hahha... its sunday again... how time flies. tml is mummy's birthday, i'll be sending flowers over ot her office. tink im gona b getting champagne roses for her... nice and pretty!
well, i seem to be loving my job... not coz of de stuff i do at work, but the company i have. we seem to be doing things together... like on friday, we finished all of our work, so all of us were getting restless, so we decided to play this number game. and i was so happily mixing the drink meant for the forfeit.. and guess wat? karma.... i drank it myself.hahaha... it tasted weird too.. luckily i didnt have diarrhoea... and they were all luffing away... lolz. i did had a great time this wk. staying for OT 3 times, once till 8pm and twice till 9pm. can u imagine how hardworking and workaholic i've became? especially when the OT s are not compulsory... hahha.
the guys are funny... and i duno isit i was lacking of sleep duing wkdays, tt i start to utter nonsense.. and it seemed tt the nonsense i said and did, tickled my frenz at work. hahha... sianz... so fast, tml will be monday, i'll be busier this wk, coz this will be the actual exercise. last wk is only the trial run... hahha.
oh.. having a headache now... slept at ard 2plus last nite, and woke up at 12+ wid a headahce.. stupid. friday and sat nites are the only times i can sleep with no worries and widout the alarm clock... yawnz... i simply love wkends! =)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
ha.. the last time u guys read my blog, i was still unemployed, but now.. i'm workin already... so is this gd or bad news?
yawnz, i'm now working for OCBC bank, and what i'm doing is boring to the core! hahha... we're trained as a group, and its fun to work with a group of ppl, coz it reminds me of the gd old days when studying. haha... our group consists of 8 temps + 1 intern.. but the intern (aka suyun) has already left us. haha, kinda miss her though only know her for a wk. Our group also include guys like Yong Hsin, Bryan, Victor, Anson and Mike... wat a surprise, coz victor and mike are from sim too! lolz.. and the gals include lynn, candy and myself. meanwhile, mike, candy and lynn are at the auto loan centre side, which is just a stone's throw from our ocbc centre. miss them.. coz without lynn, its a little too quiet. hahaha
so left me, yong hsin, bryan and victor here doing the daily routine checking of the log cards.. wat a boring and no brainer job! the chairs really suck thr, coz it doesnt have a cushion... and we're all complaining of painful butts! hahha... and not forgetting aching backs, necks and straining eyes... yawnzz... they are quite a fun group of ppl, except a few, who are quite... how shld i put it? hmm... just can't click with them, duno wats wrong.. hahha, perhaps its the age gap difference i guess... lolz
today's sat.. suppose to go jin's hse to help her with her earrings thingy.. coz they'll be selling them at nxt wk's flea mkt. sorrie... i'm really tired... hahha, but tink jin kinda read my mind.
ohh, i'll still be stuck at ocbc centre on monday, when den can we be back at ALC? faintzz... hmm, talking abt ocbc centre, thr seems to be some misunderstanding btw us, not so sure abt tt too. hahha, but i try to keep my distance away frm him, but still, i'm kinda interested whether if its true.. stupid rite? courting trouble... hahha...
i'm tired... yawnz, i'm miss shrinking eyes... -_-
lolz
yawnz, i'm now working for OCBC bank, and what i'm doing is boring to the core! hahha... we're trained as a group, and its fun to work with a group of ppl, coz it reminds me of the gd old days when studying. haha... our group consists of 8 temps + 1 intern.. but the intern (aka suyun) has already left us. haha, kinda miss her though only know her for a wk. Our group also include guys like Yong Hsin, Bryan, Victor, Anson and Mike... wat a surprise, coz victor and mike are from sim too! lolz.. and the gals include lynn, candy and myself. meanwhile, mike, candy and lynn are at the auto loan centre side, which is just a stone's throw from our ocbc centre. miss them.. coz without lynn, its a little too quiet. hahaha
so left me, yong hsin, bryan and victor here doing the daily routine checking of the log cards.. wat a boring and no brainer job! the chairs really suck thr, coz it doesnt have a cushion... and we're all complaining of painful butts! hahha... and not forgetting aching backs, necks and straining eyes... yawnzz... they are quite a fun group of ppl, except a few, who are quite... how shld i put it? hmm... just can't click with them, duno wats wrong.. hahha, perhaps its the age gap difference i guess... lolz
today's sat.. suppose to go jin's hse to help her with her earrings thingy.. coz they'll be selling them at nxt wk's flea mkt. sorrie... i'm really tired... hahha, but tink jin kinda read my mind.
ohh, i'll still be stuck at ocbc centre on monday, when den can we be back at ALC? faintzz... hmm, talking abt ocbc centre, thr seems to be some misunderstanding btw us, not so sure abt tt too. hahha, but i try to keep my distance away frm him, but still, i'm kinda interested whether if its true.. stupid rite? courting trouble... hahha...
i'm tired... yawnz, i'm miss shrinking eyes... -_-
lolz
Friday, July 01, 2005
yawnz... i'm still unemployed. slacking at hm everyday... but its a gd thing i'm not working... coz i can enjoy staying at hm.
i have all the time in the world now...
so much time tt my mind started roaming...
tinking of grampa quite frequently
and the sight of my sickly ah ma made me quite sad
y isit tt when we have to grow old?
y isit tt we have to die?
y isit tt after we die, we cannot communicate with the live ones?
where is the exact place they'll go after the die?
will they forget us?
if only there is immortality...
but tt would mean tt there'll be overpopulation everywhere..
and poblems like starvation, homeless and not having enough nutrition,
plus the problems created by natural diasasters.
daddy said natural diasasters are created by god to kill a portion of the population,
coz the fraction of those dying each day in the world aint enough..
hmmm.... okies, maybe i can psycho mummy to let me accompany her to go to taiwan. perhaps i'm realli fussy abt wat kind of jobs i get, but tts not my point of working... its not just for the sake of earning $...wat has gotten into me?? weird... i myself can't comprehend. *sighz*
time to go to the library to borrow some books to help me pass time more quickly.. afterall, its FOC! (free-of-charge).
=)
i have all the time in the world now...
so much time tt my mind started roaming...
tinking of grampa quite frequently
and the sight of my sickly ah ma made me quite sad
y isit tt when we have to grow old?
y isit tt we have to die?
y isit tt after we die, we cannot communicate with the live ones?
where is the exact place they'll go after the die?
will they forget us?
if only there is immortality...
but tt would mean tt there'll be overpopulation everywhere..
and poblems like starvation, homeless and not having enough nutrition,
plus the problems created by natural diasasters.
daddy said natural diasasters are created by god to kill a portion of the population,
coz the fraction of those dying each day in the world aint enough..
hmmm.... okies, maybe i can psycho mummy to let me accompany her to go to taiwan. perhaps i'm realli fussy abt wat kind of jobs i get, but tts not my point of working... its not just for the sake of earning $...wat has gotten into me?? weird... i myself can't comprehend. *sighz*
time to go to the library to borrow some books to help me pass time more quickly.. afterall, its FOC! (free-of-charge).
=)
Monday, June 27, 2005
hmm, haven been updating my blog lately...so wat have i been up to? hmmm....
i have been working a few days at SEAB - s'pore examinations & assessment board.. den now slacking a little and also tml going for an interview at great world city.. hehhe... and when i'm free, i'll watch vcd... and today just finished watching it, after catching the vcd fever for a few days. haha, its the china's version of Condor Heros... it was quite gd i must say... hahaha... so if i'm not gona be employed this wk, i shall go down to Poh Kim to purchase or rent a few nice vcds... this shall force me to stay at hm, and to save $$... heard from annie (the gal from de agency) tt she also found me a job at PM's office, but then they have no reply yet. i thought it'll be gd working thr, coz it'll be quite an interesting place, and also an additional organisation i can add to my resume.. hahha. if only i can earn up till $10 per hr.. tt will be great!! den i can shop ard, pay for my gym fees... hehhe... $$$$$$$$$$$.. i can't do widout $$...
yawnz... so bored. if only i can go on a holiday... hehhe, mummy asked if i wana go taiwan, coz she might be goin over for a few days to look around.. coolz! and i'm also dying to visit Korea.. especially during winter!! hahhahahahaha.... =)
i have been working a few days at SEAB - s'pore examinations & assessment board.. den now slacking a little and also tml going for an interview at great world city.. hehhe... and when i'm free, i'll watch vcd... and today just finished watching it, after catching the vcd fever for a few days. haha, its the china's version of Condor Heros... it was quite gd i must say... hahaha... so if i'm not gona be employed this wk, i shall go down to Poh Kim to purchase or rent a few nice vcds... this shall force me to stay at hm, and to save $$... heard from annie (the gal from de agency) tt she also found me a job at PM's office, but then they have no reply yet. i thought it'll be gd working thr, coz it'll be quite an interesting place, and also an additional organisation i can add to my resume.. hahha. if only i can earn up till $10 per hr.. tt will be great!! den i can shop ard, pay for my gym fees... hehhe... $$$$$$$$$$$.. i can't do widout $$...
yawnz... so bored. if only i can go on a holiday... hehhe, mummy asked if i wana go taiwan, coz she might be goin over for a few days to look around.. coolz! and i'm also dying to visit Korea.. especially during winter!! hahhahahahaha.... =)
Friday, June 17, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Who Catches Your Eye?
emily, your crush is the Skate Punk
So maybe he's no Tony Hawk. It's more about a rebellious attitude than actual skateboarding ability. What's most important for your fall crush is that he's a cool character with an alluring edge about him.An original and hip gal like you should be with someone who's equally interesting and enticing. Someone who welcomes challenges and isn't afraid to try something new. Whether you're checking out an art gallery, going to a movie, or just hanging out, you'll be dancing to your own beat — together. It takes two to tango, you know. Better find your partner!
The Love Test
less romantic
more romanticOkay, so you're not a die-hard romantic who carelessly tosses around loving words, hopeful promises, and doting acts, but you do a pretty great job of expressing your loving feelings. Couplehood suits you to a T, and you like coming up with new, creative, non-mushy ways of showing your sweetie how you feel. You know very well that there are other ways to show love, respect, and admiration besides all that flowery mumbo-jumbo. Basically, you're passionately romantic without being excessively sentimental — practical, but also sweet and sensitive. Because no matter what, it's very important to you that your partner understands how much you care about him — you love how close you feel to him when you tell and show him what's in your heart.
emily, your crush is the Skate Punk
So maybe he's no Tony Hawk. It's more about a rebellious attitude than actual skateboarding ability. What's most important for your fall crush is that he's a cool character with an alluring edge about him.An original and hip gal like you should be with someone who's equally interesting and enticing. Someone who welcomes challenges and isn't afraid to try something new. Whether you're checking out an art gallery, going to a movie, or just hanging out, you'll be dancing to your own beat — together. It takes two to tango, you know. Better find your partner!
The Love Test
less romantic
more romanticOkay, so you're not a die-hard romantic who carelessly tosses around loving words, hopeful promises, and doting acts, but you do a pretty great job of expressing your loving feelings. Couplehood suits you to a T, and you like coming up with new, creative, non-mushy ways of showing your sweetie how you feel. You know very well that there are other ways to show love, respect, and admiration besides all that flowery mumbo-jumbo. Basically, you're passionately romantic without being excessively sentimental — practical, but also sweet and sensitive. Because no matter what, it's very important to you that your partner understands how much you care about him — you love how close you feel to him when you tell and show him what's in your heart.
Are You Bewitching?
emily, your Attitude makes you bewitching
You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!
emily, your Attitude makes you bewitching
You know what they say — attitude is everything. And in your case, it's certainly one of your finest and most alluring characteristics.Leave the complications to other people. You know how to keep things lighthearted and upbeat. A free-spirit, you don't sweat the small stuff and prefer to take things in stride. Cheerful and laidback, you light up any room, party, or boring meeting with your dazzling personality — without even twinkling your nose. And that's bewitching. Keep it up!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
yawnz.... i woke up at 3pm today, coz i was so tired from yesterday's partying. yesterday went to yue ping's 21st bdae, she was my jc classmate. den met up wid my other jc classmates like john, sweeyee, william, yunzhi and hongda... after we left, john drove us to de mrt to drop off yun zhi and hong da, so de rest of us went to Feng Shan hawker centre to makan. i ate a few chicken wings.. thr are still a few left, but noone wana eat tt... lolz. the rest of them ate bah chou mee. den after which, we rove around, and went to Geylang. coolz! Mr John took us to see those china, philipinos who were soliciating thr. we were droving ard when we saw this lady in tight hot pink tank top and hot pants! but apparently, they told me she was a MAN! hahaha... she was so hot! lolz... den we drove further down to see so many pimps and guys at Geylang, and i was told tt even uni gals go down to sell themselves and they were 'kept' in these small houses called Fish Tanks. and thru these glasses they were picked from. ww0o0o0o..!! 1st time seeing all these. thr were just so many of them!
hahha, den we stopped and ate tou hua... and i was talking abt this lady having tattooed a 'patience' in chi on the back of her neck, little did i noe later her husband and kid were staring back at me. oops! =X hahha, me and my big mouth... luckily, nth happened. hahha...
after eating, john drove us back 1 by 1, and i was sort of surprised at his gentleman-ness, coz he went to the extent of sending sweeyee up to her flat. hahha, yeah.. John, u really surprised me! but tt was very nice of u. hhehe.and of coz, i was de last to get hm, hahha...so in the end i fell alseep only at 4plus, already close to 5am in the morning!!!
oh, i really enjoyed myself yesterday, if only we could meet up more often... not bad having a chauffeur to drive us ard. oops! hehehe...anyway, tonite is another tiring nite, todae jason is celebrating his bdae.. oh god! i'm just so tired now... lolz. actually sundae is jasmine's bdae, but den i can't make it la, 3 days consecutively in a row! i really can't take it...
yawnz... i'm still waiting for annie from de agency to call me, hopefully she can find me a nice job... and wid a higher pay. hopefully.... =)
hahha, den we stopped and ate tou hua... and i was talking abt this lady having tattooed a 'patience' in chi on the back of her neck, little did i noe later her husband and kid were staring back at me. oops! =X hahha, me and my big mouth... luckily, nth happened. hahha...
after eating, john drove us back 1 by 1, and i was sort of surprised at his gentleman-ness, coz he went to the extent of sending sweeyee up to her flat. hahha, yeah.. John, u really surprised me! but tt was very nice of u. hhehe.and of coz, i was de last to get hm, hahha...so in the end i fell alseep only at 4plus, already close to 5am in the morning!!!
oh, i really enjoyed myself yesterday, if only we could meet up more often... not bad having a chauffeur to drive us ard. oops! hehehe...anyway, tonite is another tiring nite, todae jason is celebrating his bdae.. oh god! i'm just so tired now... lolz. actually sundae is jasmine's bdae, but den i can't make it la, 3 days consecutively in a row! i really can't take it...
yawnz... i'm still waiting for annie from de agency to call me, hopefully she can find me a nice job... and wid a higher pay. hopefully.... =)
Saturday, June 04, 2005
oh yeahhh!!!!!!!!! my exams are over liao! so darn happy u noe??
hehhe, met up wid yee, ling and jr yesterdae, its been so long since i met them, den also saw cliff, farhan and a few tpss guys at orchard. i was thr to shop... haha, but still not enuff, coz we met up too late. bought a pair of nice shoes and a top... hehe.. yee accompanied me till 11pm plus, b4 we decided its time to go hm, if not wun b able to cvatch the last train.
tonite going to Paramount Hotel for dinner, perhaps i shld go to parkway earlier to shop around, but no1 is free to accompany me i guess. aaron needs to go for his tuition and mom is buys wid her own stuff...
im really very relieved tt my nitemare is over, for the time being, den a few mths later when de results is announced, den it'll be another round of nitemare. im praying hard tt i'll b able to clea all my subjs and go onto yr3 wid only 4 subj nxt yr to take. pray hard, pray hard.....
hmm, cbis tt day was not very gd, coz i couldn't rem wat i've read, and the worst part was tt i didnt memorise, so i had difficulty recollecting...stupid. so i came out wid my own pts... and for the short qns, some terms i haven even seen b4 came out, like Active Server pgs or duno wat Computer Interactive Manufacturing.. wah piangz!! this paper certainly isin't 'user-friendly' at all...hopefully, they'll reward me for tinking hard...and not penalising for the examples i used. coz i wasn't sure if the examples sounded stupid and lame.. hahaha, but i just tried.
okies, all are over.. so time to rest and slack for a while, b4 i go find myself a temp job to earn some $$ and can spend on holidaying. cool!
2words to discribe how i feel now... = HAPPY, RELIEVED
=)
hehhe, met up wid yee, ling and jr yesterdae, its been so long since i met them, den also saw cliff, farhan and a few tpss guys at orchard. i was thr to shop... haha, but still not enuff, coz we met up too late. bought a pair of nice shoes and a top... hehe.. yee accompanied me till 11pm plus, b4 we decided its time to go hm, if not wun b able to cvatch the last train.
tonite going to Paramount Hotel for dinner, perhaps i shld go to parkway earlier to shop around, but no1 is free to accompany me i guess. aaron needs to go for his tuition and mom is buys wid her own stuff...
im really very relieved tt my nitemare is over, for the time being, den a few mths later when de results is announced, den it'll be another round of nitemare. im praying hard tt i'll b able to clea all my subjs and go onto yr3 wid only 4 subj nxt yr to take. pray hard, pray hard.....
hmm, cbis tt day was not very gd, coz i couldn't rem wat i've read, and the worst part was tt i didnt memorise, so i had difficulty recollecting...stupid. so i came out wid my own pts... and for the short qns, some terms i haven even seen b4 came out, like Active Server pgs or duno wat Computer Interactive Manufacturing.. wah piangz!! this paper certainly isin't 'user-friendly' at all...hopefully, they'll reward me for tinking hard...and not penalising for the examples i used. coz i wasn't sure if the examples sounded stupid and lame.. hahaha, but i just tried.
okies, all are over.. so time to rest and slack for a while, b4 i go find myself a temp job to earn some $$ and can spend on holidaying. cool!
2words to discribe how i feel now... = HAPPY, RELIEVED
=)
Saturday, May 28, 2005
hahahaa.... early in de morning and i'm already laughing like mad... lolz, tiish sent me another email add, asking some private qns like 'have u masturbated b4?' or 'wats de most intimate thing u've done b4?'
muahahaa... coz having done 2 of such qns b4, now i turn de tables and fool them. lolz... i was half crying and half laughing, tinking wat i shld write... damn funny man! these ppl really hav nth to do, and ppl like me will try hard to entertain them. hahah... oh btw, de website is called 'crush007.com', so if ur de type who are not so fun, and are easily offended, i suggest u just ignore these mails. other den tt, its quite fun... like answering qns like 'u've masturbated more den 7 times per wk!' hahha... but tts too many times, so i put 'less than 7 times' hhahahaha... but other den tt, stuff like wats my name, my email and birthday are true la...
go ahead and try it! esp when u wana noe de most intimate details of ur crush?? lolz... ohh... den u'll noe if ppl had sex b4... hahaha
tokin abt sex, i tink gals shld actually save themselves up for their marriage. dun u tink so? i mean, if they do it wid ppl they lurv, chances are, they'll do it many times. coz we may have several bfs in a lifetime rite? until den u find tt special some1 to marry u... true rite? so its betta to save it for tt 1 and only 1 = ur HUSBAND, and not BFs! hmm... tts sth to tink abt...
neway, my exams are coming to an end!!!!!! yipppeee..... i just cant wait... 1 more paper to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeahhh!!!! last paper = cbis, this coming thursday! after tt i'll be free!! hohohohohoho... hhaha
yest went to jin's graduation show, was tokin to her parents and auntie lulu... i belong to their grp, coz i just dun understand wat their work is all abt.. hehhe...its far beyond my imagination and understanding... too chimm already. hahaha... so i just walked around, look at interesting things they wrote. very creative i must say...
okies, mjst go and study my cbis liao... havenb touch it since mock lei.. scared scared...!!
muahahaa... coz having done 2 of such qns b4, now i turn de tables and fool them. lolz... i was half crying and half laughing, tinking wat i shld write... damn funny man! these ppl really hav nth to do, and ppl like me will try hard to entertain them. hahah... oh btw, de website is called 'crush007.com', so if ur de type who are not so fun, and are easily offended, i suggest u just ignore these mails. other den tt, its quite fun... like answering qns like 'u've masturbated more den 7 times per wk!' hahha... but tts too many times, so i put 'less than 7 times' hhahahaha... but other den tt, stuff like wats my name, my email and birthday are true la...
go ahead and try it! esp when u wana noe de most intimate details of ur crush?? lolz... ohh... den u'll noe if ppl had sex b4... hahaha
tokin abt sex, i tink gals shld actually save themselves up for their marriage. dun u tink so? i mean, if they do it wid ppl they lurv, chances are, they'll do it many times. coz we may have several bfs in a lifetime rite? until den u find tt special some1 to marry u... true rite? so its betta to save it for tt 1 and only 1 = ur HUSBAND, and not BFs! hmm... tts sth to tink abt...
neway, my exams are coming to an end!!!!!! yipppeee..... i just cant wait... 1 more paper to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeahhh!!!! last paper = cbis, this coming thursday! after tt i'll be free!! hohohohohoho... hhaha
yest went to jin's graduation show, was tokin to her parents and auntie lulu... i belong to their grp, coz i just dun understand wat their work is all abt.. hehhe...its far beyond my imagination and understanding... too chimm already. hahaha... so i just walked around, look at interesting things they wrote. very creative i must say...
okies, mjst go and study my cbis liao... havenb touch it since mock lei.. scared scared...!!
Friday, May 20, 2005
okies... everything is back to normal for the time being.... peaceful and... hmmm... busy?
i'm still left wid HRM and CBIS. sianz.... hrm is due nxt friday.. i'm slackin away, like nobody's business.. somebody pls help!!! i'm waking up as and when i feel like it, and only touchin my notes for tt few hrs... jialat manz...
neway, im goin over to aunt's hse, just to get back the momentum...oh yesss... 2 papers more and i'll be freeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! yiipee!!!
and after exams will be busy attending fren'z bdae parties, working, saving $ for a getaway... and sun-tanning... hahahahhaha!!! and also exercising to burn off those fats... hmm.. wat else? sing until my voice break... and the cups crack.. and catch movies like its free-of-charge. hmm... and sleeping until thr's no tomorrow! muaahhahahaa... and of coz! SHOPPING!! but hmm...1st got to loose some weight and save $ la... i can shop when i go overseas... hehhe, its more worth it yea?
I SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT!!! de tot of doing all these things get me so excited.. hahahaha
okies, time for a shower and time to shoo of to aunt's hse to catch de 7pm show's last episode! ohh...
tata! =)
i'm still left wid HRM and CBIS. sianz.... hrm is due nxt friday.. i'm slackin away, like nobody's business.. somebody pls help!!! i'm waking up as and when i feel like it, and only touchin my notes for tt few hrs... jialat manz...
neway, im goin over to aunt's hse, just to get back the momentum...oh yesss... 2 papers more and i'll be freeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! yiipee!!!
and after exams will be busy attending fren'z bdae parties, working, saving $ for a getaway... and sun-tanning... hahahahhaha!!! and also exercising to burn off those fats... hmm.. wat else? sing until my voice break... and the cups crack.. and catch movies like its free-of-charge. hmm... and sleeping until thr's no tomorrow! muaahhahahaa... and of coz! SHOPPING!! but hmm...1st got to loose some weight and save $ la... i can shop when i go overseas... hehhe, its more worth it yea?
I SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT!!! de tot of doing all these things get me so excited.. hahahaha
okies, time for a shower and time to shoo of to aunt's hse to catch de 7pm show's last episode! ohh...
tata! =)
Monday, May 16, 2005
actually i didnt wana write this online, just to avoid any discussions... but i just have to somehow get it off my mind...
daddy and mummy quarrelled on fridae, and again on saturdae. i was sitting nxt to daddy just nxt to the coffee table, searching for my notes, just when their argument got more heated and in a fury, he threw the newspaper he was reading half way on to me. of coz it was supposed to be directed at me, but coz i was just 'accidentally' sitting nxt to him... i was so shocked. never had i seen daddy so angry before, and mummy so hurt... aiyoz.. think daddy must have been very stressed and fedup, and the anger just boiled up, and needed to be vented off. i kept quiet throughout their argument, for i thought it maybe a better idea for them to vent out what they have been silently keeping quiet abt. until when i thought the argument was getting way too off hand that i shouted 'enough! keep quiet...!!' but after saying tt, i felt so stupid and thought either 1 of them would slap me and ask me not to interfere. ha.. but luckily, none of them said anything, and was silent for a while, before they started again.. actually i didnt thought that it was very serious until mummy hinted me that she may not want to return for the nite, but luckily... daddy was working on a nite shift, so they could avoid each other...
i thought it may be partly my fault too, coz i wanted to go to aunt's hse to do my revision, but daddy needed to get to work, and mummy just went to visit her sick fren and my elder bro was in KL, so leaving gramma with aaron. gramma made so much noise, so daddy got fedup, he called mummy to get back asap, and she, having sensed his bad attitude, also got angry, i was irritated coz i can't study in peace and gramma was angry coz daddy sopke loudly to her. haiya... sometimes hor, these old ppl have a certain way of thinking.. a weird way of thinking... not sure if we all will turn up to be like this when we're old in 40 yrs time. coz sometimes she's hard of hearing, so we have to speak up when talking to her. den when we're too loud, or in a hurry, she'll feel hurt and thinks tt we're screaming at her.. faintzz...hmmm.
i just don't understand why my parents and gramma are treating my younger bro like a baby!! can't they just let him take care and fend for himself? afterall, he is already sec 1 this yr!! and sometimes gramma will complain abt aaron doing something she just can't stand it. but of coz aaron, on the other hand, is so rude...this 2 ppl just can't click.. thus creating trouble for all of us in the family. haiyoz!!
nobody seems to be able to understand what gramma is thinking... but all of us think she is very fortunate as compared to her other counterparts and friends. coz we are a happy family (including grampa), and she is rather healthy and doesn't have much problems unlike other old ppl. we're all very thankful for tt too... but it is that very old history which still haunts her. sometimes i let her talk abt her past (only when i have the time and patience), while my aunts and parents will try to find some excuse to squirm their way out of it. hahha...too bad grampa isin't here now, coz he's always her number 1 faithful loyal listener. not coz he really enjoys listening to her, but he just sits there and doesn't complain a word when gramma is yakking non-stop. lolz...i really admire him for his resilience. haizz... hey! im talking abt history too!... hehhehe...
hmm...daddy and mummy are still not talking to each other...i also duno what to do. faintz... just trying to help them patch back. hey! i'm a peacemaker!
neway, talking abt my past papers, it has been dissappointing! haiz... i really practised so much for my AF, and damn.. i'm not even sure if i can pass it, let alone trying to aim for 60 marks. ha! as for econs, err...thr was mistakes here & thr, and 1 big error for shifting the IS curve towards the wrong direction, so the whole diagram + the AD & AS curve is wrong! faintzz... thr goes my 70 marks... so sad...
ok times up! have to go back to my mkting notes...hope this paper would be ok. or else... i'll be so so so dissappointed. =(
daddy and mummy quarrelled on fridae, and again on saturdae. i was sitting nxt to daddy just nxt to the coffee table, searching for my notes, just when their argument got more heated and in a fury, he threw the newspaper he was reading half way on to me. of coz it was supposed to be directed at me, but coz i was just 'accidentally' sitting nxt to him... i was so shocked. never had i seen daddy so angry before, and mummy so hurt... aiyoz.. think daddy must have been very stressed and fedup, and the anger just boiled up, and needed to be vented off. i kept quiet throughout their argument, for i thought it maybe a better idea for them to vent out what they have been silently keeping quiet abt. until when i thought the argument was getting way too off hand that i shouted 'enough! keep quiet...!!' but after saying tt, i felt so stupid and thought either 1 of them would slap me and ask me not to interfere. ha.. but luckily, none of them said anything, and was silent for a while, before they started again.. actually i didnt thought that it was very serious until mummy hinted me that she may not want to return for the nite, but luckily... daddy was working on a nite shift, so they could avoid each other...
i thought it may be partly my fault too, coz i wanted to go to aunt's hse to do my revision, but daddy needed to get to work, and mummy just went to visit her sick fren and my elder bro was in KL, so leaving gramma with aaron. gramma made so much noise, so daddy got fedup, he called mummy to get back asap, and she, having sensed his bad attitude, also got angry, i was irritated coz i can't study in peace and gramma was angry coz daddy sopke loudly to her. haiya... sometimes hor, these old ppl have a certain way of thinking.. a weird way of thinking... not sure if we all will turn up to be like this when we're old in 40 yrs time. coz sometimes she's hard of hearing, so we have to speak up when talking to her. den when we're too loud, or in a hurry, she'll feel hurt and thinks tt we're screaming at her.. faintzz...hmmm.
i just don't understand why my parents and gramma are treating my younger bro like a baby!! can't they just let him take care and fend for himself? afterall, he is already sec 1 this yr!! and sometimes gramma will complain abt aaron doing something she just can't stand it. but of coz aaron, on the other hand, is so rude...this 2 ppl just can't click.. thus creating trouble for all of us in the family. haiyoz!!
nobody seems to be able to understand what gramma is thinking... but all of us think she is very fortunate as compared to her other counterparts and friends. coz we are a happy family (including grampa), and she is rather healthy and doesn't have much problems unlike other old ppl. we're all very thankful for tt too... but it is that very old history which still haunts her. sometimes i let her talk abt her past (only when i have the time and patience), while my aunts and parents will try to find some excuse to squirm their way out of it. hahha...too bad grampa isin't here now, coz he's always her number 1 faithful loyal listener. not coz he really enjoys listening to her, but he just sits there and doesn't complain a word when gramma is yakking non-stop. lolz...i really admire him for his resilience. haizz... hey! im talking abt history too!... hehhehe...
hmm...daddy and mummy are still not talking to each other...i also duno what to do. faintz... just trying to help them patch back. hey! i'm a peacemaker!
neway, talking abt my past papers, it has been dissappointing! haiz... i really practised so much for my AF, and damn.. i'm not even sure if i can pass it, let alone trying to aim for 60 marks. ha! as for econs, err...thr was mistakes here & thr, and 1 big error for shifting the IS curve towards the wrong direction, so the whole diagram + the AD & AS curve is wrong! faintzz... thr goes my 70 marks... so sad...
ok times up! have to go back to my mkting notes...hope this paper would be ok. or else... i'll be so so so dissappointed. =(
Monday, May 09, 2005
oh... err.. i just realised i haven been blogging for quite sometime already.. hehhe
well, 2 days more to go. den it'll be doom's day. muahahhaha...
weighed myself recently, put on 3kg?!! this is insane man.. i have friends who are so qorried abt exams tt they loose the flab off, while im doing the opposite.. PILLING UP!! lolz... wat to do...? i eat more when im stress...
picked mom up from the airport yest.. actually i didnt wana go, but aunt said its mothers' day, so perhaps i shld show my face. and when my elder bro who's the freest of us all, went missing to meet up with his army gang.. sheesh.. so in the end me, aaron and daddy went to pick mom up. hehehe... den i made used of the extra time to buy Swensen's ice cream which daddy paid for it! hurray!! lolz... FOOD!! nowadays i can't seem to get this word outta my head. and u'll keep hearin me saying 'this is yummy, tt is yummy...!' hahaha
neway, my exams will last till 2nd june. i'm already going crazy... luckily aaron's also having exams now, so thus, i won't be so jealous to the max, coz my elder bro finished his exams, and is slacking now! soon he'll be off to korea for his studyin trip. hee! perhaps i whld have saved enough $ during my holi job to travel thr wid my aunt to pay him a visit... holidays... haizz.. and aunt and i were discussing abt going for a cruise, tts the only place we can bring gramma out to enjoy (besides going to the restaurant for a feast...)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS HORRIBLE EXAM TO BE OVER ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, 2 days more to go. den it'll be doom's day. muahahhaha...
weighed myself recently, put on 3kg?!! this is insane man.. i have friends who are so qorried abt exams tt they loose the flab off, while im doing the opposite.. PILLING UP!! lolz... wat to do...? i eat more when im stress...
picked mom up from the airport yest.. actually i didnt wana go, but aunt said its mothers' day, so perhaps i shld show my face. and when my elder bro who's the freest of us all, went missing to meet up with his army gang.. sheesh.. so in the end me, aaron and daddy went to pick mom up. hehehe... den i made used of the extra time to buy Swensen's ice cream which daddy paid for it! hurray!! lolz... FOOD!! nowadays i can't seem to get this word outta my head. and u'll keep hearin me saying 'this is yummy, tt is yummy...!' hahaha
neway, my exams will last till 2nd june. i'm already going crazy... luckily aaron's also having exams now, so thus, i won't be so jealous to the max, coz my elder bro finished his exams, and is slacking now! soon he'll be off to korea for his studyin trip. hee! perhaps i whld have saved enough $ during my holi job to travel thr wid my aunt to pay him a visit... holidays... haizz.. and aunt and i were discussing abt going for a cruise, tts the only place we can bring gramma out to enjoy (besides going to the restaurant for a feast...)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS HORRIBLE EXAM TO BE OVER ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 16, 2005
its been exactly a yr...how times flies. i couldn't sleep, so decided to come in and blog.
i've been thinking alot abt grampa todae... today's his 1st anniversary.
woke up at 6am this morning, den went to attend granduncle's funeral. yap indeed, he doesn't look like him after the 'make-up', my aunt even tot he looked a little like grampa. ha... hmm.....i wonder y must they always hav a band at such places, not tt i find them noisy but wouldn't it be better if we were to play songs from a cd or sth like tt? i was fighting back tears this morning, not tt i was crying for granduncle, but the whole thing reminded me of grampa, wat happened exactly a yr ago. it still haunted me. not tt i had nitemares abt tt, but it still lingers very clearly in my memory. i still can't accept the fact tt grampa has left... i mean, its alreadi been a yr, but it feels like everything just happened yesterday! my heart aches for him...i miss talking to him. i really mean it!
i still remember him calling me from his workplace, asking if i want chinese cakes. i remember him bringing back red nail polish from his workplace, him bringing me to the roti-prata shop... us eating at the macdonald's.
i possibly can i write out how i feel? don't tink tts possible... no words can comprehend how im feeling. somehow i keep regret things i did in the past... like raising my voice at him, little stupid petty things i did. but i tink thr's no room for regret now...we always regret after doing stupid things don't we? till now i still wonder y.....
tml we're going crystal jade at taka for lunch...i'm talking abt food now coz i'm hungry now...used up lotsa energy todae... can't blame me.
haizz...
i've been thinking alot abt grampa todae... today's his 1st anniversary.
woke up at 6am this morning, den went to attend granduncle's funeral. yap indeed, he doesn't look like him after the 'make-up', my aunt even tot he looked a little like grampa. ha... hmm.....i wonder y must they always hav a band at such places, not tt i find them noisy but wouldn't it be better if we were to play songs from a cd or sth like tt? i was fighting back tears this morning, not tt i was crying for granduncle, but the whole thing reminded me of grampa, wat happened exactly a yr ago. it still haunted me. not tt i had nitemares abt tt, but it still lingers very clearly in my memory. i still can't accept the fact tt grampa has left... i mean, its alreadi been a yr, but it feels like everything just happened yesterday! my heart aches for him...i miss talking to him. i really mean it!
i still remember him calling me from his workplace, asking if i want chinese cakes. i remember him bringing back red nail polish from his workplace, him bringing me to the roti-prata shop... us eating at the macdonald's.
i possibly can i write out how i feel? don't tink tts possible... no words can comprehend how im feeling. somehow i keep regret things i did in the past... like raising my voice at him, little stupid petty things i did. but i tink thr's no room for regret now...we always regret after doing stupid things don't we? till now i still wonder y.....
tml we're going crystal jade at taka for lunch...i'm talking abt food now coz i'm hungry now...used up lotsa energy todae... can't blame me.
haizz...
Thursday, April 14, 2005
LIFE IS LIKE A GUST OF WIND AND A TORRENT OF RAIN...
it is just so true...
my mock was a flop, granduncle just passed away, and he's gona be cremated tml, which coincidentally..... is grampa's death anniversary.
well,... i'm sure thr are others who have been thru such difficult times...
had cup noodles for lunch todae, coz while i was practising my AF sums, i heard this song i like very much. it's a very sad song, and reminds me of grampa. unable to control (and also coz thr was no1 else except me at my aunt's hse) i broke down... den eyes red, and felt awkward, i stayed at hm.
haizz...
LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS, WE GET TO ENJOY, BUT WE WERE ALSO FORCED TO GO THRU THE DIFFCULT TIMES. BUT WE'RE STILL TRYING TO FIND PEACE WITH OURSELVES.... EVEN TILL THE DAY WE DIE...
y am i being so philosophical? (dennis asked me this)
coz...i can't help it. i'm in one of those moods again......
it is just so true...
my mock was a flop, granduncle just passed away, and he's gona be cremated tml, which coincidentally..... is grampa's death anniversary.
well,... i'm sure thr are others who have been thru such difficult times...
had cup noodles for lunch todae, coz while i was practising my AF sums, i heard this song i like very much. it's a very sad song, and reminds me of grampa. unable to control (and also coz thr was no1 else except me at my aunt's hse) i broke down... den eyes red, and felt awkward, i stayed at hm.
haizz...
LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS, WE GET TO ENJOY, BUT WE WERE ALSO FORCED TO GO THRU THE DIFFCULT TIMES. BUT WE'RE STILL TRYING TO FIND PEACE WITH OURSELVES.... EVEN TILL THE DAY WE DIE...
y am i being so philosophical? (dennis asked me this)
coz...i can't help it. i'm in one of those moods again......
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
so much so for this stupid computer, i typed so much in here yesterday and non of it was saved. stupid...
haizz... think life is short... another of my relative passed away. come to think of it, its kinda coincidental, coz apart from my grampa, he's de 3rd relative to pass away, sometime similar to the other of my relatives. hmmm... heard he had a tumour in his brain, and TB. i got to know from my mom tt TB is usually spread through saliva... so chances of his family getting infected is also high... hmm....
haizz... very frustrated and anxious abt exams, i'm only left with 1 mth, or rather 1 mth - 1 day. coz my 1st paper will be on 12th may. arrgghh...!! got back my cbis and af mock scripts yesterday. well... it was a flop! failed both of them.i needed 4 more marks to pass my cbis, and my af was terrible! haizz... i was so disappointed, coz joyce passed her cbis. i'm not being competitive, but then she studied it last min lor... while i started preparing for it a little earlier than her. bloody hell... perhaps being a little IT savy whld had helped alot in this subject. she scored 46, which was 12marks above the passing mark. (note: the passing mark is 34) sianzz.....i'm so jealous, envious and disappointed...
oh btw, did i mention i passed my mkting? but its also disappointing, coz i did 4 essays, scored the same marks as sandy who did 3 essays. HA! so roughly can tell who did more studying rite? actually i went out of point for the last qns.. or rather, i didnt know how to do tt qns, so i anyhow write. hhhaa...anyway, mkting couldn't have been any disappointing than af! i've never been so...so.so........ well, nevermind. its just terrible! hahha, i showed my bro my script., and his reaction was like 'wat?! i wonder if u do any studying'.. he told me to look at his paper on the sofa, which was labelled 'A-' at the top. duhzz... its only an assignment, a tutorial lor, i also did very well for my assignments. bloody hell...
not enuff time, but so much things to do.... howhowhow?!!!!!
i wana bang my head against the wall.
seems tt i'm gona fail all my subjects for prelims ( excluding mkting)
yuck... i suck at studying...
=(
haizz... think life is short... another of my relative passed away. come to think of it, its kinda coincidental, coz apart from my grampa, he's de 3rd relative to pass away, sometime similar to the other of my relatives. hmmm... heard he had a tumour in his brain, and TB. i got to know from my mom tt TB is usually spread through saliva... so chances of his family getting infected is also high... hmm....
haizz... very frustrated and anxious abt exams, i'm only left with 1 mth, or rather 1 mth - 1 day. coz my 1st paper will be on 12th may. arrgghh...!! got back my cbis and af mock scripts yesterday. well... it was a flop! failed both of them.i needed 4 more marks to pass my cbis, and my af was terrible! haizz... i was so disappointed, coz joyce passed her cbis. i'm not being competitive, but then she studied it last min lor... while i started preparing for it a little earlier than her. bloody hell... perhaps being a little IT savy whld had helped alot in this subject. she scored 46, which was 12marks above the passing mark. (note: the passing mark is 34) sianzz.....i'm so jealous, envious and disappointed...
oh btw, did i mention i passed my mkting? but its also disappointing, coz i did 4 essays, scored the same marks as sandy who did 3 essays. HA! so roughly can tell who did more studying rite? actually i went out of point for the last qns.. or rather, i didnt know how to do tt qns, so i anyhow write. hhhaa...anyway, mkting couldn't have been any disappointing than af! i've never been so...so.so........ well, nevermind. its just terrible! hahha, i showed my bro my script., and his reaction was like 'wat?! i wonder if u do any studying'.. he told me to look at his paper on the sofa, which was labelled 'A-' at the top. duhzz... its only an assignment, a tutorial lor, i also did very well for my assignments. bloody hell...
not enuff time, but so much things to do.... howhowhow?!!!!!
i wana bang my head against the wall.
seems tt i'm gona fail all my subjects for prelims ( excluding mkting)
yuck... i suck at studying...
=(
Monday, April 11, 2005
I'M GOING CRAZY....!!
no, i'm not singing britney spear's song... i'm really going crazy! on the verge of pulling my hair out from my head. oh no...!!! arghhhhhhhh.......
exams are just 1 mth away... i haven started studying. i mean i did started studying, but... oh... wat am i tokin abt?! sheesh.. i've written notes on my cards, the usual way i whld do when revising for a subject. but i find tt my memory hasn't been very gd lately, or perhaps it has been like this all the time. or isit coz i revision was a flop? i mean, i used to plan wat i shld study for the day, cramming a few subjects into a day. but now... haizz... so after reading this subject, i'd go onto another subject and forgotten wat i've read previously. tian ahhhh!!!!
wat to do, wat shld i do, wat to doo????!!!
last thurs i had this stupid stomach ache for the whole day. tink i was worrying for my exam, den too gan chiong. i dunoo... i dunoo!! i'm freaking out! on 1 hand, very worried abt passing all my subjects, yet on the other hand, don't feel like studying! sort of trying to run away from reality... arrggghh! aunt said 'but this isin't de 1st time ur having exams, so y are u feeling this way?' yes, i noe it does sound stupid, but i can't help but feel anxious. the anxiety is building up in me every min, and every day as every second pass by. i can't help but tink days passes very quickly. i don't like to count down to how many days are left for me to revise!! but... i'm really left with only 1 mth! my 1st paper is on 12th may- economics! 13th may- AF, 17th may - mkting, 27th may- hrm, 2nd june - cbis.
sobzz... i haven felt this way. or rather i did,... last yr! seriously i dont wish for the history to repeat itself, i really desperately wana do well. i...i.......i....
ARRGGHHH!!
grampa's death anniversary is this friday... and same as last yr, i have class on tis very fateful day. haizz... time really flies. a blink of the eye and 1 yr has passed...
today bought gramma 'tao suan' and 'bubu cha cha' for daddy, and ice jelly for me! den gramma paid me $2 after eating. of coz i refused to take de $, but she insists i take it, coz she said i'm still not working permanently now. haizz... of coz i really wana give them a portion of my earnings nxt time. but wat i was afraid of is tt when i finally can come out to the society and work, i wonder if she still can wait tt long. i noe i'll be graduating nxt yr... but 1 yr may seem short, yet it seem long too! i can wait, but the qns is.........can she wait? perhaps i'm being pessimistic, but den, again, things can just happen so suddenly, and sometimes we're just caught off hand. so... well......
i wana do well, i wana exam to b over, i wana go on holiday, i wana sleep till i wake up days later without being awoken by the stupid alarm, i wana exercise, i wana watch movies, i wana play, i wana go to the beach, i wana watch tv as if i'm glued to it, i wana gather with frenz and chat till mid nite, i wana hav sleepovers, i wana read storybooks, i wana THIS, i wana THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANA DO LOTSA THINGS!!
but this have to wait after my exam...
=(
no, i'm not singing britney spear's song... i'm really going crazy! on the verge of pulling my hair out from my head. oh no...!!! arghhhhhhhh.......
exams are just 1 mth away... i haven started studying. i mean i did started studying, but... oh... wat am i tokin abt?! sheesh.. i've written notes on my cards, the usual way i whld do when revising for a subject. but i find tt my memory hasn't been very gd lately, or perhaps it has been like this all the time. or isit coz i revision was a flop? i mean, i used to plan wat i shld study for the day, cramming a few subjects into a day. but now... haizz... so after reading this subject, i'd go onto another subject and forgotten wat i've read previously. tian ahhhh!!!!
wat to do, wat shld i do, wat to doo????!!!
last thurs i had this stupid stomach ache for the whole day. tink i was worrying for my exam, den too gan chiong. i dunoo... i dunoo!! i'm freaking out! on 1 hand, very worried abt passing all my subjects, yet on the other hand, don't feel like studying! sort of trying to run away from reality... arrggghh! aunt said 'but this isin't de 1st time ur having exams, so y are u feeling this way?' yes, i noe it does sound stupid, but i can't help but feel anxious. the anxiety is building up in me every min, and every day as every second pass by. i can't help but tink days passes very quickly. i don't like to count down to how many days are left for me to revise!! but... i'm really left with only 1 mth! my 1st paper is on 12th may- economics! 13th may- AF, 17th may - mkting, 27th may- hrm, 2nd june - cbis.
sobzz... i haven felt this way. or rather i did,... last yr! seriously i dont wish for the history to repeat itself, i really desperately wana do well. i...i.......i....
ARRGGHHH!!
grampa's death anniversary is this friday... and same as last yr, i have class on tis very fateful day. haizz... time really flies. a blink of the eye and 1 yr has passed...
today bought gramma 'tao suan' and 'bubu cha cha' for daddy, and ice jelly for me! den gramma paid me $2 after eating. of coz i refused to take de $, but she insists i take it, coz she said i'm still not working permanently now. haizz... of coz i really wana give them a portion of my earnings nxt time. but wat i was afraid of is tt when i finally can come out to the society and work, i wonder if she still can wait tt long. i noe i'll be graduating nxt yr... but 1 yr may seem short, yet it seem long too! i can wait, but the qns is.........can she wait? perhaps i'm being pessimistic, but den, again, things can just happen so suddenly, and sometimes we're just caught off hand. so... well......
i wana do well, i wana exam to b over, i wana go on holiday, i wana sleep till i wake up days later without being awoken by the stupid alarm, i wana exercise, i wana watch movies, i wana play, i wana go to the beach, i wana watch tv as if i'm glued to it, i wana gather with frenz and chat till mid nite, i wana hav sleepovers, i wana read storybooks, i wana THIS, i wana THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANA DO LOTSA THINGS!!
but this have to wait after my exam...
=(
Saturday, April 02, 2005
muahahahaaa... was luffing non-stop when i saw my jc ct's friendster!!! oh my godness me!!! hahahhaa... didnt noe teachers were into tis kinda thingy also. and guess wat? de pic he put on the main was his fav singer... lolz. ok la, i guess teachers are also humans who also hav idols... hehehe. but i can't help but feeling he wasn't tt into such 'teenager' stuff...
hahaa... my 1st reavtion was like 'wat the hell is he doing here...?!!' and also, he was linked to several of my classmates! euuw... hope he doesn't ask me. dun tink he'll b interested though, coz obviously i weren't 1 of his fav or best students. hahahaha... neither do i wana b. heh! coz he was 1 of a hell lamer.. his jokes weren't funny, and i tot he had 1 of the weirdest attitude! giving weird remarks and having tt stupid sly smile of his... yucks!! and he is always wearing tight pants which i always tot will split if he were to walk faster. hahaha... wana show off he did manage to loose off so much weight. chey!! and he looks awefully stern and aloof when he's aint smiling, which in the 1st place whld b better den when he did smile.... am i very critical of him? perhaps so...coz i still rem he'll give me very stupid obvious ans when i was asking him maths qns, and while answering me, he'll give a 'this is such an easy qns and i tink ur plain stupid' look. and he did sound like tt!! or perhaps i was just too sensitive, or perhaps he did had high hopes on me. hahaha... too bad manz! i only scored a C fore maths-c... hehhe. but i was somewhat surprised and had more confidence when he told my parents i was more of an A student, when i actually scored an F for prelims. lolz... all of them was shocked... aiya, its all over and in the past. so no point harping on it too...
lallaalla... hmmm... wonderful memories i had back in SRJC. esp when we were in band, practising till late at nite for the band competition and also concerts and performance etc. I JUST SIMPLY LURV IT!! ;)
hahaa... my 1st reavtion was like 'wat the hell is he doing here...?!!' and also, he was linked to several of my classmates! euuw... hope he doesn't ask me. dun tink he'll b interested though, coz obviously i weren't 1 of his fav or best students. hahahaha... neither do i wana b. heh! coz he was 1 of a hell lamer.. his jokes weren't funny, and i tot he had 1 of the weirdest attitude! giving weird remarks and having tt stupid sly smile of his... yucks!! and he is always wearing tight pants which i always tot will split if he were to walk faster. hahaha... wana show off he did manage to loose off so much weight. chey!! and he looks awefully stern and aloof when he's aint smiling, which in the 1st place whld b better den when he did smile.... am i very critical of him? perhaps so...coz i still rem he'll give me very stupid obvious ans when i was asking him maths qns, and while answering me, he'll give a 'this is such an easy qns and i tink ur plain stupid' look. and he did sound like tt!! or perhaps i was just too sensitive, or perhaps he did had high hopes on me. hahaha... too bad manz! i only scored a C fore maths-c... hehhe. but i was somewhat surprised and had more confidence when he told my parents i was more of an A student, when i actually scored an F for prelims. lolz... all of them was shocked... aiya, its all over and in the past. so no point harping on it too...
lallaalla... hmmm... wonderful memories i had back in SRJC. esp when we were in band, practising till late at nite for the band competition and also concerts and performance etc. I JUST SIMPLY LURV IT!! ;)
Friday, April 01, 2005
ahh chooooo!! sneeze sneeze... oops! accidentally sneezed when i was abt to blog for todae. hahha, my aunt said i havta eat more vitamins as it seems to her i've always been falling sick, esp during exam time.
hahha... haven been blogging in coz my aunt's computer need a password to log-on, therefore i can't use the computer, neway it can't log-on to the internet due to some problems. have been staying with her now and den, coz its much quiet to study thr. but is quite lonely when it comes to meal time, coz i've got to go down to the mkt / coffee shop to get my lunch. hahhaa, den tt'll b the exucse i have to be lazy and while eating my lunch, i'll watch vcds! lolz... slack man!!!
didnt study much todae... woke up late coz the stupid bloody samsung hp didnt ring!!! must have becoz i put it in silent mode, coz i tot it'll still ring like nokia hps. arghh... den woke up at 1130am wid a headache... and it carried on till now... sheesh! read a little hrm here and thr.. but watched tv most of the day, coz many programmes are on the last episode. hahaha.. besides, tml is a sat! meaning i can still study in de noon coz aaron will b out for tuition mah. lalalalaa... and no sch till tues. oh noo...!
sianzz...
hahha... haven been blogging in coz my aunt's computer need a password to log-on, therefore i can't use the computer, neway it can't log-on to the internet due to some problems. have been staying with her now and den, coz its much quiet to study thr. but is quite lonely when it comes to meal time, coz i've got to go down to the mkt / coffee shop to get my lunch. hahhaa, den tt'll b the exucse i have to be lazy and while eating my lunch, i'll watch vcds! lolz... slack man!!!
didnt study much todae... woke up late coz the stupid bloody samsung hp didnt ring!!! must have becoz i put it in silent mode, coz i tot it'll still ring like nokia hps. arghh... den woke up at 1130am wid a headache... and it carried on till now... sheesh! read a little hrm here and thr.. but watched tv most of the day, coz many programmes are on the last episode. hahaha.. besides, tml is a sat! meaning i can still study in de noon coz aaron will b out for tuition mah. lalalalaa... and no sch till tues. oh noo...!
sianzz...
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