!~ now i understand y lynn asked for a hug frm everyone... i also feel like hugging each and everyone of u now. boo hooz...! i lurv u ppl! thanx for being so considerate when my grandmother passed away.
haiz... parting is such sorrow....
I went to bedok jetty to fish on tues nite, and the 4 of us were waiting aimlessly for some stupid fish to eat the bait. but our efforts were fruitless until 7am. when they were many pro uncles who fished 5 to 6 tamans at a go! coolz rite? so in the end we realised the bait we used were wrong. no wonder... so i went to buy the $2 bait... it had mani hooks on it. hahha, it was so exciting and fun! now i finally understand why daddy lurvs fishing so much. i tink its the thrill and the sense of achievement that he likes. i truely agrees....!
so we caught quite alot of fishes... but i tink we chld have caught more if it weren't for the entangling fish hooks. lolz. it was fun guys! thanx... we shld realli try it again.
after fishing, i reached home ard 9.45am in the morning... only to sleep from 10.30 to 12.30pm. and off i went to meet up with the OCBC elite team. Gosh! how i miss them, onli we've onli been apart for a few days onli. hehhe...missed the times when we slacked and worked in the office. the jokes we shared and the gossips we talked behind some1's back. hehhe... and also the number of prawns we ate at marina! boo hoo...! lolz... the number of prawns i stealed frm yh. the OCBC elite team consists of our team leader - candy (aka tweety bird), her assistant - mike (aka mickey), and the members - anson (aka bugs bunny), bryan (aka the gentle giant), yong hsin (aka stitch), victor (aka porky), lynn (aka indu puo - indian lady) and me (aka betty boo!). and of coz ailmer, but he's not realli frm our team though... but we still click very well... =)
1st, me, stitch, mickey and bunny met up and had lunch at sun plaza (can't rem wats de building called). and den tweety and her bf came.. and we played pool. so fun! though i had probs aiming and i seem to like to hit the white ball into the hole as well. haaha. i tink the guys are pro. a lesson to be learnt... free lesson and tips from de guys. And we went arcade to play... mickey and bunny played a stupid game, tt made me luff rite from de beginning to it ended. i was truely amused and it made me realised mickey had very bad rhythmic sense... lolz. and we also played photohunt. and bunny pressed the 'guy' button and all pictures tt came out were guys' photo... and they accused me of being superb alert when i see guys photo. i didnt k.... dun be mistaken... anyway, the guys in the photo weren't handsome either. =P
After tt, we went to suntec's marche for dinner. i realli lurved the food. i guess its my 1st time having enjoy the food thr... yummy! especially the chicken wrap with cheese... delicious! the 7 of us ate like pigs.... and also, i was only joking and pointing to the caramael banana with waffle, and mickey realli ordered it! haaha... but any, it turned out to be so nice! i onli managed to steal 2 bites from it. hehhe... after tt, we went to MS to take a look how it became after the renovation. its my 2nd time thr.... still very confused. and guess who i saw thr? i saw Derrick ( the squirrel look alike in the Superstar compeition). hahha.. he didnt look very tall in reality.
we played arcade again at MS... hahha, and the 4 guys played a game, where they took machine guns, trying to pose and look cool. how funni they looked...
fun hor...? anyway, stitch and giant are goin into NS later this late morning. all the best guys! they'll be real MEN when they are out. we shall meet up again soon... i'll miss all of u!~ now i understand y lynn asked for a hug frm everyone... i also feel like hugging each and everyone of u now. boo hooz...! i lurv u ppl! thanx for being so considerate when my grandmother passed away.
haiz... parting is such sorrow....
Friday, September 02, 2005
okies, things are settled now. I've gotten my results, and the good news is i've managed to pass and clear all my yr2 subjects. its a huge relieve for me. but the bad news is that i didn't score very well, and i also have frenz who didnt do as well... i really feel sorry and sad for them. I'm not being sarcastic or sadist, i really mean what i say...
when i thought my comp is down, i decided to give it a last chance and to click again. Alas! its ok again... wat a miracle. the next thing i knew, i was cursing and swearing for i thought i had failed my AF. But when i looked closer, i finally realised i didn't fail, and on the contrary, manage to scrap it through, just barely... so i was crying again...
I tink i must have been a crybaby these days... crying and crying, not sure what has gotten into me either...
i hate the feeling of being alone at nite, i cry at the slighest thought of grampa and ah ma. i must confess i have tried crying on thr mrt train while on the way to work in the mornings, only to cover up my tears with my awkward yawning... haiz.
i cried while on the way back to s'pore form tioman, not becoz i thought we're gona be left stranded in the sea, but i suddenly thought of grampa and ah ma again. it really hurts so badly that i would really lurv being put into deep sleep forever. i'm really tired from these things... really tired.
I don't understand why is god so cruel to take away our beloved ones, and leave us all being in this wrenched and damned world. Yet god is so merciful to end our beloved ones of their constant sufferings and to take them away to a farway place where they can see and protect us form harm. i'm so confused... very confused.
my frenz tell me not to think so much... yet sometimes its beyond my control if my mind wants to linger and think of the past. i can control my mind, but not my heart..... or can i?
i wish i can be free of pain... i feel lost and trapped in a cage of my own...i am still searching for the key to free me of such pain, to unlock the feeling of being remorseful, guilty, lost and hurt. i really wished there was something i could have done to help my grampa and ah ma. It feels so helpless and painful to see them lying on the hospital bed, yet there is nothing i can do... i feel useless... i can't do anything to lessen their pain.
i can only stand there, seeing their health deteriorate, praying and waiting for a miracle...a miracle which will never happen. how foolish...
i hate myself for not being there more often... i hate myself for not cherishing the wkends when i shld have gone to visit my ah ma. giving stupid excuses like my mom went ahead widout me, or that i'm tired and lazy. i feel so... so.... damned.
but nevertheless, i am really thankful for having frenz around me to cheer me up and to lend me a listening ear. i really do appreciate it... i really do. Thank u...
my heart feels heavy...i am really tired.
all i need is just time... time will wash away the pain...
when i thought my comp is down, i decided to give it a last chance and to click again. Alas! its ok again... wat a miracle. the next thing i knew, i was cursing and swearing for i thought i had failed my AF. But when i looked closer, i finally realised i didn't fail, and on the contrary, manage to scrap it through, just barely... so i was crying again...
I tink i must have been a crybaby these days... crying and crying, not sure what has gotten into me either...
i hate the feeling of being alone at nite, i cry at the slighest thought of grampa and ah ma. i must confess i have tried crying on thr mrt train while on the way to work in the mornings, only to cover up my tears with my awkward yawning... haiz.
i cried while on the way back to s'pore form tioman, not becoz i thought we're gona be left stranded in the sea, but i suddenly thought of grampa and ah ma again. it really hurts so badly that i would really lurv being put into deep sleep forever. i'm really tired from these things... really tired.
I don't understand why is god so cruel to take away our beloved ones, and leave us all being in this wrenched and damned world. Yet god is so merciful to end our beloved ones of their constant sufferings and to take them away to a farway place where they can see and protect us form harm. i'm so confused... very confused.
my frenz tell me not to think so much... yet sometimes its beyond my control if my mind wants to linger and think of the past. i can control my mind, but not my heart..... or can i?
i wish i can be free of pain... i feel lost and trapped in a cage of my own...i am still searching for the key to free me of such pain, to unlock the feeling of being remorseful, guilty, lost and hurt. i really wished there was something i could have done to help my grampa and ah ma. It feels so helpless and painful to see them lying on the hospital bed, yet there is nothing i can do... i feel useless... i can't do anything to lessen their pain.
i can only stand there, seeing their health deteriorate, praying and waiting for a miracle...a miracle which will never happen. how foolish...
i hate myself for not being there more often... i hate myself for not cherishing the wkends when i shld have gone to visit my ah ma. giving stupid excuses like my mom went ahead widout me, or that i'm tired and lazy. i feel so... so.... damned.
but nevertheless, i am really thankful for having frenz around me to cheer me up and to lend me a listening ear. i really do appreciate it... i really do. Thank u...
my heart feels heavy...i am really tired.
all i need is just time... time will wash away the pain...
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Sunday, July 24, 2005
hahha... its sunday again... how time flies. tml is mummy's birthday, i'll be sending flowers over ot her office. tink im gona b getting champagne roses for her... nice and pretty!
well, i seem to be loving my job... not coz of de stuff i do at work, but the company i have. we seem to be doing things together... like on friday, we finished all of our work, so all of us were getting restless, so we decided to play this number game. and i was so happily mixing the drink meant for the forfeit.. and guess wat? karma.... i drank it myself.hahaha... it tasted weird too.. luckily i didnt have diarrhoea... and they were all luffing away... lolz. i did had a great time this wk. staying for OT 3 times, once till 8pm and twice till 9pm. can u imagine how hardworking and workaholic i've became? especially when the OT s are not compulsory... hahha.
the guys are funny... and i duno isit i was lacking of sleep duing wkdays, tt i start to utter nonsense.. and it seemed tt the nonsense i said and did, tickled my frenz at work. hahha... sianz... so fast, tml will be monday, i'll be busier this wk, coz this will be the actual exercise. last wk is only the trial run... hahha.
oh.. having a headache now... slept at ard 2plus last nite, and woke up at 12+ wid a headahce.. stupid. friday and sat nites are the only times i can sleep with no worries and widout the alarm clock... yawnz... i simply love wkends! =)
well, i seem to be loving my job... not coz of de stuff i do at work, but the company i have. we seem to be doing things together... like on friday, we finished all of our work, so all of us were getting restless, so we decided to play this number game. and i was so happily mixing the drink meant for the forfeit.. and guess wat? karma.... i drank it myself.hahaha... it tasted weird too.. luckily i didnt have diarrhoea... and they were all luffing away... lolz. i did had a great time this wk. staying for OT 3 times, once till 8pm and twice till 9pm. can u imagine how hardworking and workaholic i've became? especially when the OT s are not compulsory... hahha.
the guys are funny... and i duno isit i was lacking of sleep duing wkdays, tt i start to utter nonsense.. and it seemed tt the nonsense i said and did, tickled my frenz at work. hahha... sianz... so fast, tml will be monday, i'll be busier this wk, coz this will be the actual exercise. last wk is only the trial run... hahha.
oh.. having a headache now... slept at ard 2plus last nite, and woke up at 12+ wid a headahce.. stupid. friday and sat nites are the only times i can sleep with no worries and widout the alarm clock... yawnz... i simply love wkends! =)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
ha.. the last time u guys read my blog, i was still unemployed, but now.. i'm workin already... so is this gd or bad news?
yawnz, i'm now working for OCBC bank, and what i'm doing is boring to the core! hahha... we're trained as a group, and its fun to work with a group of ppl, coz it reminds me of the gd old days when studying. haha... our group consists of 8 temps + 1 intern.. but the intern (aka suyun) has already left us. haha, kinda miss her though only know her for a wk. Our group also include guys like Yong Hsin, Bryan, Victor, Anson and Mike... wat a surprise, coz victor and mike are from sim too! lolz.. and the gals include lynn, candy and myself. meanwhile, mike, candy and lynn are at the auto loan centre side, which is just a stone's throw from our ocbc centre. miss them.. coz without lynn, its a little too quiet. hahaha
so left me, yong hsin, bryan and victor here doing the daily routine checking of the log cards.. wat a boring and no brainer job! the chairs really suck thr, coz it doesnt have a cushion... and we're all complaining of painful butts! hahha... and not forgetting aching backs, necks and straining eyes... yawnzz... they are quite a fun group of ppl, except a few, who are quite... how shld i put it? hmm... just can't click with them, duno wats wrong.. hahha, perhaps its the age gap difference i guess... lolz
today's sat.. suppose to go jin's hse to help her with her earrings thingy.. coz they'll be selling them at nxt wk's flea mkt. sorrie... i'm really tired... hahha, but tink jin kinda read my mind.
ohh, i'll still be stuck at ocbc centre on monday, when den can we be back at ALC? faintzz... hmm, talking abt ocbc centre, thr seems to be some misunderstanding btw us, not so sure abt tt too. hahha, but i try to keep my distance away frm him, but still, i'm kinda interested whether if its true.. stupid rite? courting trouble... hahha...
i'm tired... yawnz, i'm miss shrinking eyes... -_-
lolz
yawnz, i'm now working for OCBC bank, and what i'm doing is boring to the core! hahha... we're trained as a group, and its fun to work with a group of ppl, coz it reminds me of the gd old days when studying. haha... our group consists of 8 temps + 1 intern.. but the intern (aka suyun) has already left us. haha, kinda miss her though only know her for a wk. Our group also include guys like Yong Hsin, Bryan, Victor, Anson and Mike... wat a surprise, coz victor and mike are from sim too! lolz.. and the gals include lynn, candy and myself. meanwhile, mike, candy and lynn are at the auto loan centre side, which is just a stone's throw from our ocbc centre. miss them.. coz without lynn, its a little too quiet. hahaha
so left me, yong hsin, bryan and victor here doing the daily routine checking of the log cards.. wat a boring and no brainer job! the chairs really suck thr, coz it doesnt have a cushion... and we're all complaining of painful butts! hahha... and not forgetting aching backs, necks and straining eyes... yawnzz... they are quite a fun group of ppl, except a few, who are quite... how shld i put it? hmm... just can't click with them, duno wats wrong.. hahha, perhaps its the age gap difference i guess... lolz
today's sat.. suppose to go jin's hse to help her with her earrings thingy.. coz they'll be selling them at nxt wk's flea mkt. sorrie... i'm really tired... hahha, but tink jin kinda read my mind.
ohh, i'll still be stuck at ocbc centre on monday, when den can we be back at ALC? faintzz... hmm, talking abt ocbc centre, thr seems to be some misunderstanding btw us, not so sure abt tt too. hahha, but i try to keep my distance away frm him, but still, i'm kinda interested whether if its true.. stupid rite? courting trouble... hahha...
i'm tired... yawnz, i'm miss shrinking eyes... -_-
lolz
Friday, July 01, 2005
yawnz... i'm still unemployed. slacking at hm everyday... but its a gd thing i'm not working... coz i can enjoy staying at hm.
i have all the time in the world now...
so much time tt my mind started roaming...
tinking of grampa quite frequently
and the sight of my sickly ah ma made me quite sad
y isit tt when we have to grow old?
y isit tt we have to die?
y isit tt after we die, we cannot communicate with the live ones?
where is the exact place they'll go after the die?
will they forget us?
if only there is immortality...
but tt would mean tt there'll be overpopulation everywhere..
and poblems like starvation, homeless and not having enough nutrition,
plus the problems created by natural diasasters.
daddy said natural diasasters are created by god to kill a portion of the population,
coz the fraction of those dying each day in the world aint enough..
hmmm.... okies, maybe i can psycho mummy to let me accompany her to go to taiwan. perhaps i'm realli fussy abt wat kind of jobs i get, but tts not my point of working... its not just for the sake of earning $...wat has gotten into me?? weird... i myself can't comprehend. *sighz*
time to go to the library to borrow some books to help me pass time more quickly.. afterall, its FOC! (free-of-charge).
=)
i have all the time in the world now...
so much time tt my mind started roaming...
tinking of grampa quite frequently
and the sight of my sickly ah ma made me quite sad
y isit tt when we have to grow old?
y isit tt we have to die?
y isit tt after we die, we cannot communicate with the live ones?
where is the exact place they'll go after the die?
will they forget us?
if only there is immortality...
but tt would mean tt there'll be overpopulation everywhere..
and poblems like starvation, homeless and not having enough nutrition,
plus the problems created by natural diasasters.
daddy said natural diasasters are created by god to kill a portion of the population,
coz the fraction of those dying each day in the world aint enough..
hmmm.... okies, maybe i can psycho mummy to let me accompany her to go to taiwan. perhaps i'm realli fussy abt wat kind of jobs i get, but tts not my point of working... its not just for the sake of earning $...wat has gotten into me?? weird... i myself can't comprehend. *sighz*
time to go to the library to borrow some books to help me pass time more quickly.. afterall, its FOC! (free-of-charge).
=)
Monday, June 27, 2005
hmm, haven been updating my blog lately...so wat have i been up to? hmmm....
i have been working a few days at SEAB - s'pore examinations & assessment board.. den now slacking a little and also tml going for an interview at great world city.. hehhe... and when i'm free, i'll watch vcd... and today just finished watching it, after catching the vcd fever for a few days. haha, its the china's version of Condor Heros... it was quite gd i must say... hahaha... so if i'm not gona be employed this wk, i shall go down to Poh Kim to purchase or rent a few nice vcds... this shall force me to stay at hm, and to save $$... heard from annie (the gal from de agency) tt she also found me a job at PM's office, but then they have no reply yet. i thought it'll be gd working thr, coz it'll be quite an interesting place, and also an additional organisation i can add to my resume.. hahha. if only i can earn up till $10 per hr.. tt will be great!! den i can shop ard, pay for my gym fees... hehhe... $$$$$$$$$$$.. i can't do widout $$...
yawnz... so bored. if only i can go on a holiday... hehhe, mummy asked if i wana go taiwan, coz she might be goin over for a few days to look around.. coolz! and i'm also dying to visit Korea.. especially during winter!! hahhahahahaha.... =)
i have been working a few days at SEAB - s'pore examinations & assessment board.. den now slacking a little and also tml going for an interview at great world city.. hehhe... and when i'm free, i'll watch vcd... and today just finished watching it, after catching the vcd fever for a few days. haha, its the china's version of Condor Heros... it was quite gd i must say... hahaha... so if i'm not gona be employed this wk, i shall go down to Poh Kim to purchase or rent a few nice vcds... this shall force me to stay at hm, and to save $$... heard from annie (the gal from de agency) tt she also found me a job at PM's office, but then they have no reply yet. i thought it'll be gd working thr, coz it'll be quite an interesting place, and also an additional organisation i can add to my resume.. hahha. if only i can earn up till $10 per hr.. tt will be great!! den i can shop ard, pay for my gym fees... hehhe... $$$$$$$$$$$.. i can't do widout $$...
yawnz... so bored. if only i can go on a holiday... hehhe, mummy asked if i wana go taiwan, coz she might be goin over for a few days to look around.. coolz! and i'm also dying to visit Korea.. especially during winter!! hahhahahahaha.... =)
Friday, June 17, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Who Catches Your Eye?
emily, your crush is the Skate Punk
So maybe he's no Tony Hawk. It's more about a rebellious attitude than actual skateboarding ability. What's most important for your fall crush is that he's a cool character with an alluring edge about him.An original and hip gal like you should be with someone who's equally interesting and enticing. Someone who welcomes challenges and isn't afraid to try something new. Whether you're checking out an art gallery, going to a movie, or just hanging out, you'll be dancing to your own beat — together. It takes two to tango, you know. Better find your partner!
The Love Test
less romantic
more romanticOkay, so you're not a die-hard romantic who carelessly tosses around loving words, hopeful promises, and doting acts, but you do a pretty great job of expressing your loving feelings. Couplehood suits you to a T, and you like coming up with new, creative, non-mushy ways of showing your sweetie how you feel. You know very well that there are other ways to show love, respect, and admiration besides all that flowery mumbo-jumbo. Basically, you're passionately romantic without being excessively sentimental — practical, but also sweet and sensitive. Because no matter what, it's very important to you that your partner understands how much you care about him — you love how close you feel to him when you tell and show him what's in your heart.
emily, your crush is the Skate Punk
So maybe he's no Tony Hawk. It's more about a rebellious attitude than actual skateboarding ability. What's most important for your fall crush is that he's a cool character with an alluring edge about him.An original and hip gal like you should be with someone who's equally interesting and enticing. Someone who welcomes challenges and isn't afraid to try something new. Whether you're checking out an art gallery, going to a movie, or just hanging out, you'll be dancing to your own beat — together. It takes two to tango, you know. Better find your partner!
The Love Test
less romantic
more romanticOkay, so you're not a die-hard romantic who carelessly tosses around loving words, hopeful promises, and doting acts, but you do a pretty great job of expressing your loving feelings. Couplehood suits you to a T, and you like coming up with new, creative, non-mushy ways of showing your sweetie how you feel. You know very well that there are other ways to show love, respect, and admiration besides all that flowery mumbo-jumbo. Basically, you're passionately romantic without being excessively sentimental — practical, but also sweet and sensitive. Because no matter what, it's very important to you that your partner understands how much you care about him — you love how close you feel to him when you tell and show him what's in your heart.
Are You Bewitching?
emily, your Attitude makes you bewitching
You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!
emily, your Attitude makes you bewitching
You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
yawnz.... i woke up at 3pm today, coz i was so tired from yesterday's partying. yesterday went to yue ping's 21st bdae, she was my jc classmate. den met up wid my other jc classmates like john, sweeyee, william, yunzhi and hongda... after we left, john drove us to de mrt to drop off yun zhi and hong da, so de rest of us went to Feng Shan hawker centre to makan. i ate a few chicken wings.. thr are still a few left, but noone wana eat tt... lolz. the rest of them ate bah chou mee. den after which, we rove around, and went to Geylang. coolz! Mr John took us to see those china, philipinos who were soliciating thr. we were droving ard when we saw this lady in tight hot pink tank top and hot pants! but apparently, they told me she was a MAN! hahaha... she was so hot! lolz... den we drove further down to see so many pimps and guys at Geylang, and i was told tt even uni gals go down to sell themselves and they were 'kept' in these small houses called Fish Tanks. and thru these glasses they were picked from. ww0o0o0o..!! 1st time seeing all these. thr were just so many of them!
hahha, den we stopped and ate tou hua... and i was talking abt this lady having tattooed a 'patience' in chi on the back of her neck, little did i noe later her husband and kid were staring back at me. oops! =X hahha, me and my big mouth... luckily, nth happened. hahha...
after eating, john drove us back 1 by 1, and i was sort of surprised at his gentleman-ness, coz he went to the extent of sending sweeyee up to her flat. hahha, yeah.. John, u really surprised me! but tt was very nice of u. hhehe.and of coz, i was de last to get hm, hahha...so in the end i fell alseep only at 4plus, already close to 5am in the morning!!!
oh, i really enjoyed myself yesterday, if only we could meet up more often... not bad having a chauffeur to drive us ard. oops! hehehe...anyway, tonite is another tiring nite, todae jason is celebrating his bdae.. oh god! i'm just so tired now... lolz. actually sundae is jasmine's bdae, but den i can't make it la, 3 days consecutively in a row! i really can't take it...
yawnz... i'm still waiting for annie from de agency to call me, hopefully she can find me a nice job... and wid a higher pay. hopefully.... =)
hahha, den we stopped and ate tou hua... and i was talking abt this lady having tattooed a 'patience' in chi on the back of her neck, little did i noe later her husband and kid were staring back at me. oops! =X hahha, me and my big mouth... luckily, nth happened. hahha...
after eating, john drove us back 1 by 1, and i was sort of surprised at his gentleman-ness, coz he went to the extent of sending sweeyee up to her flat. hahha, yeah.. John, u really surprised me! but tt was very nice of u. hhehe.and of coz, i was de last to get hm, hahha...so in the end i fell alseep only at 4plus, already close to 5am in the morning!!!
oh, i really enjoyed myself yesterday, if only we could meet up more often... not bad having a chauffeur to drive us ard. oops! hehehe...anyway, tonite is another tiring nite, todae jason is celebrating his bdae.. oh god! i'm just so tired now... lolz. actually sundae is jasmine's bdae, but den i can't make it la, 3 days consecutively in a row! i really can't take it...
yawnz... i'm still waiting for annie from de agency to call me, hopefully she can find me a nice job... and wid a higher pay. hopefully.... =)
Saturday, June 04, 2005
oh yeahhh!!!!!!!!! my exams are over liao! so darn happy u noe??
hehhe, met up wid yee, ling and jr yesterdae, its been so long since i met them, den also saw cliff, farhan and a few tpss guys at orchard. i was thr to shop... haha, but still not enuff, coz we met up too late. bought a pair of nice shoes and a top... hehe.. yee accompanied me till 11pm plus, b4 we decided its time to go hm, if not wun b able to cvatch the last train.
tonite going to Paramount Hotel for dinner, perhaps i shld go to parkway earlier to shop around, but no1 is free to accompany me i guess. aaron needs to go for his tuition and mom is buys wid her own stuff...
im really very relieved tt my nitemare is over, for the time being, den a few mths later when de results is announced, den it'll be another round of nitemare. im praying hard tt i'll b able to clea all my subjs and go onto yr3 wid only 4 subj nxt yr to take. pray hard, pray hard.....
hmm, cbis tt day was not very gd, coz i couldn't rem wat i've read, and the worst part was tt i didnt memorise, so i had difficulty recollecting...stupid. so i came out wid my own pts... and for the short qns, some terms i haven even seen b4 came out, like Active Server pgs or duno wat Computer Interactive Manufacturing.. wah piangz!! this paper certainly isin't 'user-friendly' at all...hopefully, they'll reward me for tinking hard...and not penalising for the examples i used. coz i wasn't sure if the examples sounded stupid and lame.. hahaha, but i just tried.
okies, all are over.. so time to rest and slack for a while, b4 i go find myself a temp job to earn some $$ and can spend on holidaying. cool!
2words to discribe how i feel now... = HAPPY, RELIEVED
=)
hehhe, met up wid yee, ling and jr yesterdae, its been so long since i met them, den also saw cliff, farhan and a few tpss guys at orchard. i was thr to shop... haha, but still not enuff, coz we met up too late. bought a pair of nice shoes and a top... hehe.. yee accompanied me till 11pm plus, b4 we decided its time to go hm, if not wun b able to cvatch the last train.
tonite going to Paramount Hotel for dinner, perhaps i shld go to parkway earlier to shop around, but no1 is free to accompany me i guess. aaron needs to go for his tuition and mom is buys wid her own stuff...
im really very relieved tt my nitemare is over, for the time being, den a few mths later when de results is announced, den it'll be another round of nitemare. im praying hard tt i'll b able to clea all my subjs and go onto yr3 wid only 4 subj nxt yr to take. pray hard, pray hard.....
hmm, cbis tt day was not very gd, coz i couldn't rem wat i've read, and the worst part was tt i didnt memorise, so i had difficulty recollecting...stupid. so i came out wid my own pts... and for the short qns, some terms i haven even seen b4 came out, like Active Server pgs or duno wat Computer Interactive Manufacturing.. wah piangz!! this paper certainly isin't 'user-friendly' at all...hopefully, they'll reward me for tinking hard...and not penalising for the examples i used. coz i wasn't sure if the examples sounded stupid and lame.. hahaha, but i just tried.
okies, all are over.. so time to rest and slack for a while, b4 i go find myself a temp job to earn some $$ and can spend on holidaying. cool!
2words to discribe how i feel now... = HAPPY, RELIEVED
=)
Saturday, May 28, 2005
hahahaa.... early in de morning and i'm already laughing like mad... lolz, tiish sent me another email add, asking some private qns like 'have u masturbated b4?' or 'wats de most intimate thing u've done b4?'
muahahaa... coz having done 2 of such qns b4, now i turn de tables and fool them. lolz... i was half crying and half laughing, tinking wat i shld write... damn funny man! these ppl really hav nth to do, and ppl like me will try hard to entertain them. hahah... oh btw, de website is called 'crush007.com', so if ur de type who are not so fun, and are easily offended, i suggest u just ignore these mails. other den tt, its quite fun... like answering qns like 'u've masturbated more den 7 times per wk!' hahha... but tts too many times, so i put 'less than 7 times' hhahahaha... but other den tt, stuff like wats my name, my email and birthday are true la...
go ahead and try it! esp when u wana noe de most intimate details of ur crush?? lolz... ohh... den u'll noe if ppl had sex b4... hahaha
tokin abt sex, i tink gals shld actually save themselves up for their marriage. dun u tink so? i mean, if they do it wid ppl they lurv, chances are, they'll do it many times. coz we may have several bfs in a lifetime rite? until den u find tt special some1 to marry u... true rite? so its betta to save it for tt 1 and only 1 = ur HUSBAND, and not BFs! hmm... tts sth to tink abt...
neway, my exams are coming to an end!!!!!! yipppeee..... i just cant wait... 1 more paper to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeahhh!!!! last paper = cbis, this coming thursday! after tt i'll be free!! hohohohohoho... hhaha
yest went to jin's graduation show, was tokin to her parents and auntie lulu... i belong to their grp, coz i just dun understand wat their work is all abt.. hehhe...its far beyond my imagination and understanding... too chimm already. hahaha... so i just walked around, look at interesting things they wrote. very creative i must say...
okies, mjst go and study my cbis liao... havenb touch it since mock lei.. scared scared...!!
muahahaa... coz having done 2 of such qns b4, now i turn de tables and fool them. lolz... i was half crying and half laughing, tinking wat i shld write... damn funny man! these ppl really hav nth to do, and ppl like me will try hard to entertain them. hahah... oh btw, de website is called 'crush007.com', so if ur de type who are not so fun, and are easily offended, i suggest u just ignore these mails. other den tt, its quite fun... like answering qns like 'u've masturbated more den 7 times per wk!' hahha... but tts too many times, so i put 'less than 7 times' hhahahaha... but other den tt, stuff like wats my name, my email and birthday are true la...
go ahead and try it! esp when u wana noe de most intimate details of ur crush?? lolz... ohh... den u'll noe if ppl had sex b4... hahaha
tokin abt sex, i tink gals shld actually save themselves up for their marriage. dun u tink so? i mean, if they do it wid ppl they lurv, chances are, they'll do it many times. coz we may have several bfs in a lifetime rite? until den u find tt special some1 to marry u... true rite? so its betta to save it for tt 1 and only 1 = ur HUSBAND, and not BFs! hmm... tts sth to tink abt...
neway, my exams are coming to an end!!!!!! yipppeee..... i just cant wait... 1 more paper to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeahhh!!!! last paper = cbis, this coming thursday! after tt i'll be free!! hohohohohoho... hhaha
yest went to jin's graduation show, was tokin to her parents and auntie lulu... i belong to their grp, coz i just dun understand wat their work is all abt.. hehhe...its far beyond my imagination and understanding... too chimm already. hahaha... so i just walked around, look at interesting things they wrote. very creative i must say...
okies, mjst go and study my cbis liao... havenb touch it since mock lei.. scared scared...!!
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